Why Me?
What have I done,
To deserve this,
This awful, painful treatment,
Of you ignoring me,
And not there,
Not by my side anymore,
All I asked was for a friend,
A friend to trust,
A friend unlike the others who had left
So much pain to bare,
Probably my fault,
I'm just a monster,
A terrible monster,
Just look at me,
I have no where to go,
Lost,
And confused,
I know nothing
To laugh,
To talk,
To be kind,
Those are so hard,
I say the wrong thing, and you're gone,
No one can see,
The tiny hope I have,
So small,
Slowly fading away,
Shrinking as time goes
So hard to be me,
Always trying,
Fighting,
But no one can see,
Past these ugly looks,
No one wants to see me,
My demon inside,
Just a lonely person,
Till the beginning
I give up,
Always will,
Why fight a battle you cannot win,
So give up,
Just like me,
This terrible monster,
That has nothing, but pain,
So,
Please,
Help me
No one can see my pain inside,
The suffering,
The loss I have felt,
The abandonment,
The hope I once had,
The abuse I've been through,
But why,
Why can't anyone see?