Long Island City, Queens
Wednesday - 1:11am
Troy Apartment
Me and Troy have been hanging out for weeks now. I keep telling everyone that he is not my boyfriend, but none of them believe me. It's okay thought, I don't mind, he is fine as hell.
Hes sweet and thoughtful, and he can rub my feet so good.
I like him!
He be rubbing my scalp and lord his hands in my hair be putting me to sleep damn near.
"You sleep?" He asked
"Almost" I sat up between his legs
"I should probably get you home, to your sister and everything" he smiled
"Yeah, but I am grown" I smiled
"You cant even by liquor yet" he joked about me being twenty
"Oh damn, it's like that?" I laughed
"I mean I'm just saying" he smiled
"Your lucky your handsome, and my brithday is soon so hush" I laughed
"Any plans?"
"Not really, we'll be in California for Thanksgiving so, just probably chill with my family"
"Well, when you come back we could do something special" he added
"I'm cool with that" I smiled
He looked at me, and kissed me. His hands worked their way back into my hair girpping my roots which felt good, in like a pain kind of way.
I moved my hands along his muscular arms, feeling him flex as he deepened our kiss.
I pushed him backwards on to his bed, pulling his hands out of my hair. Never braking the kiss he allowed me to hold his arms above his head. I could feel him smirking at me.
As he allowed me to take control of the situation at hand. As I sat on his lap feeling him getting hard through his basketball shorts.
"Woah okay" Troy laughed breaking the kiss
"What?" I asked
Ring ring
"Your tiny but lethal" he smiled sitting up and grabbed his phone that was going off
"What you mean?" I stood up fixing my white and black polka dot dress
"Hey ma" he replied, putting his phone to his ear
"Okay, I'll be there in a minute to take you, okay love you too" he said hanging up
"Well, my mom still got the cold she wants me to take her to the er"
"Okay, I hope she feels better. She should try those Z packs I gave you"
"I honestly forgot" he smiled
"Some son" I said
"Oh but I meant, you lethal because, you was all over me girl. How am I supposed to go see my mom like this?" He pointed to his shorts
I looked and almost had a heart attack. We have all seen dick prints before. Lord have mercy, if there was godly size, it belongs to this man.
Yeah there is no way in hell...
"So don't be trying to get my goods" he smiled taking me out my thoughts
His shit was big.
NYU - Thursday - 2:17 pm
Cherry comes back in the morning, I miss my sister. We not twins but were so close we could be twins. I also feel bad, like if I didn't run to our parents she probably wont be feeling like this.
Then I have no idea whats going on with Lei and Jordy because Lei is literally carrying Jordy ass across the quad.
"What is wrong with you too?" I smiled closing my math book
"Jordy is sad because I was upset at her, so now she dosen't want me to leave her alone because we didn't talk for a day" Lei tried not to laugh
"Aww poor baby" I smiled patting Jordy back
"Could you rub my ass also?" Jordy asked
"Hush" I said
"Is cha cha okay?" Jordy asked getting down
"Yes, she'll be here tomorrow morning"
"Well, I'll be right back" Jordy said seeing Nila walking on the other side of the quad
"So whats up with you and Randi?" I asked
"I really like her alot, and I really like Sean"
"Like, like like them both?" I said
"Yes, and I don't know what to do. I been on dates with both all of the time. We hang out all of the time"
"Do they know about each other?" I asked
"Yes, neither one is bothered by the next one"
"Well, your single your mingling. Honestly, your just hanging with them. You don't have to rush into anything at all. Dont let them force you into picking either of them"
"I don't know what to do"
"Just be Leinani, you'll know who you want. Nothing is wrong with going on dates"
"Yeah your right"
"Wassup ladies" Sean walked up with Nila, Randi and Kara
"Hey babe" Jordy slapped Lei ass
"Can we talk?" Sean asked Lei
"Sure" she smiled as he grabbed her hand
Randi stared at them as they walked away from us.
"You okay?" I asked
"Yeah why?" She smiled
"Come" I grabbed her hand pulling her away from Nila, Kara and Jordy being werid
"So you Lei and Sean?"
"I mean, nothing"
"I mean like she told me she likes him and she likes me also. But we all single, I don't pull her one way or another"
"Well I told her it's okay for her to like whoever, but not to let you guys force her into something"
"Yeah, I'm not. I think I just will fall back anyways because, they are closer in age, this my last year. I plan on moving to Los Angeles for a job with architect company as an sculpture. So I mean it's cool" she said
"Randi I mean if you like her then..."
"It's cool, but I have to get to class. See you for movie night?" She smiled
"Yes" I laughed
Randi is such a sweetheart, I like Sean and all but I would want Lei to date Randi. But that's not for me to choose.
Home - Friday - 2:18 am
I opened my eyes and all I could hear was Zuri and Rah going at in. Like why can't they ass just fuck at his house. He has a very nice condo, I am sure he has a bed to fuck in. Some of us would like to sleep.
I shook my head picking up my phone and seeing the I had miss calls from Troy, and then from Xio. I wondered if she was okay.
Ring ring
"Yana I'm locked out of our building, and Lei and Jordy are gone, and there is this man following me..."
"I'll be right there where are you?"
"Walking past the school coffeehouse"
"Okay just keep walking to our place. Im gone get Zuri"
I jumped out of the bed, and ran to Zuri room.
Bang bang
"Zuri please it's Xiomara she said some man is following her outside, and Lei and Jordy gone she locked outside...." the door flew open with Zuri half dressed and Rasheed rushing out the room with just his shorts on
"Where is she?" He asked
"Passing the school coffeehouse..."
We left out right behind him.
We got outside, and Rash is already gone in his truck down the street.
Me and Zuri just took off running the same way.
We finally made it to the end of the block where Rah was outside of his car talking to Xio.
"What..are you okay?" I asked
"Yes, like this fucking guy was following me, I asked was he homeless or needed help, and he just kept looking at me, and mumbling something so I started to walk away and he wouldn't go away"
"I didn't see no one when I stopped right here" Rah added
"Alright just get in you can come to our place okay" Zuri said
"Yes, thank's guys" she said and we got in his truck
First, some guy was following me in our building then, Lei said some guy was creeping her out in class now Xio. Like who is this, it has to be the same person. That just too weird for it to be happening to us.
I got back inside, got Xio all situated for her to go to sleep, Rah and Zuri was just outside talking about who knows what.
Ring ring
"Wassup its late" Troy said
"I was just returning your call, because I was sleeping"
"Well, I must like you alot to be answering at almost four am and it's not a booty call"
"Who says it's not a booty call?" I asked
"Well, miss if you must know. I don't do booty calls"
"Sure" I laughed
"Were you sleep?"
"Yes, I was knocked out" he said laughing
"Well, I'll let you get back to that. I am tired anyways"
"Call me in the morning, my friend Chance is moving here and we should hang out"
"Sure, I'll see if Xio and Megan wants to come with me"
"Cool, see you later boo" he said and I smiled and hung up
"Ugh I want to fuck him"
"Who?" I looked to see cherry
"Hi sister" I got out the bed
"Hi, what is Xio doing here?"
"Some creepy guy was following her. How is mom?"
"They both are fine, where is Ash and Kit?"
"They are home at their place annoying me as always. You feeling better?"
"Actually yes I am" she smiled and hugged me
"Good, you talked to Winter?"
"I called her but she didn't answer, so I'll just leave her be"
Poor Cherry, my sister just so stressed out. I wish I was able to do something to help her. She just picky about everything. Well im sure I can figure it out.
Bookstore - NYU - Saturday
Im such a nerd, im sitting here on live talking to people and reading book for my class. I am really a dork at heart!
"No me and Troy are not dating" I said into the camera
"We both are single" I laughed
Troy had then requested to be added to my live.
"You talking about me?" He asked
"Maybe? They kept asking about you" I smiled
"I'm here Wassup?"
"Right guys ask him"
"Am I single?" He smiled
"Yes, unless Yanamarie wants to be my girlfriend?" He asked
"Me?"
"I mean who else name is Yanamarie?"
People were just laughing, and putting heart emojis.
"What kind of followers do you have all these eggplant emojis, I am a wholesome young man" he winked
I just ended the live, it was too much. He was making me wet, and I wanted to pass out.
"Your ugly ass is in here too?" Nicole said
"Why do you feel the need to watch my lives?" I asked
"Because your ugly. Especially if you think you can pull that fine black brother"
"Nicole, I think your gorgeous. But your attitude, and hate for me makes you look like thanos. So that fine black man, is mines. His dick is big, and that's mines aldo. So try and fuck with him if you want to. I will fuck you up" I grabbed my books
"I'm not worried about you"
"You should be because your boyfriend keeps calling me" I held up my phone as David was in fact calling
She just stood there as I walked away. I'm always unproblematic, nonconfrontational, I mind my business. But this bitch gone make me act just like my mother if she don't leave me the fuck alone.
Home - Sunday - 12:17 pm
I fel like I'm not fitting in with the other girls here. I love my sisters, which we all act like. But I haven't found not one other friend and they all have their own personal friends outside of us.
I'm nice to people in class, and everything. But that's it. I feel lonely but I'm not lonely.
Me and Yana was supposed to hang out with Troy and his friend who just came to town, but that girl Megan went instead.
I just feel out of place now!
"Hi mom" I said
"How you doing? How are your classes?"
"They are fine, I'm doing good. I like sketching the most actually. Which is what im doing now" I said
"I'm glad you wanted to go to college. I made a lot of bad choices in my life growing up and at your age. When I was pregnant, I just hoped that you wouldn't be like me, and take the route that I did"
"Mom a stripper isn't that bad, plus my dad is fine" I joked
"I do love jason annoying ass, but I been through a lot. I'm glad you dont have to go through that"
"Well so am I"
"Well get back to your work and call me before you go to bed"
"Okay, love you"
"Love you xio" she kissed the phone and hung up
"Bitch what you doing sexy?" Jordy busted opend my door
"Nothing, working" I held up my sketch
"Well come with me to target, pleaseeeeee. I'll eat you out" she winked
"Jordan, you know I am not a lesbian, and we basically family"
"Not blood, and you don't have to be. But please?" She jumped on my bed
"Girl okay I will go" I laughed getting up
"Thank's" she said
Jordy is something else, I tell you.
Target - 2:18 pm
First off Jordy cussed the uber driver out and he put us out. Then she started hitting his car with the hammer she carrys in her bag.
He got out and threatened to call the cops on her. She slash his tire and threw her chocolate skim milk on him. He called the cops and he told the cops that the man, had groaped her, which he didn't he was just being rude for no reason to us.
He got aressted, and now we here.
"Do you like Nila?" She asked
"How the hell are you so calm after all that?" I asked
"Oh because it was his fault"
"You got issues" I laughed
"I'm my mothers daughter" she slapped my ass
"Jordy and Xio" Troy said
"Yes that is us, what do you want Troy Polamalu?" Jordy said laughing
"You got jokes? Just saying hi" he laughed
"This is my son Chance"
"Whats good?" Chance asked
"Nothing, I am Jordy and this is Xio" Jordy said
"Nice to meet you both" he smiled
"Jordy why you have six bottle of bleach?" Troy asked
"To fill up my syringes duh, see y'all later" she smiled
"Jordy kinda different" troy laughed to Chance and we kinda just stared at each as Jordy and I walked away
"Xio?"
"Huh?"
"I'm telling your daddy you staring at that man like that"
"Girl please he not gone do nothing" I laughed
"Bitch he gone come get you and take you back to cali" she said which was very true
"Excuse you" I snapped as some girl hit the buggey with hers
"Your in the way" she said
"Bitch I will slapp you, you just ran into me" I said
"Shaylan, go the fuck away. I already don't like your ass" Jordy added
"That's why your black ass friend ain't my friend" she said
"Lei is black and beautiful unlike your weird looking ass. Don't get fucked up in this store" I said stepping up to her
"It's cool, because I know all about you bitches, watch your back. Especially Lei and you bitch" she pointed to Jordy
I shook my head and looked back and Jordy and it looked like she was having a full blown conversation with herself. She had put rope, tape in the cart.
Jordy was definitely not to be fucked with.
"Jordy?" I tapped her
"Lets go" she said
I don't want no problems with Jordy so I just follwed along with her. When Jordy is mad only Lei or her mother June can calm her down.
I don't need Jordy pissed off.
NYU - Tuesday - 9:44 am
That same bitch is in my class who was in target. She ain't say shit now, because I would bust her ass still. Talking about they need to watch their back. Bitch you don't know shit nor is she gone do a mother fucking thing to them.
As the teacher is talking about I don't even know in this damn civil war history I am taking. Like why do I need this for a damn fashion design degree. Who the hell is this helping.
The guy Chance walks in causing the teacher to stop and everyone looks at him. He looks so good, wearing some blue slacks, white button up glasses, his shoulder bookbag, a tie all the nine.
"Thanks for joining, have a seat next to Mrs. Wade" he added, and points to me causing Chance to turn and look
"Okay" he said
He came and sat down and the teacher went back to talking about all the racist white mother fuckers.
"Xio right?" He asked
"Yes"
"What page?" He asked
"Huh?" I asked
"What page of the book?" He pointed to my open book
"Oh umm none he was just talking about this picture. We're just following this presentation right now" I replied and he just nodded and then settled back into his seat
He smelled like a new born baby.
Class was alright, lies class was stupid as hell, dumb as fuck and useless as fuck! I hate history with a passion. But I'm still gone go.
Walking around the bookstore waiting to meet up with Lei and jordy, I see that same creepy man again. Not following me, but just looking at me. Just looking directly at me. Like what the fuck!
"What the fuck?" I said to myself
"Xio?" I heard and turned it was Chance and some girl
"Hey do you know where the George Hall building is?" He said
"Yes, it's around the corner and across the treet, Cass Ave and twenty third" I said as the girl stared me down
"Okay thanks" he smiled
"No problem Chance"
"Question?" He asked
"Gor for it" I replied looking at the guy walk away
"You want to get smoothie with me?"
"Me?" I laughed because this chick is damn near on his back
"Yes" his eyes was looking like help me
"Sure" I shurged
"See you later then chance" the chick snapped and walked off
"Your friend?"
"This my first day here, and I only been in new york for five days, I have no idea who the hell she was"
"People in new york are special, very special"
"I see already" he laughed
"Hey pinky PUSSY" I could hear jordy yelling
"Girl stop" Lei said laughing as the walked up
"Well hello" Lei said to Chance
"Hello miss"
"This is my girl Lei" I stated
"Nice to meet you" she said
"So are yall not doing? Flirting?" Jordy asked opening candy she didn't pay for
"Going to get a smoothie" he added
"Ohh, can we come, I went this morning but the line was so long" Jordy said
"Sure" he said
We all went and it was cool.
Charis - Condo - 9:33 pm
We all are over here just having dinner and a few drinks under the watch of Zuri, And Cha cha. We are just chilling we eat dinner over here most of the time.
"Tell me about this guy?" Yana asked
"Hes tall, very tall, hes black he has a short cut he kinda of looks like around our age"
"Yes, when I seen him in class he didn't talk he just looked at me" Lei replied
"Same like that day he was in our hallway he just stood there. Like who the hell is this guy, and what his issue" Yana said
"Right because it's weird, can't call the cops because a dude is weird" I said
"Right if thats the case, I would have been locked up long ago" Jordy said
"We know, you should be locked up now" Lei joked
"Y'all wouldn't know what to do with out me, sooo I can't be" she laughed
"Where is Zuri and Cha cha?" I asked
"Zuri went to Rasheed grandmother house for her birthday party" yana added
"Cha cha is out with Randi shopping for Randi birthday party things"
"I been trying to hang out with her but she never calls me back" Lei said
"Oh" Yana said
"Did she said I did anything to her?" Lei asked
"She just figured she'll step back because of Sean. She knows you like both of them but you and sean is around the same age"
"What? I didn't say that"
"She really likes you, but she want's to step back"
"Why do people do that? Like I like two people okay, but why does she just to.."
Ring ring
They kept talking and I got up because my ex was calling me. Trevor, he is a no good, trifling, nasty ass cheating ass boy. We dated for literally four years since ninth grade, not telling my dad about him. It worked
But he was still not shit, I broke up with him before I moved so.
"Why are you calling me?"
" i miss you, why don't you text me back?"
"Eeeeh, we have nothing to fucking speak about nigga. What dont you get?"
"But why though?"
"Trevor, you had a girl, sucking your dick in my car. Nigga my fucking car, the fuck you think this is?" I asked
"That was once"
"Are you dumb? Like nigga, I should have my daddy beat your ass because you a fuck boy stop fucking calling me" I hung up
"Stupid mother fucker" I snapped sitting my phone on the kitchen counter
"Want me to hurt him?" Jordy asked
"No, but men are trash. I'm not that old but damn, trevor is a fucking loser"
"Trevor was the black boy who was white, he was bound to be trash sis" she laughed
"He acts like getting his dicked sucked by some random white bitch is normal"
"Hes dumb, get back with him, fuck someone else and tell him them break up with him"
"Yeah, that does sound better than being mad" We both started laughing because I should do some grimmy shit like that to see how he feels
"Oh, but that Chance huh?"
"Jordy I don't even know him"
"Whats wrong with a quickie?" She asked being serious
"I'm not fucking some guy who is fine, and has a few classes of mines"
"Man, there is nothing wrong with a one night stand at all" Jordy added
"Sure the fuck is not" Zuri walked in with Rasheed and he was looking at her like the fuck
"Babe, you was my one night stand now look where we are" She replied to his facial expression
"Yeah okay, don't get dumped" he smiled
"You can't live with out this" she patted her pussy
"Y'all are annoying" Cha cha came in
"So, me and Nila fucked in the car last night and we got caught by campus security" Jordy blurted out
"Jordy?" Lei called
"Wassup pussy?"
"Neither of you have cars" Lei said and we all looked at Jordy
"Yeah I know. I didn't say my car" she smiled
"You fucked your girl in someone else car?" Zuri asked
"Ahh yup" she sat on Lei lap
Everyone just started laughing.
This is what I want a bond like Lei and Jordy or Zuri and Cha cha and Yana. I feel like I'm just a regular friend. Even though we all grew up together. I feel kind of left out sometimes.
Mybay I'm just in my feelings about it.
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