Okay haii everyone. I just wanna take the time to say that this story is really based on real life and real events.Yeah haha.So let's begin! Let me know in a comment down there if i should continue it. I'm new to all of this so sorry.Gimme some pointers if u want! They would be helpful! Well yup! Sooo here we goo!
Pronologue:
It was our sixth day.One more day and it would be our one week anniversary.We sat next to eachother at lunch.I continued to look at him,his gorgeous brown hair.He 'swooshed' it over casually so he could look at his friend.His pretty eyes that were the perfect mixture of colors to make hazel.His adorable smile and his odd laugh.His cute orange and white stripped,long sleeved Abercrombie&Fitch shirt.Along with his black skinny jeans and his orange shoes.I laughed to myself as i looked over his outfit.It made me laugh,his interesting style.I coughed a little;trying to make it unnoticable, in my sleeve.I looked down at my tight red Aeropostale shirt and my tight ripped skinny jeans, all the way down to my Ed Hardy shoes.I suddenly felt a pressure on my hand, I looked up to see my amazing boyfriend still talking casually, but witha cute smirk on his cute face.I looked down and saw his hand on mine.We intertwined our fingers.I smiled big.He got up to get is lunch so we released our hands at the same time.I got up to throw something out and suddenly he was there.His chest on my back, with his arms wrapped around my waist hugging me as he caught me offguard,almost making the tiny me topple over.I giggled and i instanly felt the fireworks.I was so happy.I loved him, with all my heart. We sat down and suddenly, one of my best guy friends named Jesse came up to me.
"Hey Violet,"he said.
"Hey!" i replied back happily.
"I have to tell you something," he said with nervousness in his voice.I looked at him seriously, knowing something was wrong.
"Tell me,"i said trying to keep my cool.One thought instantly popped into my head and i thought i could feel all my goosebumps rise all over my body.I shook a little.
"No, at recess," He said finally.
"No, right now,"i said instantly serious.I knew something was wrong.I knew it in my heart.He was my best friend.This had to be something important.He wouldnt have told me right now.
"Now," i repeated sternly.
"No, outside.But i will tell you one thing," he leaned into me so he could whipser into my ear,"you don't want to be sitting next to him." I knew what he meant.Instantly.I tried to keep my cool.I stopped talking at lunch.My heart raced.I knew what was going to happen.I thought maybe i should tell him and end it now.But i knew that my heart couldn't take that.But i immediently knew what he meant.My heart dropped...
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Chapter one (Next part that follows the pronolouge) :
We soon all got up and out of our lunch room.I tried to think.Hoping with all my heart that this wasn't going to happen.I tried to clam down.And just act normal.So me and my best friend Heather go outside and we hang out a little.When suddenly, Jesse comes back up to me.And he starts talking to me, I look and listen whole-heartedly.
"Okay.So Jake wants to break up with you and he wants me to do it.But i refused to to it and i want him to do it...."
and he continued and i blanked out.Completely.I wasn't sure..well aware.It was just so much to take in all at the same time.Jesse looked at me and walked across the school yard over to my boyfriend;Jake.Then he walked back over...and then i knew what was gonna happen,i tried to calm down more and more so i walked over the the street and sat on the sidewalk with my best friend who heard the whole thing;Heather.She sat next to me and i explained more in detail about everything.Then one of my other friends cam up to me.Her name is Lily.She has known me for about 2 years now.She is actually really close to me.
"Violet,I'm so sorry.I can't believe he broke up with you..." She said sadly.
"What?" i looked at her confused. "He broke up with me and hasnt told me?All im hearing is that he is going to apprently..." i looked down no longer able to meet her eyes.
"What the fuck...Wait.I'm going to find all this out." she said; almost mummbling and she walked away.I sat there and then walked up over across the schoolyard.Jake was over at the end and i was more in the center of it.I could see Jesse and Lily boht talking to him.Then finally after standing there with Heather for a while and just waiting Lily came over to me.Her words came out in a rush.
"Okay so he wants to break up with you and he doesn't want to do it and he wants Jesse to do it but Jesse refused to do it and he's telling Jake to do it and jake told me to do it so i guess im breaking up with you for him??"
she talked so fast that she didn't even breathe.Not once in between. It came out like a question.I sat there, my big brown eyes grew big with shock, i could feel them.I looked at her for a minute.Trying to process this all.Then i did something that no one would've expected.I LAUGHED.I laughed histericlly.Loud and happily, like nothing at all was wrong.
"Wow...you're taking this alot better than her..." Lily nodded her head over to a girl that was another friend of mine named Hannah.She had recently broke up with her boyfriend.And everyone knew that she was heart-broken.I smiled and laughed again and she hugged me.She then walked away, and i began to walk away when i took another glance over at Jake.He was still arguing with Jesse.But this time i met his eyes.I felt the spark again.And i tried to ignore it.I felt like with just that one look, my heart exploded.Everything...was gone.I couldnt see the look of his face and i just walked away.Heather and I walked over to the other side of the skool,we sat on a bench together.I looked down, i felt like someone stepped on my heart.Never had i had heart-break.Ever.I never thought i would either.I was especially unprepared for this.I sat down and criss-crossed my legs on the bench.Heather sat next to me.I looked across the skool, and i imagined his face.Everything about it.His hair,his amazing smile,his eyes that gave me butterflies,the touch that gave me fireworks.The way he smelled.Everything.Even all of our memories.We were together almost every day when we were dating.I just gazed.I felt my lip quivering.Heather touched me and made me jump, i leaned farther down.
"Are you okay?" She asked me with concern in her voice, although she knew i wasn't.
"Mhm.."i mumbled afraid to speak in case words wouldnt come out.
"Are you going to cry?" She looked at me dearly.
"No." i said flat.My lip continued to quiver.I bit down on it so it wouldn't give me away.
"Its okay.Everything,..it isnt okay now, but it will be.Don'y cry.I can tell you are." I never liked crying.I was always the small girl,the one that was tough,the strong one,the one who helped givew advice and help her friends,make them feel better.I didnt wanna admit i was heart broken.That i was sad.That i wanted to cry.I felt small.And weak.My lip shook violently.I used all my strength.And in the end one single tear drop streamed down my cheeck.And hit my red shirt.I looked down not realized that i was crying.I stayed calm and rested on Heather.I talked to her about how i couldn't believe it.How we were in love and it just ended this fast.She held me in her arms.I used all my strength to get up and look okay, and smile.
"Stop faking.You're not fooling me.I'm like your sister.I know you're sad.I know you want to cry.I knew that when you laughed and said you were okay you were dead inside.You can fool them and even him,but you can't fool me.Just lay low.I'll be right back." With that she got up and went to Jake..Oh shit...What is she gonna do now i thought...
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Okay . well this is the real first chapter.This is all real so just try to imagine how this girl felt.And please leave a comment or anything really.If you have any questions ill surely answer them.this is my first story so i hope its good to you guys. Okay well untill i write the next part. biii<3
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