"today were going to focus on hate! We're going to Chanel anger into our poems today"
Great poems...poems... Poems
That's all we've been doing for 4 weeks straight. Although I love the title 'the poem queen' I hate the tension that's all over the place.
The room is filled with so many ex's, and boyfriend stealers, it's fucking crazy
"let's see if anyone can take the title from the 'poem queen' "
I blushed while Marie yelled out
"that's my bestfriend!"
Things between her and polo are crazy ass hell.
There not together
But they better not be with anyone else
Like there friends
But if they cheat that's the other ones ass
There crazy ass hell!
Bing!bing!
Bj:im turning myself in today
Bj: but I want to talk before I do it!
Me: Fuck off!
Bj: I'm sorry for what I did! You were my bestfriend and I meant everything I told you.. I loved you Ja'na but my boss needed the money your mother owed...we never meant to invole your bestfriend but she wouldn't leave your side long enough! That night when we were meant to kill you it was crazy ass hell! Things happened and then the thing with the man! Now I'm on the run for a hit and run, and stolen vehicle.. And murder All i ask is for you to meet me and talk.
Me: go to hell bj
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"Ms Williams it's your turn"
I was anger as the man that produced me walked away!
I was anger when the women that birthed me changed
The fume of heat flarring off my body,
The shaking of thy leg
My mind blurring with the heated images of the person I use to be
The person I hated
The person I became
I'm anger
I have a angry soul so bitter
It engulf in flames and burn like the stormy hazel eyes
Of the boy I lefted behind.
The boy I once cared for
I hate who he became
This bitter anger just won't go away
Trapped behind the frozen heart
Of a soulless girl
The class started to snap there fingers
"and once again she takes the crown"
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"you alright Ja'na?"
I wasn't. My mind was on someone it should have been on and it made me sick
I once had feelings for this boy!
He wasn't right for me! But no matter what he was my ride or die
"yeah I'm fine!"
"you sure? during class you were out of it for a min"
"texting my mother"
"you never ask if I'm OK Marie? Polo mumbled
"because you a hoe ass nigga and I'll be damn if you play me"
"polo don't start with her ite" Christan replied
Bing
Ethan : can we meet up?no bullshit
Me: Ethan! That's not a good idea
Ethan: are you going to avoid me for the rest of your life Ja'na?
Me: @ school imma ttyl
Ethan: don't go please
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"who you texting over there"
"no one important!what were you guys talking about?"
"I think I'm going to go"
"where are You going Christan?
"away from my lying girlfriend!"
I just watched as he walked away. In not with that childish shit!
I like communication
"you gonna go after homeboy?"
"this shit childish Marie! He walks away like a little kid everytime something he thinks is happening"
"give my boy a chance! He going Thur things"
"polo shut the fuck up! Cause if he cheating imma beat your ass"
"why if he the one doing it?
"cause your bitch would know about it and decided not to say shit"
"cause my loyalty to my homeboy"
I stood up from the table
"tired of yall mutherfuckers! Just get back together already!"
I walked away to find my boyfriend who's pissed and has anger issues and walking around school... Great
Me: where are u?
Daddy🤤: old Stadium
Me:omw
"You sure do know how to pick a spot"
"I guess I do don't I!"
"Damn guess I got to tell my mother to change my name to lying ass girlfriend "
"Ja'na i-"
"No your right...I did lie over something small and stupid and I'm sorry...but I know how you are Christan"
"I don't do well with lies..expectally when you don't know how to lie..you give yourself away Everytime"
"Damn! I use to be good at it"
"No you wasn't"
"I'll be honest from now on.."
"Are you sure you can..it's like lies just come out without u knowing"
"Yes I'm sure"
"Good!thought I was gonna have to spank you out of your lying habit's"
God! Please let him
"Did you enjoy it last time ja'na? The way that pussy was dripping I'm sure you did"
"I'm late for class"
"Your not going anywhere until you answer my question"
"Fine!yes I did..happyy?"
"Very!but so disappointed"
"And why is that?"
"I was hoping you would lie so I could sp-"
"Lalalalals"
"Ja'na?"
"Yes Christan?"
"Let me eat you out! Right here! Nobody here to see"
I'm fucked.