Disconnect

Suffocating..

Life has more than just its hand wrapped around my neck, crushing me more internally than externally..
Hold ya head and be a man they keep tellin' me, stick ya chest out close your eyes and and keep feelin' it.
Desperately waiting to be heard and not just listened to, most will confuse and take it as me being a fool..
I feel as if I've lost more this time around than just myself.. Starting to believe that there's a way to kill the inside of me, but still look alive on the out.