summary:
he misses you a lot while he's on tour
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it's been a few months since ruel left for tour and we both miss each other so bad.
i've been seeing whenever i call him he always looks sad, or lonely.
" hey luv"
i smiled as i leaned my phone down on the mirror.
" hi"
he said, under the covers of his hotel bed.
" i miss you a lot"
ruel sighed, making me feel bad for him.
" i do too, but you got to be happy for your supporters"
i said.
" i do, i love them a lot but i just can't stand not being able to hold you"
he mumbled, but loud enough for me to hear.
" it's only for two more months babe, you can get through this"
i smiled, but frowning a bit when i saw him not doing it back.
" you look pretty"
he said, trying to make himself a bit happy.
" thank you"
i smiled.
" did tyler ( the creator) invite you to his party?"
ruel asked.
" yeah, i'm heading there in a bit"
i saw him frown and it hurt, a lot.
" can i tell you something?"
he said, then i nodded.
" i don't want to be here right now, i feel so lonely and i can't do it all alone."
ruel started crying,
" i need you here right now, i'll pay for everything, i just want you with me right now"
" ruel baby, i know i'll just be a distraction, you need to do this, these people have been waiting to see you"
i sighed.
" ruel?"
a male voice called out, making his head turn to the voice.
i heard mumbling voices and ruel nodding,
" i've got to go love, have fun at the party, love you"
" love you too"
then he hang up, making me tear up.
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( after tyler's party)
nate flagrant:
hey y/n, you know how ruel has been a bit down lately right?
y/n l/n:
yeah why?
is he okay?
nate flagrant:
oh no there's nothing wrong
it's just that since he's been down i want you to fly out here and come visit him for a few weeks.
y/n l/n:
of course,
when do you want me to go?
nate flagrant:
no ma'am,
if you say that,
that means your paying which would be really rude of me so i'll pay for everything.
y/n l/n:
are you sure?
i could at least pay for half
nate flagrant:
nope
my treat for both of you lovesick teens since both of you have been down
y/n l/n:
you are amazing nate
nate flagrant:
i know,
anyways i have to go so i'll text you the details later.
y/n l/n:
see ya
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( skip to when you surprise him)
i pressed on facetime on ruel's contact, he accepted instantly.
" hiii"
i smiled, making my hotel room a bit dark, so he won't recognise it.
" it's only 4 there love, isn't it a bit too dark for that time?"
ruel asked.
" it's cold here remember?"
i said,
" it's darker now"
he smiled and frowned a bit,
" i miss you to fucking death"
" i miss you too love but nO sWearing"
then he laughed.
" you're cute"
he smiled at me.
" says the one that has thousands of girls wanting to date him"
i said.
" if i asked the whole population of boys, billions of boys would be on their knees wanting to date you"
he sassily joked back, making me laugh.
" sorry love but i have to go"
i frowned, obviously pretending.
a look of hurt went on his face for a split second,
" oh, then see you later"
he pretended to smile.
i hung up and got out of my hotel room, which was a few rooms down from his.
i took the spare hotel key nate gave me and quietly snuck in,
his back facing me.
his sniffles from crying made my heart ache,
" room service"
i jokingly said.
" y/n!"
he jumped excitedly from his bed, holy shit i have never seen someone so excited.
his hug made us fall over, nearly hitting our heads on the table mex to us.
" when did you come and why?"
ruel smiled, not letting me get up yet.
" i arrived a few hours ago, and nate dmed me and said that he wanted to surprise you"
i said, touching his blonde locks.
" remind me to hug the freaking shit out of nate when i see him"
" no fucking swearing ruel"
i slapped him on the head.
" ouch, what the fuck you sweared!"
he whined, rubbing his head.
" because im better than youuuu"
i smiled, finally getting out of his bear hug and jump on his bed.
" what am i gonna do with your cute ass"
he said, also running to the bed.