Behind my smile is a broken heart
Behind my laugh I'm falling apart
Look closely and you will see
This girl i am isn't me
The girl you see smiles all day
And doesn't say a word to try not to get in your way
The girl you see laughs all the time
But what you don't know is that laugh isn't mine
The girl you see has sparkling eyes
But no one knows it's just all lies
And all she ever does at night is cry and cry
But she doesn't want to be this anymore
She wants to be like she was before
All happy and smiling, everything alright
Not cutting herself each and every night
No more scars anymore
Just like it was a few years before