Blind Of Feelings

By bxxismysons

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1 : Finding Him
2 - Bonding
3 : Hanging Out
4 : Just Another Day
5: Another Day
6: Packing
8 : Meeting Tha' Gang
9: Mall
10 : Feelings
11 : Regular Day
12 : Introuble
13 : Oh Shit
14 : Bad Terms
15 : New Day
16 : Drama Begans
17 : Somethings Wrong
17 : Short Chapter
18: You're gonna be alright
19 : Where Is She ?
20 : Bust Yo Dome

7 : Los Angles

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"Tᗴᒪᒪ ᗰᗴ ᗩᘜᗩIᑎ, ᕼOᗯ ᑕᗩᑎ ᗯᗴ ᗷᗴ ᒪOᐯᗴᖇᔕ ᗩᑎᗪ ᖴᖇIᗴᑎᗪᔕ?"

𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓓𝓲𝓸𝓻

"TINK IM SORRY" Savon yelled as I chased her around the airport

It was 3am and we was driving to the airport while I was sleep

She gonna put her phone to my ear and blast music

And when we got in here she pushed me on tha' floor and ran

"Gotchu" I finally caught up to her when she trapped herself in a corner

Soon as I was about to get my lick back the intercom came on "Flight 302 To Los Angles, California is boarding"

We gathered our things and gave the person our first class tickets and walked onto the plane

We dismally got seated and the flight attendant made her announcement about the safety and how long it's gonna take to fly, I don't really know because I was just in my own thoughts

"You ready?" Savon asked, snapping me out my thoughts

"I should be asking you that" I said rubbing my hair. Savon had cut my hair because I needed a cut bad and she didn't a good ass job on it and I been feeling myself every since

"Yeah I'm ready for new experiences" she said with a shrug "you not gonna make friends" I asked laying my head on her shoulder while holding her hand

"No, i dislike people and they lead to negativity and drama which I'm not into at all" she said laying her head ontop of mines and squeezing my hand

I nodded understanding before the flight attendant came over with out breakfast

Damn it's only 5am and we already getting breakfast, but I was hungry so I wasn't complaining

———

"Tink wake up" someone shakes me causing me to open my eyes and rub them seeing it see Savon "we here" she said excitedly

We grabbed out luggage from the top and exited the plane going outside

We caught a Uber to Eldorado Hotel and took out showers

Right now we were laying down in the bed, I laid my head on Savon's chest while she talked on the phone to a Real-estate agent about the moving in date

The beat of her heart beat was steady as she breath in and out

I got comfortable wrapping my arms around her was and scoot myself up so that my face was in the crook of her neck, feeling myself dozing off

𝓢𝓪𝓿𝓸𝓷 𝓓𝓲𝓸𝓻

I looked down after hearing Kentrell's light snores seeing he had fallen asleep while I was on the phone

I tried to move Kentrell off of me, trying to get my MacBook out my backpack but he wouldn't let me

"Stop" he grumbled tightening his arms around me and biting my neck lightly "Let me go Tink, I need my laptop" I said trying to move him but it was no use

"Go ta' sleep" I listened to what he said and turned the lamp off going to sleep

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I had just dropped Kentrell off at his abdomen so he could see his family

I was now inside of Journeys getting me some shoes

"Which one?" I said to myself holding two pairs of vans to add to my shoe collection "I'm just going to get both" I said with a shrug before hearing someone yell across the store

"AYE SHAWTY IN THA' RED" someone shouted before I heard footsteps behind me but I still didn't turn around

I wasn't interesting in making friends now .... or even ever

"Aye shawt- woah what tha' fuck" he said when I turned around looking at him "Damn you black as fuck" He said and his crew laughed

"Where you from? Africa? I think you was in tha' sun a little bit too long" a girl with bright skin said and they all laughed

All of them were light skin with weave in , it was 3 boys and 3 girls

I tried to walk away and pay for my things but they kept following me

"I bet nobody every loved a black bitch like you" I tried to tune them out as I payed for my shows, I thanked the Cashier before quickly exited but I was pushing

"Why you leaving so quick shawty? We just wanna talk " another boy said with curly mixed hair and flat lips

I tried to get up but was pushed down but with a kick in my stomach which made me groan under my breath and hold my stomach

I finally got up and hit back but quickly regretted it when she pushed me on the floor causing me to hit the back of my head which hurt hard

I felt dust connect to my body and stomps on my stomach

I tried to cover my face as best as I could but it didn't work

People surround in a circle just watching and no one helping a back girl get jumped by a light skinned group

"You're a piece of shit and no one will ever love a black whore" one said before they walked away, I hid the pain and sucked up the tears that was forcing to show but I wouldn't ..... not infront of all these people

I tried to get up but failed and laid back down feeling pain rush through my body

Tears began to roll down the sides of my cheeks as I finally got up and limped to my car trying to hold my body in my arms, grabbing onto anything to prevent myself from falling

I opened my door and got into my seat driving with pain in my whole body back to the hotel

I collapsed onto the bed letting my tears be released

𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓓𝓮𝓼𝓮𝓪𝓷

"Aye bruh look at this shit" Three said showing me his phone

*insert clip*

allteaallshade- 2:19pm @ Hollywood Galaxy Mall
A group of colorist light skin group of six followed around a melanin woman and harassed her while she tried to pay for her shoes and walk away

They pushed her on the floor, when she tried to get up she was kicked in the stomach by one of them. She quickly got up and punched one of the girls' in the face causing all of them to attack her at once including the boys.

Words that were heard were "You're a price of sh*t and no one will ever love you"

All scenes of this was recorded and sent in by a fellow #TEAmate

We send out prayers to the young powerful black individual 🙏🏽

I recognized in the video that the girl was wearing the same exact thing as Savon .... then I realized-

I quickly took the headphones off my neck feeling myself getting angrier just by thinking of the video

Why would they do this to her?

She didn't deserve that at all

"Aye imma see y'all later " was all I said before leaving the studio and rushing to the hotel

I unlocked the door seeing it was dark in the room

I walked over to the bed turning the light one before calling her name

"Savvie" I said shaking her "please leave me alone Kentrell" I could hear her voice crack as she tried to cover the fact that she was crying, I know she was being serious because she never calls me by my full name

I grabbed her arms pulled her into my chest rocking us back and forth

"Why would they do that, I never do nothing to no one" she cried holding me tightly

"I know mamas it's alright, imma find them" I said trying to calm her down

How could you fix yourself to bully someone that you never met a day in your life and jump her for no reason whatsoever ?

It hurt me that she was so hurt and broken down .... I wanted to be here to fix that

"I knew I should've never went there, I never go anywhere I usually order my stuff" she said taking deep breathes

"Cmon we going to my house" I kissed her forehead and cheek before getting up and closing her suitcases "cmon les' go"

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"yo' hair long as a bitch " I told Savon as I brush her hair

She had just got out the shower and washed her hair

"Thanks" she said and smiled at me through the mirror causing me to smile back

"Why you never flatiron you're hair? I'd be pretty" I asked continuing to brush her long thick and curly dark brown hair

"I don't know, I'm going to soon thought" she said before putting something in her hair and plugging up her blowdryer

"Lemme do it" I snatched the blowdryer out of her hand and turned it on "well dang" I chuckled lowly, I like the way she rarely curses

It took me a little while to blow dry all her hair and when I finished I took some of her hair and pulled it, it stop at her butt and I grabbed it

"Trell you been doing that ever since I put these on" she rolled her eyes, that's true though

She was wearing these nike spandex and a blue tack top it was hard keeping my hands to myself when she was basically showing her whole body to me

"Well put on some sweat pants and a shirt if you don't want me touching you cause I'm starting ta' think you like me touching you " I said turning her around, one arm wrapped around her neck and I used my free hand to smack her ass causing it to jiggle

She hissed pushing me away from her before storming out the bathroom, I laughed following her seeing she was going downstairs

"Boy you ain't got nothing in here" she said to herself thinking I didn't here her

"Imma order some pizza" she said getting out her phone

I went behind her pressing my self against her but she didn't react

"Yes ma'am can I get a meatloverrrr " she dragged out the word when I kissed her neck

I got infront of her backing her up against the counter as she tried to push me away

"Large"

"A-And the chocolate chip brownies p-please" she stuttered into the phone as I cupped her breast and sucked on her neck

"Can you repeat that order please" I heard the lady over the phone say

"I said- mmm" she stopped talking and bit her lip closing her eyes for a few seconds before opening them back

She repeated the order stuttering now and than as my hands roamed her body

"Thank you too" she said quickly and hung up letting out a soft moan "s-stop " she mumbled and pushed me from infront of her

She mugged me seeing the smirk on my face and felt her neck

"Trell oh my gosh" she said looking in the memory at her neck, I smirked seeing the work I did

She belongs to me

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