BAD ENDING
(This is like, really sad. Well, to me. I hated writing it. Um, yeah)
I leaned on the railing of the balcony, thinking of everyone. But this one person kept popping in my head, I couldn't stop thinking about them...
Just then, the balcony door opened,
"Surprise," they said as I turned to them.
"Jumin," I sighed in relief as I walked up to him. I love him. I know it.
"[Y/n]," he greeted me with a serious face.
"I have something to tell you," we said in unison, we then chuckled, "You, you go first," he told me as we sat in some chairs, getting a view of the city.
"No, let's go at the same time," I said with excitement as I hoped for him to say the same words that I'm saying to him.
"Well, okay. Three,"
"Two,"
"One."
"I'm getting married,"
"I love you," as the words slipped out of my mouth, my mind tried to process what he said.
"I-I'm sorry, what?" I asked as I tried to cover what I said, "I said. I'm getting married. My father arranged it when I told him about Izumi and Haru," he explained.
"She's actually extremely kind. Anyway, he wants Haru to be the heir of the company after me. Meaning, I have to take Haru with Sarah and I will take him with us," Jumin added.
"T-Take Haru with you? Where are you going?" I asked as I stood up, "Well, take him to stay with us. Live with us, go on trips. You know," he said making me almost fall over in shock and sadness.
I pushed away the fact I love him. Tried to erase it at the moment, "A-and Izumi?" I asked as I looked at the door to see Izumi tackling Haru into a hug by her toys.
"She'll stay with you. It's a win-win, you get Izumi and I and Sarah get Haru," he said as if he was a complete different person. A person I didn't know.
He couldn't take away my children. He couldn't take away my heart and just rip it apart like that. Tears blurred my vision but I blinked them away.
"Now, what did you say? I didn't seem to hear you," Jumin said as he turned to me, "I said... I'm pregnant! Not your kid, don't worry," I lied, Jumin seemed to smile, "That's perfect."
Tears made their way again and I walked away, rushing up to my room and jumping onto the bed.
"Damn it... I was never enough for that man. Never..." I started crying into my arms as I thought of the idea of being separated from one of my children.
"[Y/n], I'm so sorry," V told me as he came up next to me and gave me a huge hug, "I really love him. And I can't lose Haru, I..." I cried into his arms.
Soon, everyone in RFA (except Jumin) knew that I loved Jumin. They all knew how much this tore me.
Jumin's Wedding Day
As Sarah walked to the altar, I felt tears build up in my eyes. I saw the people around me give me a smile. They thought I was happy.
I was way far from that.
I tried to keep everything in, all my tears. All my emotions.
But, when he slipped the wedding ring in her finger, I couldn't take it anymore. And... once their lips connected, I felt as if I could hear my heart break into millions of pieces.
The only reasons I was here was because, 1. Jumin expected me to be here. 2. This was my last time seeing Haru. 3. I was part of RFA, we all had to come.
As I looked to Jumin's side, I saw Haru smiling softly. Yup, if my heart wasn't broken then, it was broken now.
The tears didn't stop pouring. They wouldn't stop. I left before they could finish and I went to one of Seven's cars, just sitting in it while I cried.
Seven brought me here.
I always thought of Jumin's marrige. But with me. I imagined him taking off my veil and kissing me. Living happy with me. But that won't happen.
God, I'm such a fool.
Tears ran down my face, never stopping.
I'm supposed to be strong, happy for everyone.
There was a small knock on the door. I wiped away my tears as I tried to calm myself. I opened it and forced a smile, hoping whoever it was would leave quickly.
I only saw cyan hair before I was caught in a hug. I tried to keep it in together, yet, for some reason. I felt as this was the last day of my life.
I clutched onto V's shoulders and sobbed into his shoulder. The tears wouldn't stop, I just want them to stop.
My head hurt, my eyes hurt, hell my cheeks hurt.
V sat next to me, closing the door so no one could walk in on the scene.
"I–... I thought we would be together forever..." I managed to say to V. He held onto me tightly, "Everything will be alright..." he whispered, running his hands through my hair.
"Everything will be alright. They're just spiders," Jumin said with a chuckle, arms wrapped around my waist as I hid from the spider I had seen.
That only caused my state to go worse.
V helped me calm down, a whole lot. I still couldn't look at Jumin. I could stand near him.
Haru spent time with me, he seemed happy to go with his father... Izumi seemed happy to stay.
For them, this didn't mean much...
If only they knew...
V stayed by my side most of the time, that's how he helped more than anyone else in my life.
Until, it came to saying goodbyes...
I watched as Jumin hugged Haru, both of them with a slight smile on their similar faces. Jumin then took out his phone to answer a call.
We were in the airport, Izumi was next to me along with V. Saeyoung took "care" of the penthouse with Yoosung, Zen, and Saeran.
Jaehee was with them, yet she wasn't happy about it.
My heart burned once I saw Sarah kneel down and talk to Haru. I hated it. Such a childish word. Yet, that's what I felt.
I hated her being near my son. I hated her being near my... near Jumin.
I looked to Izumi to put everything away, she gave me a sweet smile which I smiled back too.
Then, it all happened so fast.
Jumin gave Izumi a hug, Sarah not caring much about my daughter. And said goodbye to V and I.
Haru ran up to me and hugged me real quick.
"Bye, mommy!" He exclaimed, he hugged Izumi before leaving with Sarah and Jumin.
I couldn't do anything, Haru had left. My son... had left. With his "new" family.
V put his hand on my shoulder, "It'll be okay," he tried to convince me. I nodded.
Yet, I knew. Damn it, I knew something bad would happen.
×TimeSkip 《Years Later》
I sighed as Izumi sat up straight in her chair, focused on whatever she was doing.
She finally got to see Haru again, I finally got to see my baby again. It's been years. Too many years.
I still continued my singing career, but I knew I was distant.
I knew Izumi didn't feel complete at the house.
I knew everything inside me was breaking.
But just to see my two babies back together... Damn it, I can't wait.
Izumi turned back to me and smiled, she got so mature. Her hair was long and wavy, her eyes were a deep dark grey, showing how much light she had lost.
Showing how sad she had gotten.
Showing how stupid I was.
"Be happy, mommy. Haru and daddy are coming home today," she said, even if she knew this was only for 1 or 2 days.
I smiled, "Alright, Izu, whatever you say," I said, standing up. We were in the airport, waiting for them.
Now, it had been 8 years. The twins were 12.
I felt my heart skip a beat as I noticed people had started coming out of the plane.
Izumi got excited too, I could feel it as she practically glowed. Seeing her other half was the most important thing at the moment.
It took a while to finally see Haru. My head was spinning, I couldn't think straight.
Then, I heard him.
"Mama! There you are!" he exclaimed. I turned my face to the direction of the voice. It had to be his.
It was. But it was directed to me.
I saw as Sarah smiles and hugged him.
I felt as every single piece of my heart broke.
"I'm so sorry your father and I got on another place, Haruki," she said, kissing his cheeks. Haruki... Haru hates nicknames.
Izumi felt the awkwardness in the situation. She put her hand on my shoulder before heading over to the two.
"Haru!" She said with happiness, practically pushing Sarag away as she hugged her twin.
Haru blinked multiple times as I joined in the hug, "We've missed you so much," I said.
"W-Who? I–" he didn't seem to be able to form the words as he looked at us in confusion.
The next words he said completely broke my heart.
"Who are you?" He asked.
Izumi let go of him completely, her face showing anger.
"I've missed you. F-For 8 years, Haru! And you c-couldn't try to remember your twin sister and your mother!" She said with anger as I could form any words.
Sarah pushed us away from him.
"Stop trying to hurt my baby!" She exclaimed.
I.
Felt.
Like.
Beating.
Her
Shitty
Ass
Right
There
So. I did.
"You weren't the one to carry him for months!" Izumi shot back as I slapped the lady.
Suddenly, my hand was grabbed by a familiar persons.
I growled slightly, "Hands off of me, Jumin," I said, my voice cracking as I said his name.
He did so and I let my hand fall in defeat.
"Mommy, let's just go. He didn't care to remember us anyway," she said, a few tears streaming down her face.
Haru looked confused, but I wanted to hug him. Tell him how much I missed him.
But I know I couldn't. He had a new mother now.
I looked at her and tears fell from my own.
"This wasn't worth everything." I mumbled, turning to Jumin.
The man I've loved for years.
The man I couldn't stop loving.
The man who broke me.
The man who killed me.
"Please, go back to wherever. W-We don't need you," I stuttered as Izumi walked away, grabbing my hand. I turned back to face Haru. My son.
I smiled at him, the same smile I always gave him.
The smile he forgot.
The happy ending...
I guess
"Jumin?" I knew that deep, stupid voice anywhere.
"Hey," he said, giving me a smile.
"Jumin!" I grinned, walking up to him and hugging him tightly.
"I'm so so sorry I couldn't be here for the kids' birthday- I thought maybe if I could make it to yours it wouldn't be as bad.. I'll talk to them soon,"
He told me, hugging me back tightly.
"Do you truly love them, Jumin?"
I asked, frowning. I love Jumin, I love him so much. But if he couldn't be the right father for our kids, there was no point.
"I do- and I love you too.. everything with the company is so frustrating, they want me there and different places all the time," he clenched his hand into a fist, his brows furrowing. "I'll quit,"
"What- Jumin-"
"I want to give them a good life.. one I never got, Y/n. One they deserve,"
He said softly.
I smiled at that and hugged him tightly once more.
"Thank you, Jumin."
And..
He did.
Sorry this is trash I just don't have enough imagination to keep going *thumbs up*