I stayed in the forest for awhile, maybe a week,,,, or two, and I only left to get some food, I didn't get much though. A little bit of cheese every once in awhile was enough for me to get through the day without feeling like I was gonna die.
I constantly had weird nightmares though, but they always had the same things in them. It's hard to explain but every nightmare I have, it contains the monster looking version of me... It's just me with purple eyes, two purple sharp horns, claws instead of hands that have purple going to my elbows and purple patches around my skin that are perfectly blended together. It even has a tail and likes to talk to me and I talk to it about my problems..
He's really cool and I get to see him every time I go to sleep but I have to get through the nightmare first. It hurts, but it's ok.
Everytime I make it through the nightmare though I wake up with bruises around my body but I think it's just from me moving around in my sleep.
I think imma go home today so I guess I better start packing.
I stood up from the edge of the cave and walked to my stuff and started packing it like before. I even went back to my old home and dropped the blanket and pillow along with some other things off before walking back to Tord's place, getting ki da nervous.
I mean I did disappear for awhile but to my surprise, as I looked around I saw missing posters of me scattered throughout the taller males neighborhood which I did not expect.
I bet he didn't even miss me, his parents probably did. I mean, I've gotten kinda close to his parents though I still call them pau and pat, I refuse to call them dad and k won't let them adopt me for.. reasons...
Once I got back to the house I softly knocked on the door and to my surprise, Edd opened it. I stared at him confused and not saying anything.
"TOM!" He basically screamed in happiness and hugged me tightly. I was to surprised to say or do anything, that and I haven spoke to anyone since I left and I realllly don't wanna hear my voice.
EDD on the other hand started crying. "where'd you go! I've been so worried! Are you ok?! What happened?!"
He questioned me and I just tiredly hugged him back for a little before he let me go and moved aside. "come inside, let's get you cleaned up.." he said to me worriedly and I walked inside and looked around.
I then looked at the starecase to see Tord rushing down it with his two fathers to greet me.
"Thomas!? Where the hell did you go?!" Tord yelled at which made me flinched a bit, I've only been here for like five minutes and my head is already slamming.
I watched Edd look at him with a huff. "love, calm down... He just got back and he looks hurt.."
I tensed up at the word, 'love.' and stared at Edd, my heart dropping. I leave and this is what I come back to. My closest friend and the dude I'm living with now together... Does this mean no more cuddles..? And small kisses or nice words...?
Tord sighed and rubbed his face a bit before walking over and kissing Edd's cheek. "sorry... I was just worried..."
Edd smiled at the kiss and looked back to me, gently holding my hand. "why don't you give Tord your bag so he can put it away while I get you some stuff to take a warm bath?"
I stared at Edd for a bit before handing Tord my bag who was already waiting with his hands out. I didn't like being babied like this but I don't wanna say anything.
I held back some tears and looked at Pat and Pua, they both know about how I feel about everything... Hell I tell them everything, these two are like the parents I never had... And they looked so sad..
I held my arms out and got a tight, loving hug from pat, one of those hugs a loving farther would give you.. one I rarely get..
I sighed quietly before letting go and looking at Edd who walked to Tord's room with me. But once we got inside it looked completely different.
The room was split in half by a huge sheet, I'm guessing one side for me and the other for Tord. Tord's side still had his bed and he moved his stuff to that side of the room while the other side had a queen sized bed with checkered colored sheets and a dark blue rug to hide the dark red floor, along with a decent sized dresser and a nightstand on opposite Sides of the bed from each other. I already know for a fact I'mma be rearranging my side of the room tonight.
It looked cool though I guess. I looked over at Edd who was getting some clothes from the dresser, but they weren't mine..?
He looked at me and smiled softly. "after you left me and Tord and Matt put our money together and bought you some clothes... I hope you like them, we really tried." He said as he handed me some pajamas, which was actually just a grey shirt with black and white checkered shorts.
I smiled a bit and hugged him as a thanks. "hey, tom...?"
I looked up at him, "hm?"
He sighed. "why aren't you talking....? I miss your voice..." He said sadly as he hugged me back and I just shrugged in return. "ok... You should go shower now.. you're covered in dirt..."
I nodded a bit and he let go of me so I could walk to the bathroom. As soon as I got in there I set the clothes down and took off my shirt, revealing 3 deep cut marks across my chest, looking like some sorta demon or something scratched me.
They looked like they were from this morning so the bloods all dried up but I'mma try not to think about it to much.
I started the shower and undressed all the way before getting in and letting the hot water cover my body, staying in complete silence. I kinda missed taking a shower in hot water instead of bathing in a spring, that shit was cold.
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After my shower I got dressed and went up to what's my room now, but in order to get to my side I have to walk through Tord's side and as soon as I opened the door I saw Edd and Tord cuddling.
They looked so happy.... I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces and I don't get why....
"Thomas. We need to talk." Tord said and sat up along with Edd. "some stuff happened while you were gone and things are gonna be different here from now on."
I just nodded a bit and hugged myself. "but we'd really appreciate it if you tell us where and why you left.." he said kinda sadly while I just shrugged and looked down. "bet...." Is all I said quietly, my voice raspy from not using it in almost three weeks.
Tord looked at me confused before realizing what I mean. "tom you did not." I just nodded and walked to my side of the room and set my dirty clothes in a pile next to my dresser.
Edd sighed. "I don't know what's going on but I should probably start heading, home..." Is all I heard from the other side along with them exchanging 'i love you' and quick kisses... Ew.
I sat on the edge of my bed and waited for Edd to leave and for Tord to fall asleep.
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As soon as Tord fell asleep I start rearranging everything. I moved my bed to the corner of the room with the nightstand next to it and my dresser to the other wall. I moved the rug so it's right next to my bed and unpacked my bag before going through my new clothes with a small smile.
I grabbed my pictures of me and mom that I stole from my house and set them on my dresser before laying down with my bear and a small smile, purring quietly to my self.
I finally got a bed to myself.
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