I look at you as you sit down at the bar, ordering a drink from Mira. I can't decide. I can't decide between you and her. But it's been so long since I saw her, I want to catch up and have fun like we used to. I grit my teeth as I think about it more. I finally decide. I mutter an apology before walking over to you.
You turn around and smile. Your pretty smile, the one I see everyday. It breaks my heart to let go of you. I scratch my head and tell her the news. You look shocked. Everyone in the guild turn towards me and you. Tears run down your face. She turns toward me. She calls me baka for hurting you and she looks away, upset that I would do something like this. You wipe away your tears and run out of the guild. I try to catch up to you, but you turn around and slap me. I stand there, surprised, as you disappear. My friends and family yell at me. I feel like a loser amongst everyone. I am baka. Why did I do it? Why did I push you away for her? Even she doesn't approve.
I feel lonely now. I feel little dots of wetness roll down my cheeks. Now I don't know where you are. Will you ever come back? Will you ever forgive me?