since you've guys been asking for an explanation to why i am posting the 'announcements' i have been. here's some tea and a long over due explanation.
v this has a missing sentence saying 'the world he wishes'
explanation;
so as many of you have noticed i am not writing any new chapters/imagines/images for any of my fanfictions and i have not updated my book 2 to this his wings series. well that's for a very good reason, and i have noticed you guys are asking why i'm gone and you're hoping that i make a return and honestly as of this moment i cannot say when i will be back to writing. i don't want it to be too long though.
now the reason i'm sharing these screenshots of a conversation between me and my sister about her boyfriends marcus' friend jack is because it's why i haven't been writing. a lot of drama has gone down, and i've done things i'm not proud of and i lied to two very important people to me and i need to tell the truth.
so, i snuck out of the house to meet this jack and it didn't happen. now i don't wanna go in depth about the whole thing there cause it pisses me off badly that i could ever do something so stupid and pathetic, but i did lie to my parents about it and i have honestly never felt worse about myself. for those of you who don't know my parents are my whole entire world, they're my grandparents but they raised me damn good way better then what i was acting- and i call them mom and dad cause they are.
well now jack is threatening me, not a harmful threat but a threat to tell my parents- my mom and dad that he is and i quote 'fucking me' and i was just on the phone with my sister and all of a sudden he takes the phone from her and starts speaking to me saying "Hey, hey, hey, heyyyyyy what would happen if I told your parents how I've been dicking you down." and i sat straight up and said very harshly but classy "Listen closely mother fucker if you ever talk to me or come near me again I will cut your dick off." he then asked me "Why did you tell everyone I was in a gang." to which i hung up.
then my sister called me and we talked and she told that "you aren't talking to my goddamn parents ever." when he said he wanted to talk to my mom and then she told him that i said "if he ever utters a word to my momma he gonna get his penis cut off." i tried to stay calm because my mom was near me but i fully lost it over text ^ as you can see.
i have a lot of drama with them right now, and i am working at an arbys and i really just don't feel like i have the patience for much of any thing to do with jack, marcus, or my sister and that's sad to be honest. and yes i brought this all on by playin around and texting with jack, but for him to take it to another level and say you're fckin me? like obviously i'm me and i hate your ass badly now but fuck off.
i am sorry for not writing much anymore and to post this out of nowhere and not post a new chapter but i can't think straight right now, and i seriously wanna jump back into writing but my public image manager and my manager said that i need to take a break from everything and be with my family, and friends.
i love all of you guys so much, and the love and support i have gotten from you guys is unreal and i truly do mean it when i say- this isn't the last of me.
i will come back, different. stronger, wiser and more grown then i have ever been. and i hope you guys can respect my choice.
sincerely, nakia darlene.