I wake up and make my way downstairs to the kitchen. I make some breakfast and check the time and date on the microwave. It is 7am and Tuesday 2nd September 2014. It's the first day of school! Crap! I run upstairs and get dressed in my usual goth clothes. I curl my hair and put on black eyeliner, black lipstick and mascara. I go back downstairs and grab my bag that contains my pens, pencils, rubbers, planner, sketchbook, lunch money and backup makeup. I walk into the living room and see 5 guys sitting on the sofa. They were probably the new recruits for Mikey (my older brother), Dad and Mum's gang. That gang, in simple words, abuse me and makes me feel worthless which has resulted in me cutting. Anyway, this beating started when I was 10.
-FLASHBACK-
I am lying in my bed crying because my twin (Luke) is in hospital on the verge of death. I am getting the blame for this. My family always love Luke more than me so they wish it was me in that situation not Luke. I carry on crying until my mummy, daddy and Mikey come into my room with tear-stained faces but their eyes show anger. I ask,
"What's wrong, Mummy?" Mummy comes closer and slaps me round the face. She shouts,
"You pathetic, worthless child! We just lost Luke! It shoud be you that's dead not him!" I cry and then they start beating me.
-FLASHBACK OVER-
It's carried on since then and when I was 12 they started recruiting peopleto abuse me aswell. Then when I turned 15 they started using a weapon called a switch-blade. They cut my thughs, wrists, arms and hips then luckily in school I always were my leather jacket and never take it off and I were jeans never a dress, shorts or skirts.Anyways, I go straight past them and walk out the front door. I speed walk to school and meet my group of friends. We are all goths and stick to ourselves and never participate in any tasks during and after school. In our group there is me, Kat, AJ, Christie and Paige. We all slf harm and we know eachother's reasons why we do it. We tell eachother our secrets but there's one secret I won't tell anyone and that is I'm a hybrid. Most people never come near us becuase they're afraid. They should be afriad in our opinion. There is one group of people that bully us for who we are and in that group there's Lily, Jeremy, Damon, Caroline, Stefan and Elena. They are the school jerks and sluts. We hate them as well as they hate us. They're the outsiders. I breath to keep calm and make my way to form. We spend period 1 and 2 in form getting our new timetable. Everyone else talks while me and my group just draw in our sketchbooks. When we enter, everyone silences and looks at us but we just carry on walking and make our way to our table at the back of the classroom. Today isn't going to go well. I can tell in my gut. When the bell rings everyone sits down. The door opens and stood there is our Head Of Years Miss Wainwright and Mr Rogers. Miss Wainwright announces,
"Good morning everyone. Today we have 5 newcomers. Boys come on in." In come the 5 boys and my eyes widen. It's the boys from this morning! They're coming to school to bully me and torture me! I'm screwed! They look at me and smile. I gulp down the huge lump that was lodged in my throat. But there was one problem that I just found out... One of them is my mate! I can smell them! Miss Wainwright brings me out of my thoughts when she says,
"Boys introduce yourselves."
"Hi! I'm Harry!" says the curly-haired one.
"Hi! I'm Niall!" says the blonde-haired one.
"I'm Louis! The Carrot King!" says the brown-haired blue-eyed one. Everyone laughs at his nickname.
"Hi! I'm Zayn!" says the black-haired one.
"And I'm Liam!" says the buzz-cut one.
"Ok. Well Blue Anderson... You will be showing them around the school for the next week." Miss Wainwright exclaims.
"What?! No! Are you mad?! No way in hell! Pick Lily to show them around! She would love to show them around and do more!" I shout at her and everyone looks at me with shocked expressions because I hardly ever do that. But my group shows amusement whereas the newcomers show hurt and anger. I brush that off though. Miss Wainwright then shouts,
"Do not use that attitude with me! You are showing them around and that's final!"
"Why can't you understand that I don't want to?! I know you're a cranky old deaf bitch but fucking hell! Get a grip and listen to me! I'm not showing them around and that's final!"
"Do not ever disrespect me again! Get to my office and speak to Mr Rogers!"
"Why should I?! Just because I don't want to show these pricks around!"
"Go now!" I stick my middle finger up at her and get my stuff and follow Mr Rogers to the office. I sit on the chair in front of his desk. He asks,
"What was that? You shouldn't disrespect her like that." I scoff.
"At least I have the guts to say what people don't have the guts to say. Besides maybe she needs to understand that I don't want to show them pricks around!" That was only partly true. The other reasons are because they could bully me and my feelings towards my mate would increase so the further I am away from them the better.
"Well you do realise what this means?"
"Yeah yeah. It means I have 30 minutes detention after school, a BIP session and suspension for a few days. It's happened before and yet again I don't give a shit! Also, you want to know something sir? It is what everyone thinks and that is you have been a female version of Miss Wainwright and an uptight cunt since you became Head Of Year!"
"Don't use foul language! Instead of suspension I have something better. You have to stay with the 5 newcomers for the next week."
"You can fuck right off! No way in hell will I fucking do that! You psychotic cunt!"
"What's done is done. I'm sending an email to all your teachers telling them to make sure you are with them boys and if you be defiant then they have to email me back and that will add a day to how long you have to stay with them."
"Bitch." I say and walk back to form. I open the door and everyone looks at me. I'm already in a pissed off mood so I shout,
"Stop staring you fucking bastards! I am giving you a warning before I do some damage!" They all stop staring except Lily. She smirks and says,
"What will you do, emo? You're just a slut who begs for attention!" That makes the whole class 'ohhh'.
"FYI I am still a proud virgin and at least I don't go around sleeping with every boy I see. I bet you want to fuck these 5. I can easily break every bone in you body if I wanted."
"You bitch!" She launches at me and starts hitting me. I flip us so I'm on top of her and start punching her in the face. People start trying to pull us apart but I'm too strong for them. I then grab her arm and snap it in half. She screams in pain and holds her arm. I smirk and punch her in her stomach. I was about to punch her in the face again but someone pulls me off her. I thrash in their grip trying to break out but they're strong. I smell a scent for vampires which smells like death. I elbow them in the face and stomach and their grip loosens which gives me a chance to get loose. I escape and start hitting Lily again. I kick her in the ribs and I hear 2 snaps which I assume was her ribs breaking from the impact. I then kick her in the face ehich results her with a broken nose and unconscious. I went to continue but the same person picks me up and takes me out the room. They put me down and I see it's the 5 boys. I gulp and go to run but Niall blocks my path. They block every way so I decide to ask,
"What do you want? Do you want to bully me and abuse me? That's what my parents sent you for, isn't it?" I become furious with the fact that they would want that.
"What? No! Why would you think that?" wonders Zayn.
"Because I saw you in my house this morning and so you obviously are the new recruits for my families gang! You were sent here by them to abuse me and bully me! They obviously gave you their switch-blade! If you're going to do it then do it! I'm not going to stop you!"
"What are you on about?! We aren't going to hurt you! You're our mate!" exclaims Louis.
"Lies! My mum put you up to this! You're vampires! My mum wants you to help her abuse me because you're vampires and you're stronger! They put you up to this! Don't lie to me! If you won't do it yourself then I'll do it for you! You can then tell them and make them proud!" I go into my bag and grab my knife and drag it across my wrist 10 times.
"There! Are you happy?! I did it for you! I hate you! Go away! I don't need this! It's bad enough with my supposed family doing it but it's torture when strangers do it for no reason! Just go away!" They come closer but I push past them and back into the classroom. Everyone is around Lily. I growl and push past them. There are paramedics putting her on a stretcher. I go upto her and see she's awake. I start choking her and say,
"That's only a little of what I'm capable of doing. Don't try it again!" She whimpers and they rush her to the hospital. When everyone descends I notice Miss Wainwright and Mr Rogers standing there angry. Mr Rogers calls me to the office again. I sit down and tune him out on him balbber on and on about crap. I just stand up and walk out. The bell goes for breaktime so I make my way down to the cafeteria and buy some food. After that I make my way past Mr Rogers and Miss Wainwright's office. Mr Rogers notices me and calls me in. He asks,
"Where are they?"
"Who the fuck you on about?"
"The 5 new boys."
"Ohhhh. Yeah. I haven't got a clue."
"Find them."
"Nah I'm good. Bye." I start walking off.
"They will be in your next class." He shouts at me.
"Whatever!" I shout back. Break is only 15 minutes so we start making my way to History.