okay, so. I've been thinking after one private message someone sent.
i'm going to focus on me, myself, and i before i focus on yall. i need to rebuild my self esteem and confidence back before i try and build up yours.
i miss the days where i would write people appreciations on the daily and get something back. when people had the time and liked me enough to write me those things too.
i miss old me; where i had motivation to do anything and everything unlike what i am. about to quit all I've wanted to do.
i miss when people genuinely cared. apologizing and meant it. not saying lies, not pretending to care about me when they don't.
bye. it was fun while it lasted. i'm off to fix myself.