The part that is hardest for me,
Is to get what people say,
And what people think of me,
To stay that way,
It's just what they say,
And think of me,
But for some reason,
I just can't get that though my head,
Everything that they think and say about me,
Is locked in my mind,
And that's what I think of myself,
Everything from,
Your ugly,
To your fat,
To I wish you never were born, it would be some much better,
I just want everything to end,
The pain,
The crying,
And even the feeling I get when someone insults me,
I just want everything to end,
But I know that's not the best thing to do,
So I try my hardest,
To get everything they say out of my mind,
Sometimes I can,
And other times I just can't,
So I try my hardest to just cover up my really emotions,
With emotions that I think are better then my own true feelings.