[ dani ]
DANI WHAT THE HECK can you believe it's been a whole year since we met?! so much has happened since AUGUST 15, 2018 and i'm so so thankful for all of it because it has included you! ☺️💖 you truly mean so damn much to me and i hope i can express even 0.00001% of how much i love, care for & treasure you in this mess of a chapter aAHHAHa 🙏✨I'M SO SORRY FOR THIS BEING LATE ALSO YUSIHSJAHA AHHH I WORKED EXTRA HARD ON IT TO MAKE UP FOR IT PLEASE FORGIVE ME QUEEN DANI 🙏💖
i remember on the first day we met we instantly dm'ed each other and started talking about paris and getting married under the eiffel tower aHAHAHA 🤪🤩🤙 demmi doesn't frick around 😤 we just jump ahead right to the marriage stage!! 😍😍 but isn't it crazy that we instantly felt so chill around each other? like omg was it a coincidence or was it meant to be? 🤪😍 i'm leaning towards "meant to be" hUEHAUHEHHE 💖 i remember us talking about the louvre and snacks and traveling to seoul together and "to all the boys we've loved before" and all sorts of other random things that we both loved hehe 🤩💖🙏✨ talking to you feels like talking to my twin?1?1 aND NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT WE'RE BOTH INFJ'S LIKE UGH DEMMI REALLY WAS MEANT TO BE?1??1 😭💖
i marked our #demmi anniversary on the very first day we met because somehow i knew that demmi was gonna last? 🤪👌 and somehow i felt like in a year we'd be looking back on that day and i never wanted to forget it? hehehe they say that when you find your soulmate you get a special feeling and you can just sense that you're meant to be with that person forever? ✨and when i met you i definitely sensed that you were always going to be a very special person in my life 💖🥰 ugh, the universe really out here aligning itself for demmi! 🤪 you will always be the tae to my kook, the pandani to my empanda, the eggie to my breadie! ✨☺️💖
i feel like from march to may was when demmi just sKYROCKETED and we got so so close? i remember when i came back to watty after a long hiatus and i saw on your message board that you had gotten tickets to the metlife may 18 speak yourself concert and istg i nearly cried?? it seemed like the most perfect, serendipitous moment ever 💖 hehehe it was so much fun counting down the days until we were gonna meet!!1!1 🤩🤭😍 i remember sitting in my boring classes at school at daydreaming about the concert and meeting you for the first time and getting so so happy!!
that's just one instance of how you make my life such a happier and brighter place! 💖 your cute messages and kindness and loveable personality make me so happy and comforted! when i talk to you i feel like my day just got 10000% better and like i can do anything as long as i have my danipoo by my side! you are one of the most kind, caring, precious and sweet people i have ever met, and i am so so honored to be alive in the same era as a goddess like you! 😭🙏✨ this world is so lucky to have you my gorgeous precious princess!! 👸🏻💖
DANI OMG ISTG WHEN I MET U I THINK I MALFUNCTIONED AND SHORT-CIRCUITED AND SNAPPED A BILLION WIRES1?2? I COULDN'T BELIEVE YOU WERE REALLY STANDING IN FRONT OF ME OMG OMG 😭💖 I WAS SO STARSTRUCK I COULDNT EVEN SPEAK LIKE WTF ALL I COULD DO WAS HUG YOU AND HOLD BACK MY TEARS 😭😭 you were so cute dani wAHHH i almost died? and the molang stickers and photocards you gave me were so fREAKING cute oH MY GOD i get so happy whenever i use the stickers in my journal and i have one of the jungkook pc's on display on my nightstand so i'll always remember that magical day that we met hehe 🥰✨
I STILL CANT BELIEVE WE REALLY MET OH MY GOD AYAKWBSJJAJS i'm still in shock even though it's been like 3 months aGANABHHA😩🤪 i wish i could have talked to you for like 1000000 more hours and taken 1000000 selfies with you and taken you out to eat 100000 mcflurries but i'll just save all that for the next time we meet 🤭🤪 because i think our lives will always bump into each other! it wasn't a coincidence that we both got tickets to this concert, and i have no doubt that the magical soulmate powers between us will bring us together sometime in the near future✨
i remember thinking of you during mikrokosmos at the very end of the concert and even though i cried 2 times before that (what a surprise 🤪🤙) this time was the hardest aAHAHHSA 😭😩 singing "you got me" and "i got you" just reminded me so much of you! you have helped me so much, and have always been there to support me, and i am forever so thankful for that! having you in my life is like being stuck in the most beautiful, perfect dream with my beautiful, perfect bestie! ✨💖☁️ let's live out this dream together dani, and always stick together! 🙏✨
also, isn't it so magical and beautiful that we met in real life for the first time in the spring? 🌸💫 i remember writing our little oneshots predicting what it would be like to meet, and i remember us fantasizing about one day hugging under the cherry blossoms in springtime hehe ✨💖
*gets down on one knee* AHHH DANI MY PRINCESS MY WORLD MY GODDESS WILL U PLEASE ALLOW ME TO BE IN UR LIFE FOREVER 😭🙏💍 I PROMISE TO TAKE U ON SUCH FUN TRIPS LIKE TO PARIS (WHERE WE CAN EAT SO SO SOOO MANY CHOCO CROISSANTS 🙈🥐 AND MEET SEXY FRENCH GUYS WHO WILL PAINT US LIKE ONE OF THEIR FRENCH GIRLS 🤪👅 AND OFC GET MARRIED UNDER THE EIFFEL TOWER AND VISIT UR GRAPHICS IN THE LOUVRE!) AND TO SEOUL (WHERE WE CAN WALK AROUND THE CITY AT NIGHT 🌃✨ AND BUY YUMMY SNACKS 🍜🍙 AND CUTE STATIONERY AND CLOTHES AND COSMETICS!) AND TO NEW YORK CITY (WHERE WE CAN GO BACK TO METLIFE AND REMINISCE ABOUT WHEN WE FIRST MET 🏟😭💖 AND GO OUT FOR BUBBLE TEA AND YUMMY SUSHI 🥰🥟🍣 AND HAVE A SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSE WHERE OFC WE'LL HAVE LIKE A BILLION MIDNIGHT SNACKS!)
AND OF COURSE, AS YOUR SUGAR EMOMMY, I'LL TREAT YOU LIKE THE QUEEN YOU ARE HEHEHE 💖👌 ILL BAKE TONS OF CAKES AND COOKIES FOR U AND BUY YOU ALL THE LIGHSTICKS AND ALBUMS AND PHOTOCARDS IN THE WORD AND SEND YOU SO MANY PLUSHIES AND TATA HEADBANDS AND STICKERS HEHE 💖🤩
BUT ALSO, I WANT TO BE THERE TO SUPPORT YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOURE LOVED AND TREASURED! ✨ I KNOW YOULL BE SO SUCCESSFUL AND HAPPY IN YOUR FUTURE AND I WOULD BE SO HONORED TO BE THERE WITH YOU! 😭💖 I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY WE CELEBRATE #50YEARSOFDEMMI ON OUR PORCHES LISTENING TO SPRING DAY JUST LIKE WE PLANNED ON THE FIRST DAY WE MET AHAHAHA 💖✨ AND I CANT WAIT TO GO TO UR FIRST BESTSELLING BOOK SIGNING (BC WE ALL KNOW UR LITERALLY THE BEST WRITER EVER! 💖🤩) OR THE UNVEILING OF UR WORKS AT THE LOUVRE (THEY'LL HAVE TO MOVE THE MONA LISA TO MAKE ROOM FOR UR MASTERPIECES 😍) OR UR WEDDING WITH THE MOST AMAZING ADORABLE PERFECT GUY EVER! I WANT U TO KNOW THAT ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU DANI, NO MATTER WHAT! some days are good, and some days are meh, but i promise you that i will be there to support you and love you for all of them! 💖
if our friendship were a thing, i feel like it would be the prettiest thing in the world hehe 💖✨ i bet it would be like a dainty glowy sparkly pink gemstone or a gorgeous peachy rose that made baby roses grow in the earth around it! or maybe a glittering constellation or the most perfectly iced cake with beautiful pastel flowers piped onto it! demmi is the superior ship and tHAT IS A FACT!! 😤😍 we're the best team and the cutest wifeys and put even taekook to shame 🤪🤩🙏
i fall in love with you more somehow everyday, because everyday i am more and more honored that you've chosen to be my friend 💖✨ you are such a perfect goddess and i dont think there's a single person on this planet who deserves you (not even the hottest boy!1!1 😤) thank you for the best year of my life, my eggie queen 😍💖✨
as long as the path i walk is beside you, i'll always be confident in my future! thank you for always being my guiding light in the darkness, my shining opalescent princess! just as the cherry blossoms fall quickly in the springtime, we fell just as quickly in love and from those petals sprouted the most beautiful flower of friendship 💖🌸 meeting you and having you in my life and being able to call you my friend are three increasingly astounding and unimaginable blessings that i have received in my lifetime, and i know nothing will ever mean more to me than our friendship and my sparkly bubbly dani! 💖 you make each and every day of my life somehow more amazing and happy than the one before it, and so you must only be able to imagine how incredibly perfect you've made these past 365 days 💖✨ i love you more than words can ever say, and i will forever be in awe of how incredibly kind, strong, smart and beautiful you are ✨thank you for taking time out of your days to shine your brilliant light into my life and make it worlds brighter 💫 thank you for always being there for me and for constantly giving me far more love than i could ever deserve? thank you, dani, for everything you have ever done for me. 💖
one of the songs i put on the playlist is called "rain in the springtime" and i think that phrase perfectly encapsulates the past year with you 💖 rain is often thought of as something dark and gloomy, and usually represents something bad. but i like to think of it as also being a good force as well! without rain, so many things on this earth couldn't grow 🌱 i have certainly been through a lot this year, and not all of it has been positive, and even though i wish it weren't true, you've probably had some hard days too! :( but what makes me so proud is that demmi has never been brought down by a hard week or a rough day! we always get back up and continue to grow! the rain and its darkness will never bring demmi down hehe 💖the rain in our springtime will never dampen our spirits or wash away our hopes, because we know that together, we can make it through anything! this past year has been one of the hardest years of my life–there were days where i was completely overwhelmed by stress, or days where i felt like my happiness and my mental health had hit rock bottom. but for some reason, i feel like i've come out of this year a stronger and better person than i was before it. but i think i know why this happened, and i think i know what the reason for this was. it was all because of you, dani 💖 having you there with me made everything seem okay, and it gave me hope for better days and happier times even when i didn't feel it was possible. thank you for staying by my side throughout this entire year dani, and always being so incredibly supportive and kind! you are truly so precious and sweet and perfect in every way, and i don't know where i would be without you! let's continue to grow together every year, dani! 💖the rain will never bring us down–instead it will cause beautiful new flowers to sprout in us 🌸💖
thank you for every moment we've spent together, from the second we first met, to the second you read this sentence. 💖any second spent with you carries the weight of a thousand more, because being with you is what makes me the happiest girl alive! you make me laugh and smile more than anyone deserves, and i promise that i will forever be dedicated to making sure you are happy and taken care of as well! even if it takes my entire life of spamming you with messages 24/7 to make you even 1% as happy as you've made me, it will be well worth it because even 1% of all the love and joy you've gifted me with is more than most people are ever lucky enough to experience 💖you are such a kind and precious soul, dani, and don't you ever forget how much you mean to me and the rest of the world!! ISTG AT THANKSGIVING THIS YEAR WHEN SOMEONE ASKS ME WHAT IM MOST THANKFUL FOR IM GONNA BE LIKE DANI!!!11!11!
happy anniversary to the softest cutiest bestiest bestie the world has ever seen!! hoLY HECKAMAMABBQ I LITERALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL, MY PRINCESS, MY WORLD 💖 PLEASE ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF MY PRECIOUS CUTIE! but if you don't, remember that i'll be there to do it for you 🤪
here's to a year of #demmi, and hopefully many more! 💖 have the best day my gorgeous goddess! i love you! :)