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I have a crush on a boy named .....oh god Josue? Is that how you spell it? I don't care, anyways...! So, I've liked him for.......one and a half years. But me being me, I ......can't (?) tell him I like him because
*what if he doesn't like me back?
*is gay?
*wants to be just friends?
* is already dating someone?
*doesn't want to date right now??
*rejects me?
On and on the list goes.....but maybe if he just straight up rejects me I won't have to deal with my crush on him anymore????
What should I dooooo.....tell meh wise people!!