Joe's POV:
Last night as me and Ashley was about to go to bed my manager Max called, he told me that we were leaving this morning for the tour and that we would be wraping up my CD while on the road. After Max had called and explained about the tour, that just caused an argument to rise between me and my Wife. I was already uphappy with her from the actions that took place during supper, so after the argument I really wasn't in a good mood. I don't understand her sometimes, I don't even understand how her and Aby never want to be apart. I couldn't wait to get away from my Brothers, I just don't understand them girls it must be a Twin thing. I am still in Texas but I'm in Huston, that's where our first show is tonight. I wanted this tour to be a huge one so I invited some of my good friends to be my opening act, nope they're not up and coming, they're already really huge and widely known, they're none other then the band One Direction. Louis Tomlinson is married to Eleanor, Zayn is married to the great Perrie, Liam has done been divorced and is now dating his old girlfriend again Danielle Peazer, poor Niall is the only guy that's still on the market, and then Harry is very happily married to Ashley's and Aby's friend (who also works with Aby) the lovely Mrs. Shon'tavia. I know that Ash would have went nuts on this tour, she loves it when the guys comes over. I actually think it's kinda cute watching her blush at Lou, I think it's even more cute when Hazza is around because blushing doesn't describe the half of it. Did I mention that my wife is a HUGE One Direction fan and before I became her husband Louis and Harry (mostly Harry) was her other celebrity loves. "Hey mate what's wrong?" I heard Lou ask me as he sat next to me. I was just sitting on the stage thinking, actually basically just replaying the previous night's events including what I done to Ashley this morning. "Man I screwed up with the Wife..... Big time." I answered sadly with my head down. "What did you do?" He asked. "We got in a argument last night." I explained in a angry but yet sad tone adding. "I didn't even help her this morning when she was throwing up. I didn't even kiss or hug her goodbye or even tell her. I just grabbed my bags and left." "Well I can't say that wasn't a stupid move on your part, but everybody that are in any kind of relationship fight." He explained then asked. "Hey I thought that Ash was suppose to join us on this beautiful tour?" "She was but that's the other thing. Aby suggested that it would be best that Ash would stay home, even though I just think that Aby don't trust me taking care of my own Wife. I mean come on my own best friend doesn't trust me with her Sister, I just don't understand. So I finished packing and then as I was about to head out I looked at my beautiful Wife and very harshly I might add I told her that she couldn't come cause she was sick then just walked off." I explained. "I think that you should call her and apologize because that wasn't a great move dude." Lou suggested. "You're right." I said looking at him adding. "Thanks man." "No problem mate." He said smiling and giving me a high five.
Once Louis walked away I grabbed my cell phone out of my back pocket. Before I could even dial Ashley's number my phone started ringing. I looked down at it just to find out that it was my Brother Nick. "What the hell does he want right now?" I asked to myself out load. "YOU'RE A NO GOOD LOW LIFE!" Was what I heard just as soon as I answered. "Well hello to you Nicholas." I said sarcastically. "LOOK DON'T YOU DARE ACT LIKE YOU'RE INNOCENT." He yelled. "LOOK NICHOLAS DON'T YELL AT ME! I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOUR CRAP!" I said harshly. "OH YEA JUST LIKE YOU HAD NO TIME FOR ASHLEY THIS MORNING? WHO MAY I REMIND YOU IS YOUR WIFE." He said starting to make me mad. I was just sitting there blankly remembering this morning. "WHAT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY?" He screamed adding. "CAUSE YOUR KNOW THAT I'M RIGHT." "Look Nick you don't understand what's going on." I explained trying to keep my calm. "DON'T UNDERSTAND? JOE WHAT'S NOT TO UNDERSTAND? ASHLEY EXPLAINED EVERYTHING. YOU WERE TO CAUGHT UP IN YOURSELF AND THAT STUPID TOUR THAT YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE ONE OUNCE THAT YOUR WIFE WAS ILL. HOW HARD IS THAT TO UNDERSTAND?" Nick fussed. "Listen here you little prick and you listen real good. I DO care about my Wife just as much as you do yours and I love her very much, there's nothing that I wouldn't do for that woman and you of all people should know this." I said angerly but trying not to raise my voice to cause alarm to the guys. "Well good then I just hope that you just said the truth cause your Wife has something to tell you and frankly I don't think that you'll like hearing it but tough you caused it." He said with a chuckle. My heart just sank, is Ashley divorcing me? God I hope not, I couldn't survive if that happened. "Here's Ashley you jerk." He said right before I heard the sounds of the door opening along with movement of the phone. "Joe." I heard my beautiful Wife say. "Hey beautiful." I said with cheer in my voice. "Joe I have something to tell you." She said sadly. "Oh baby, sweetheart, What's wrong? You sound sad." I asked worried. "Joseph remember this morning, when I was sick?" She asked. "Yes and about that, I am so sorry baby about this morning, heck about everything. Ashley, baby, please don't leave me." I apologized and begged until I felt tears start to slowly fall. "Joe I'm not going anywhere. Where would you get that idea from?" She said. "Good I couldn't take it without you. Just the way that I was acting I thought that you was going to. So how are you feeling?" I asked releaved. "Well that's the thing, I'm not actually sick." She answered. "Well that's good." I said smiling and missing her already. "Joe I don't know how to quiet say this to you, but I found out this morning that I'm..............I'm a month pregnant." She said and I could tell it was said with tears. "Y-YOUR WHAT?" I asked yelling actualing freaking out. "I'm pregnant Joe." She said crying. "NO! NO! NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING, NOT NOW." I screamed adding. "I'M NOT READY TO BE A FATHER!" I then just hug up. I then threw my phone across the stage, smashing it to pieces. "Um mate. What the bloody hell was that about?" Harry asked walking over adding. "Your phone is in pieces over there." "CRAP!" I yelled standing up and running my hands through my hair adding. "Can today get any worse?" "I wouldn't ask that question mate, cause once you do that's it everything goes bad." He said chuckling. "I don't think that it could Haz." I said ticked off. "What's going on?" He asked me. "I don't even know where to begin." I said. "How about the beginning." Harry said chuckling. I begun explaining last night and then what I done this morning. "Wow that's terrible." He said shaking his head. "Yea I know and after I explained this to Lou I went to call her and apologize, but before I could Nick called me and chewed me out over everything." I explained. I continued to tell him about me and Nick's conversation. "Wow harsh. But that's Nick for you." Harry said adding. "Is he always like this about the girls?" "Yea. He does have reasons though. I mean Aby is his Wife and Ash is his best friend." I explained adding. "I'm the same way with them. Only I can mess with Aby cause we're best friends." "That's cool." He said smiling then his tone changed when he asked. "So did you apologize?" "Yea and everything was great until she said something that I'm not happy about, so I hung up on her." I admited angerly. "Which was?" He asked. "She told me that's she's pregnant." I answered. "Well that's great mate congrats!" He said smiling. "NO! IT'S NOT!" I yelled angerly adding. "I PACIFICLY TOLD HER THAT I DIDN'T WANT KIDS RIGHT NOW." "JOE DON'T GET MAD AT HER FOR THIS. THESE THINGS HAPPENS SOMETIMES AND YOU KNOW WHAT? IT'S YOUR FALT TOO! IT TAKES TWO JOE, NOT JUST ONE." Harry yelled back. "Yea but SHE wanted this to happen." I said meanly.
I just ran back to my bus and locked myself inside, I then went to my bed, laid down and cried. I can't be no Father, I - I just can't. I don't know one thing about raising a child, sure I can babysit but that's all I know. Everybody that knows me knows that I am just a big kid myself, how could a have a kid. I am even to clumsy for a child, well Ashley is also clumsy. Oh no the poor kid with us being both clumsy they will be very accident prone. What if they end up being born like Ashley? Could I physically take care of both of them? Could I even balance being a musican, a husband and a father? Would I even be a good father? I know I have a amazing dad to learn from. I already feel sorry for us if it's a boy and he's like me, the girls will be all over him. I do know one thing though, that if it's a girl and is anything like her mother I should be breaking out the old baseball bat for all them guys wanting her. She will be the most beautiful baby girl ever, then grow into a beautiful amazing woman like her mother. I still remember the first time that I asked Ashley to marry me. Yes you seen that right, I asked her twice. The first time I didn't have the ring and we kinda just kept things between us, then a year later when I heard that Nick was asking Aby I finally got the ring and along with my Brother we asked our girls to marry us. You already heard about the second time around so how about I explain the first time I asked. I had brought her back to that park where we had gotten together at. It was night out with the stars shining along with the moon, it was our second anniversary of being together but I already knew that I wanted it forever. I started playing some music and started slow dancing with Ashley, I then started singing "Please Be Mine" by me and my Brothers.
"They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine"
Then I looked into her eyes, them beautiful blue eyes, then I asked. "Ashley I love you so much, more then anything. Please be mine and marry me?" "Yes!" She said crying adding. "I love you too." How did we get from that magical night to this? I really don't want this baby.