I feel oddly content and I have been for a while now is that selfish of me? To be happy? While the people around me struggle? I'm not sure but right now I want to be selfish and enjoy every single moment because I'm
problem-free and It brings tears
of joy to my eyes, this is new.
I feel so very relaxed almost to the point that it
bothers me
why?
probably because the people around me aren't happy and I
feel undeserving of my happiness and that
bothers me but
as I said, I'm happy.
Not to be confused with having my life together though, oh no, most definitely not. I am truly all over the place and I probably still have underlying issues but at the end of the day I'm
Happy and
ecstatic and
relaxed and
excited but I
worry. I still stress and stress isn't good, you know why? because stress makes you unhappy and if I'm unhappy I won't be happy and that's not good.
Look, you see, I get worked up and one thing leads to another and suddenly I'm not ok anymore but you know what? it's ok, why is it ok you ask? because sometimes things happen and no one can always be happy 24/7 so remember to
breathe. please.