No See

Dont become me

Everyday I just got through today so looking for the past looking for the future but all I see is a present that I don't want to be in if I could go back I would if I could just stay I wouldn't if I could go to the future I would but today is a day and today is the day I just want to no longer live you can see everything you can breathe everything but when it comes down to one thing you just can't breathe no more your heart can stop your brain can stop that doesn't mean the motion stop you may feel something deep inside you could say it's love you could say it's pain but I know for sure it's an emptiness that is tearing you apart nobody wants you nobody needs you when it comes down to it they rather choose a drug over you you weren't good enough you make everyone see that when it comes to something they say you're too crazy, your to emotional drown away the pain the fear the guilt with something that will still kill you. Your thoughts are killers your brain and heart can kill you. You might just want to end it all you might get attached but you shouldnt you should keep your distance or you'll be just like me clingy nobody wants nobody needs you cant brighten up someone's day you just bring them down. You cant feel a thing anymore. You break you dont got tears you just got pain and misery. You told me all these lies all these things you made me believe you got me attached I wish I never did I wish I never even cared I wish I never fell for you. You never understood what I was going through. You didnt get that I was hurting on the inside and out but you couldnt see it you wouldn't see it.