chapter nineteen.
He said that I deserved better than you.
'He is not the one,' he said. 'He won't make you happy the way I will be able to. You deserve better, he is not the one for you.' He always told me that, but I never listened.
I was so stupid and blind not to look at him, not to listen to him.
He always looked after me, the way you didn't.
I was happy with him, but I felt happier by your side. He was so different from you, and you were so different from him. He cared about others, looked out for me, was always worrying. You were reckless, selfish and arrogant.
I still choose you over anyone.
You became jealous because I was spending time with him.
I became jealous because you were spending time with her. We didn't talk for hours, days. But at some point, we just looked for each other and it was all good again. But it always went back to being jealous, and looking for each other and never speaking about how we felt or what we did when we weren't together.
Over and over again...