~Janey's POV~
I felt someone lightly shaking me. I slowly fluttered my eyes open. "Yeah?" I said rubbing my eyes. I still can't see properly. "C'mon we have to go to school" Luke said. I stopped rubbing my eyes and looked at the shirtless Luke standing in front of me. God he looks so hot. "M k I'm up" I said getting out of bed. "Why am I here?" I asked. "Yesterday after the movie everyone was way to tired to go home so everyone slept here" Luke said. "Oh" I said. I looked at the time and it's only 6.
I letf Luke's room and went into mine. Aw Emma and Calum look so cute and peaceful. Time to ruin the peace. I ran and jumped on the bed. "Wtf" Calum said waking up. They both got up and sat on the bed. They started to complain but I went in to the bathroom to change. I took a quick shower and changed into some light blue denim shorts and a white tank top. I blow dried my hair then tied them up in a high ponytail. I walked out of the bathroom and into my room. I put my black Vans on and went into one of the other rooms.
In this room there is a single bed and a double bed. Darcy is on the single bed and Michael and Ashton are on the double bed. I got water and spilt it all over their faces and ran out of the room. I'm so childish.
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We all entered our school and went to our lockers. My locker is all the way in the other side of the school where Darcy, Emma, Calum, Michael or Luke don't have their locker. I walked to my locker. I started taking my things out for Period one and two.
I felt a light kick in my leg, wtf was that? I ignored it then another kick was made and I turned around. "What do you want!?" I asked harshly. "Shut up bitch" he said raising his hand to slap me. I stopped his hand and twisted it. I pushed him to a locker and said "Don't ever mess with me Blake" I said slamming him against the locker once again. The bell went. I went to class and sat down next to Emma. I hate homeroom, it's really boring.
"Why is your leg red?" Emma asked looking at it. "Oh ua I hurt myself" I lied. "Oh" she said as we walked to our next class. We have History. Me and Emma went and sat where we usually sit and then Darcy came and sar next to me.
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I opened up the note that was in my locker. Wtf is this? I wonder who wrote it. It says met me at the back of the school after lunch. Okay that's freaky. Should I go or not? Meh. I walked over to where the others and me usually sit. Soon lunch was over.
I decided to go see who it was that sent me the note. I walked all the way to the back of the school. "Hello?" I asked loudly. "So you came" agh Blake. "What do you want Blake?" I asked harshly. "Just calm down babe" he said standing right in front of my face. "I'm leaving" I said as I started to wake away. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into the same place I was standing. I shook his hand off. "What do you want!?" I half screamed.
Before I knew it he smashed his lips onto mine. I pulled him off and slapped him. "What the fuck do you think your doing?" I screamed and kicked him in 'the area'. "Never come near me again!" I screamed and ran back to the bathroom. Wtf was that? I can't believe he just did that. Luke and him are friends, how could he do that.
What's going to be Luke's reaction? I have to tell him. I texted Emma to come to the bathroom. Emma came to the bathrooms in less then 2 minutes. I told her everything from top to bottom. "Are you going to tell Luke?" She asked. "Yes" I said. We continued to talk about what happened.
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~Luke's POV~
I haven't seen Jay since lunch. I mean she didn't come to class. I wonder if she's alright. Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around to find Blake. "Yeah?" I asked. "Are you dating Jay?" He asked. I simply nodded. "Don't you get it, she's only dating you so she don't get bullied. She's using you" he said. "Bullshit" I said. "Fine don't believe me, your loss" he said sitting back in his seat.
Jay can't be using me. I know her to well. The bell went which snapped me back into reality. I went to my locker and grabbed all my things and started walking to Jay's locker. I waited for a while and soon everyone was gone and Jay's not here. Weird. I started walking back home.
~Janey's POV~
I came home early coz I started to feel sick. Not much later the door opened and someone entered. It's Luke. I went upstairs and into my room. How am I gonna tell him? I bit my lip a little harder then I should. I took a deep breath and went down stairs.
"Luke?" I asked. "Yeah?" I heard a voice from the kitchen say. "Can you come into the living room?" I asked. "Yeah I'll be there" he said. Not much later, Luke came and sat across me.
"I need to tell you something" I started. "Yeah?" He asked. I took a deep breath and said really fast "yourfriendblaketriedtokissme". "What?" He asked. "Just slow down babe" he said. I took another deep breath and said it one more time. "Your friend Blake tried to kiss me" I said looking down bitting my lip, my hair covered my face. I can see his fists clench and now they are white. "Luke" I said while removing all the hair and looking up. He looks really mad.
In that instant he got up and left the house. I tried to go after him but he took his car. What's gonna happen now? I bit my lip and stood there for a minute then I raced upstairs to grab my phone. I tried to call him but he didn't answer. "C'mon Luke pick up" I said putting the phone to my ear while pacing up and down the room. I gave up after like what felt the 50 billionth call.
I sat down on my bed, in the corner and put my legs up till my chest. I put my head down on my knees and held my legs. What just happened? What did I do? Was it really my fault? I felt a tear slip out of my ear then followed by another. Not much later my face was covered in tears. What if he gets hurt? I kept on asking myself questions. My legs were soon covered with tears.
I got up and wiped the tears off. I looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes are red and puffy. I washed my face and the instant I came out I got a phone call. I picked the call up without looking at the caler ID.
"Hello" I said putting the phone to my ear. "Are you miss Rivers?" The man asked. "Mhm" I replied. "Your friend is in jail and we will need you to come here as quick as you can" The man said. Wtf, who will go to jail? "Can I ask which friend it is?" I asked politely. "Mr Hemmings" he said and I partly chocked on my own spit. He gave me the address and I went.
I grabbed Liz's car since she's not here. I went to the police station and waited for the man. "Miss Rivers" he said and I nodded. "Can I ask why Luke is in jail?" I asked nicely. "He put another teenager in coma by beating the living shits out of him" he said wow that was a shocker. But wtf, who did Luke put in coma? And why would he do that? "Can I see Luke?" I asked. The man nodded and pointed where he is.
I went there and saw Luke sitting on a little bench with his head in his hands. "Luke" I said and his head shot up. He walked closer to me. "I didn't mean to do that but he deserved it" Luke said getting mad again. "Luke calm down and don't worry. Who did you put in coma?" I asked. "Blake" he said. Was he that mad? "Why?" I asked knowing the answer. "Coz of what he did" he said. I nodded. "How can I get out of here?" He asked. "When Blake come out of coma and you will be charged" I said. That's what the man told me. Luke nodded. "When is that son of a bitch gonna get out of coma?" Luke asked a little mad. "I don't know" I said. "Can't you just bail me out?" He asked. "No, they won't let you go till Blake is awake" I explained. Luke nodded.
I got called back. "Don't worry everything will be okay" I said. "Okay" Luke said nodding. "I'll be back when I can" I said leaving. I went to the hospital Blake is in. I went into his room. Wow he's bruised badly. Great what am I supposed to do now? I decided to go back home since it's 12pm and this place is like an hour away from Luke's house. Liz is coming back in a week. Luke has to get out of jail before Liz comes back. Hopefully Luke will be out by then.
I drove back home and went straight upstairs. Hopefully Luke still has his phone. I texted him saying hey, do u still have ur phone? I waited a while. I phone buzzed and I opened it. Yeah, they didn't take it off me Luke replied. I smile. We both started to text until my battery died. I plugged my phone on charging and before it died I told Luke. It's 3am, wow we were talking for 2 hours.
I went and got changed into some sweats and a singlet. I laid down and tried to get to sleep, but I couldn't, what happened today was getting up my nerves. I need to take this out on something so I can calm down. I got back up and went to the bathroom. I took my blade out. I know I promised Luke I won't do this but I have to. I did around 15-20 cuts up my arm. It started to bleed and then I wiped the blood off, I cleaned it up. That felt so much more better. I laid back down and soon I fell asleep.
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~5 Days later~
I got up to the sound of my alarm. I turned it off and went to the bathroom. I done my business then took a shower. I changed into some black skinny jeans and a polo shirt. I got into Liz's car and started to drive. I haven't gone to school since Luke has been in jail. I drove to the hospital first to check if that jack ass is awake now. I fucking hate him.
I asked the doctor how long it will take and right now there us not even 1 sign of him waking up. Lately I've been spending most of my time trying to get Luke out of jail, I've been spending most of my time at the police station.
Liz is coming back tomorrow. I got off at the police station and everyone there knows me by now so I just walked over to Luke. But the bad thing is everyday we only have 5 minutes of meeting time. I talked to him. "You know Liz is coming back tomorrow" I said looking down coz I know it's all my fault. I've been cutting since the day Luke we to jail. He nodded and before I could say anything I got called for my time being over. I said bye then left.
I got back into the car and drove back home. I've been a total wreak this whole week. Once I arrived home I went upstairs and went to the bathroom. I'm really stressed right now, I may not sound like but I am. I took my blade out and did my cuts, by this time my arm is filled with cuts up till my elbow, I started cutting on my thighs and stomach as well coz I ran out of space on both arms. Yes I have been cutting a lot and I can't stop.
I heard the door bell and I went downstairs to open the door. I opened the door and didn't realize my arm is still bloody. I shut the door and ran back inside with out seeing who it was. I wiped all the blood from everywhere and ran back down. I opened the door again. "Hey!" Emma said. I just smiled, I'm not in the happy mood.
She came inside and then came in Darcy, Michael, Calum and then Ashton. They all sat down in the living room. "Why haven't you and Luke been coming to school?" Darcy asked. "And you both haven't been answering your phones" Ashton said. I nodded. Well I didn't answer any phone calls besides the hospital and the police station. And Luke got his phone taken off him. "M..k" I said. I realy don't want to talk or think about what just happened in this past week.
I stayed silent and all eyes were on me. "Where is Luke?" Michael asked curiously. I can't take all the questions anymore. I just nodded. They all continued to look at me. I looked down and with out thinking I got up and ran into my room. Tears streamed down my face. I can't take all this pressure, I've been through a lot this week. There is also a slight chance of Luke not coming back for a while and I can't do that, I can't loose him like that, he is the only source of happiness in my life. I'm starting to give up on life. I locked the door and slid down it, sitting on the floor. My face is wet coz of all the tears.
I sat there for a while then there was a knock on the door. I wipped all the tears away and checked the time. Wow i've been sitting here for over an hour. The person on the other side knocked again. I looked at myself in the mirror and I have red puffy eyes, I tried rubbing on it but then I gave up and went to the door when I heard a third knock.
i slowly opened the door and looked down. I didn't want to face anyone right now. I hesitated but then looked up. My mouth turned into a 'o' shape. He pulled me into a hug and i think we stayed in that position for quiet a long time. "How what ua I'm lost" I said as we both pulled out of the hug. "They found out Blake was only faking for the past 4 days and now he has to pay the hospital and the police station" Luke said really confused. That little peice of shit. I'm happy that you are back" I said as we pulled into another hug. We pulled back in a while."I've been despreate to do this" Luke said pulling me into a kiss. I kissed back. There was a cough in the room. we both pulled away at the same time and looked at Ashton who gave us a smirk. "Um i think we should leave guys, come on" Ash said as they all left.
Luke grabbed my arm which was covered by a huge ass jumper and took me downstaris. "Ouch" I said as I bit my lip. "Am i hurting you?" Luke said as he let go of my arm. "No" I said a bit to quickly. "Janey tell me the truth" Luke said looking deep into my eyes. We stopped just before the stair case. "No, you didn't hurt me" I lied. my arm is hurting because of all the cuts but I don't want Luke to know. He nodded. We went downstairs and sat down with the others. Soon they left. "I'm going to go take a shower" Luke said walking up the starirs and I just nodded in response.
After 2 minutes i heard Luke say my name. "Yeah" I said back. "Why is there blood on the floor and why is the blades on the floor?" He asked. Shit I'm dead.
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