Ayyyy I got tagged again by geekslovestories
Thank you for tagging me twice now!!!!
1. Sexuality
Bisexual
2. Gender
Girl
3. Last song
Polarize by Twenty Øne Piløts
4. Happy
I don't know at this point, I'm a depressed mess of a human being
5. Hair color
Dark blonde/light brown whatever ya wanna call it idk
6. Zodiac
Cancer
7. Kiss
Never been kissed before
8. Fav color
bLaCk bEcAuSe iM eDgY LiKe tHaT
Jk blue-grey
9. Fav food
Chocolate
10. Battery %
61%
11. Celebrity crash
I'd be lying if I didn't say Colby Brock lmao
12. Fav vegetable
Carrots
13. Shoe size
7
14. Dream job
Kindergarten teacher or high school English teacher
Time to tag peopleeeeeee
Els_Bisexual_Eggos
AJtheXLEMO
OuranAndTStrash
geekslovestories
raelynnn333
death-of-a-phangirl
The--Kitten124
Marleyexe
Sanders_Sides_Fan_
starstrucketh
LaurenBooperDooper
Nyanimon9000
emisareader
LoganLogicSanders
r0manS4nders_18
...that's definitely 20 people...
ANYWAYS......ON WITH THE STORY
Till next time xoxoxo
—Jinxx
Virgil POV
Hello V-Virgil,
Did y-you miss m-m-me?
I instantly shot upwards, looking around my room for the source of the voice. No no no no no. He can't be back. Laughter filled the room.
Did I sc-scare you?
"What...how..." Was all I could manage out. If I wasn't panicking earlier, I definitely was now.
I re-reformed idiot
And i-it's time t-t-to take matt-matters into my own h-hands
"Get out of my head!" I yelled, hitting my head with my hands. "Your not real! Your not here! Your not back!" I don't want to believe it. I closed my eyes. I'm just loosing my mind or something. This isn't real. Corruption isn't back.
Believe it
I'm b-back
An-and I re-remember every-everything
"No..." I mumbled before bursting into tears. This can't be happening. Why is he back?! Why me?!
I w-want some r-revenge
And I-I hate y-you
So you-your my f-first vic-victim
"Please no..." I begged. "Leave me alone."
It's time f-for some r-revenge
It-it's time f-for you and De-Deceit to p-pay the price of b-betraying me
W-would you like t-t-to know what I-I'm going t-to d-do to Deceit?
"No...don't hurt him..." I whispered. "Don't hurt anyone else."
I'm g-going to kid-kidnap Doubt
Tor-Torture him
Then k-kill him
Pre-Preferably in the most pain-painful way p-possible
"No!" I yelled, ending in a chocked sob. "You can't do that again!"
Y-you can-cant stop m-me
If y-you try t-to
I-I'll destroy y-your precious Pr-Princey
"Don't hurt him!" I begged.
Than y-your going to lis-listen to me
"What do you want from me?" I asked, trying not to panic.
G-Get Thomas to d-destroy you
I w-want you g-gone
Unfortunately y-you can't d-die that easily
"Thomas won't kill me..." I mumbled, more so trying to convince myself. Thomas loves me...right? Thomas would never do something like that.
Get T-Thomas to take anx-anxiety pills
"No!" I yelled, fear coursing through me, remembering what I went through the last time Thomas was on those pills.
Oh w-well
T-time to go k-kill Doubt t-than
"No!" I yelled. "I'll do it! Please, just leave them all alone!"
Good j-job pet
Oh, al-also
Y-You can c-call me Master
"I'm not doing that." I growled, anger coursing through me. There's no way in hell that I'd call him that.
I h-have com-complete c-control over y-you
I'm y-your Master
S-So you w-will call me th-that
I shook my head, trying to hold back sobs. I don't want Corruption controlling me. I don't want to call him my master.
D-Do you need s-some con-convincing?
Instantly, pain coursed through my head. I fell backwards, wimping. I grabbed at my forehead and pulled at my hair.
I can't describe the feeling other than having thousands of volts of electricity coursing through my skull. I let out little screams and thrashed around on the floor.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Please stop!" I begged, ending in sobs. I curled up as the pain only got worse. My vision went blurry. Than all I could see was Remus's face.
What's wr-wrong my P-Pet?
"Please stop." I sobbed, holding onto my head as pain coursed through it.
Wh-What do y-you say?
"I'm sorry." I mumbled, barely able to form coherent words. My body started twitching violently. I knew Corruption was doing this to me. I just don't know how.
I'm s-sorry who?
"I'm sorry Master." I chocked out. Instantly, the pain was gone. I let out a little sigh as my body relaxed.
Break up w-with R-Roman too
"What?" I chocked out, my eyes filling with tears again. "Why?"
Y-your happ-happiness sick-sickens me
And R-Roman makes y-you happy
"I can't do that." I cried, burying my face in my hands.
T-time to kill D-Doubt than
"No! Please! I'll do anything else! I just can't break up with Roman!" I begged, praying he wouldn't make me end things with Roman.
I w-won't make y-you break up w-with Ro-Roman
But on-only if you l-let me turn y-you back in-into Depression
"What?! No!" I yelled, feeling an panic attack welling up in my chest. I don't want to be Depression.
Lis-Listen to me P-Pet
Or I w-will g-g-go kid-kidnap Doubt right n-now
"Fine." I mumbled. "....master."
G-good job p-pet
Oh, a-and h-have a present f-for you since you l-listened to you-your Master
I looked up as something landed on the floor next to me. A razor blade...
Do every-everyone a favor a u-use it
C-cut your-yourself
"No." I mumbled, not wanting to go back down that road. I've been a month clean. I don't want to relapse.
Or el-else
Y-You know h-how much pow-power I have
If y-you don't lis-listen to me
I w-won't hesitate to u-use those p-powers on the oth-others
(TRIGGER WARNING)
I sighed and picked up the razor. Tears clouded my vision. I squeezed my eyes shut, causing a few tears to fall down my face.
I slowly moved so that I was sitting criss-cross with my arm out in front of me. I pulled my hoodie sleeves down slowly. I watched as all the old scars became visible.
A few tears landed on my wrist. I wiped them away and placed the blade against my skin.
I quickly drug the blade across my wrist, drawing blood. I hissed at the pain. I haven't done this in a while. It felt amazing.
I sighed deeply and than continued to cut my wrist up. I'll probably get caught, but I don't care about this point.
I jumped as someone knocked on the door. I ignored them and continued to cut.
"Virgil...it's Dee." Deceit called to me. "Please open the door."
I didn't respond. I'm not going to respond. I'm not in a good enough mental state to deal with Dee right now. Or anyone for that matter.
E-even me P-Pet?
Be-Because you-your not get-getting rid of m-me any-anytime soon
I whimpered at his words. I knew he was right. I watched as the blood dripped down my arm and onto the floor. I'm so weak. He's been back for only a few minutes and I've already given into him.
Corruption laughed at me. The horrible sound filled the room. Echoing in my mind. Driving me insane.
Roman POV
I held my cheek in shock as Virgil fled up the stairs. I heard his door slam shut, causing me to jump a bit. My cheek still stung in pain.
"Are you okay Roman?" Patton asked, concern written all over his face. He grabbed my chin and inspected the mark on my cheek.
"I'm fine Patton." I told him, pushing his hands away. I was a little shell-shocked that Virgil had slapped me.
I deserved that slap. I pushed him. I yelled at him. I need to stop drinking.
I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. I put my head in my hands.
"God, I'm so stupid." I mumbled.
"Tell is something we didn't already know." Remy mumbled.
"Don't be mean." Emile chastised him.
"No, Remy's right. I'm an idiot." I mumbled. Patton came over and sat down next to me. He rubbed my back in a comforting manor.
"It's alright kiddo." Patton told me. "You made a mistake. Virgil will forgive you. And I'm sure he didn't mean to slap you."
"I pushed him," I said with a sigh. "It's my fault. I deserved that slap."
"Well, I guess this dinner party's over than." Said Remy. "So before any more drama starts, me and Emile will be on our way."
"Emile and I." Logan corrected with a sigh. Patton stood up and headed into the kitchen.
"Let me give you some leftovers than, since we didn't get to eat much." Patton told them, putting some spaghetti into a plastic container.
"Thanks Patton." Emile said. They hugged each other.
"Bye everyone." Emile said with a sweet smile.
"Bye bitches." Remy added on with a laugh. He followed Emile out of the house. We were all silent now.
"I'm gonna go talk to him." I said, standing up."
"I would advise against that." Logan said, adjusting his glasses.
"What? Why?" I asked, a little angrier than I meant to come off as.
"Considering that what triggered Virgil to act like that and go through some type of PTSD episode was you," Logan explained. "I don't believe that it would be a good idea for him to see you after that."
"I'll go." Deceit said.
"What about me?" Asked Patton, pouting slightly.
"I understand that you're like a father to Virgil, but Virgil and I grew up together." Deceit said. "I know what triggers him and how to calm him down way better than any of you can."
"Lies." I scoffed.
"I'd prefer not to argue with you right now Princey," Deceit hissed. "But Virgil was a dark side first. I was the one that took care of him when all you light sides made fun of him everyday."
"I think it would be a good idea for Deceit to go." Logan said.
"Fine." I huffed, not too happy about it.
With that, Deceit turned and headed up stairs.