The infinite Rose(abused and neglected male reader)

Just info

First off my mother started reading my books. She's upset with with the language and the cursing I put in it. I write these books for others entertainment same for when I started YouTube. I watched a youtuber reading their comments. One off them stuck out, it was about that they brightened up their day when it was at their darkest. I always wanted to make others happy and put a smile on their faces and doing this and doing YouTube seems to be doing it. Now secondly I am a Christian I don't typical like cussing but I do it on here to help put my point across like show the character is very angry and stuff like that. I know I could use alternatives for those but I don't want to confuse people with a sudden change. I hope everyone understands why I put this in a chapter instead of on my profile.