Jimin's POV
Jungkook slowly pushed his index finger inside me, it was such a strange and unfamiliar feeling.
"Is it okay?" He asked anxiously and I blushed but nodded, it was okay, not great but okay...
I bit my lip in discomfort as he pushed another finger inside, "You're frowning, does it not feel good?" He began to panic and I managed a small smile, "it's fine, I know it hurts a little the first time, you're fine Jungkook." I reassured him and he nodded.
I felt him slowly easing his fingers in and out, turning them and spreading me apart, a small groan escaped my throat and even I was shocked, "Is it okay now?" He asked and sped up a little.
"Ah~ Yeah Jungkook it's good." I breathed and squeezed my eyes closed, I felt his free hand grab my thigh, he pushed it up and rested his hand in my knee pit, almost folding me in half.
I reopened my eyes to be met with his widened doe eyes, scanning my body with wonder while keeping his fingers moving, his face was bright red and he was already sweating a little, he looked almost terrified.
"Jungkook, don't be nervous it's okay, you can probably, you know, now..." I cleared my throat slightly and looked away from his eyes. He pulled his fingers out and I heard him open the bottle of lube again, I looked back to see him coating his erection in the substance.
A warm feeling pooled inside me at the sight and I subconsciously whined making him look up at me in shock, he blushed more before trying and failing to hold back a proud grin.
"Are you sure I can go in now?" He asked once more and I hesitated but nodded my head, "Yeah, just do it okay..."
I felt him at my entrance and watched as his eyes looked down at my ass. The first part hurt the most, I winced in pain as he stretched me, pushing in slowly, "J-Jungkook-Ah! It hurts~" I whined with tears pooling in my eyes and he frowned in sympathy, his eyes flicking between my own.
"I'm sorry, do you want me to stop?" He asked frantically and I shook my head, "no it's okay keep going, I know it hurts the first time, but it should start to feel better... right?" I asked and he looked even more scared, "I don't know Jimin I've never done this before either!" He huffed and I managed to laugh a little.
"Maybe we should've been more prepared... but it's fine, keep going it's okay." I smiled and he still looked worried but continued to push himself into me anyway.
Once he was fully inside he let out a strained groan, "see, you've been so worried about me but how is it for you Jungkook-ah~" I smirked at him slightly and he licked his lips, staring down at me, his eyes hooded and glistening with a new emotion I'd never seen on him before.
"Hyung~ so good, so tight..." he managed to mumble out and I blushed, "you can move." I nodded and he didn't hesitate to slowly pull out and push back in, "Ah~ mmm... f-fuck Jungukkie~" my words became more and more slurred and mumbly as he went faster.
It still stung a little but it felt so good... not even just the pleasure that sex itself brought - the fact that this was happening with Jungkook right now... I finally had him with me and we were actually making love to each other, truly showing one another how strongly we felt.
"I love you~" I couldn't help but say it even as I was moaning and whining, the look on his face was so beautiful, he was blushing and grinning and he froze for a moment, "I love you too Hyung."
"Jungkook keep going." I huffed and he snapped back into reality, "you distracted me!" He defended and I laughed but was cut off as he snapped his hips forward and pushed into me, "Fuck!"
"Oh Sorry was I a little too hard Hyung?" He asked sarcastically and I pouted, "no. You just caught me off guard, I can take it." I raised a challenging eyebrow and he squinted his eyes with a smirk.
"How much can you take, huh Jimin-ssi?" He teased and I scoffed, "more than you'd think Jungkook-ssi." Now that I'd gotten used to the pain I really thought I could take a lot more than he'd expect.
"Hm how about we test that?" He sat up further and grabbed my other thigh, pushing it up and now fully folding my body in half, "god I love that you're so flexible..." he admired me and I blushed, "Stop it and just fuck me Jungkook." I practically ordered him and he gulped.
"Okay Hyung. You asked for it." He raised an eyebrow before slamming into me, I choked out a moan but he didn't stop, he rammed in and out of me at an almost inhuman pace all while groaning and grunting himself.
I was practically screaming at the pleasure mixed with the sting of being ripped open, but he didn't show any signs of stopping. His muscles were all tensed and his skin was beginning to glisten as he got sweatier.
"Fuck Hyung it's so good!" He groaned and I nodded, not trusting my voice to work through all the moans, "I'm already close Jimin-Ah!" He warmed and I bit my lip as I felt the warm pooling sensation in my abdomen.
"M-me too! S'okay!" I panted and he suddenly collapsed onto me, no longer holding my thighs up but resting over me, arms either side of my head as his chest was the thing keeping my thighs folded against me.
He kept thrusting quickly making me wonder how he had this much stamina, I instinctively brought my hands up to tug on his hair and pulled him into a messy kiss, "m'gonna cum Hyung~" he groaned against my lips and somehow sped up further, his thrusts becoming more erratic as he chased his high.
All my noises got caught in my throat as my body strained and I released onto my own chest, "Kook-Ah!" I squealed as I relaxed, he suddenly rammed into me one final hard time and paused inside with a deep groan.
I felt him fill me and sigh in content, "I love you so much..." He breathed as he rested his now sweaty forehead against my own, "I love you so much too." I grinned, his chest heaved and he slowly pulled out of me.
I almost whined as he left me feeling empty and I could feel his cum oozing out of me, "we should clean up..." I mumbled, feeling uncomfortable as my chest began to get sticky.
He leant back up onto his knees and wiped his forehead with his t-shirt from the floor, "I'll get some tissue... we can go shower in a minute if you want?" He asked shyly and I grinned, "Yeah, I'd love to shower with you. But first let me thank you for that properly."
I grinned as I used him to pull myself up and push my lips into his, I took control and made sure to show how thankful I was through the kiss itself, when we pulled apart he took a moment before his eyes fluttered open and he let out a deep breath.
"How are you so good at everything Hyung... and how do I have the privilege of you loving me?" He looked genuinely curious, not as though it was a rhetorical question and I felt butterflies at how he looked at me.
Just the look in his eyes, it made me feel so loved, like I truly was the most precious and important thing to this gorgeous boy in front of me.
"It's no privilege Jungkook, we were lucky enough to have gone down this path together. Besides, you're the one that's good at everything Kook-ah." I giggled and he sighed.
"I love you."
"I know, you've said." I teased and he pouted, "but I love you too."
He stood up to grab the tissues and wiped up the majority of my cum from my chest and what was left of his that was still coming out of me...
"Now lets go shower." He pulled me to stand up and my legs gave way the second I was on my feet, he caught me before I hit the floor and I begun laughing, "What? What happened?" He questioned as he frowned in worry.
"It hurts to stand Jungkook... you fucked me too hard! What the heck am I gonna do about practice? This better feel better by tomorrow." I sighed before giggling a little and trying to stand up again.
My legs were shaking and my lower back hurt a little but Jungkook helped keep me stable, "sorry Jiminie-Hyung." He apologised sweetly and helped me put one of his robes on me before doing the same himself, the nearest bathroom was right outside his door but we weren't gonna risk walking out into the hallway naked.
"It's okay, I told you I could take it..." I laughed embarrassedly and he smirked, "and you took it very well Hyung, you just gotta deal with the repercussions..." he laughed and I smacked him lightly.
He lead me out the room and we slipped into the bathroom without being seen, "I'll run us a bath instead of making you stand in the shower yeah?" He asked and I nodded, lifting myself up to sit on the counter next to the sink.
He felt the water to make sure it was running the right temperature before turning to face me, he came and stood between my legs and put his hands on my waist.
I smiled softly and leaned forward to capture his lips in my own in a gentle and loving kiss. My arms hung loosely over his shoulders and he rubbed his thumbs against my hips under my robe.
"Come on let's get in now." He suggested and lifted me off the counter with ease. I stripped off my robe and didn't fail to notice the way Jungkook scanned my body and blushed as if we hadn't just had sex.
"Stop staring, silly." I pushed his chest lightly and he broke into that gorgeous smile, before untying his robe and leading me into the bathtub. He sat in and placed me between his legs with my back against his chest.
I couldn't help but sigh at how relaxed I felt immediately, Jungkook's arms snaked round my waist and his hands rested on my stomach as I leant further back into him.
"This is nice~" I sighed and he kissed the top of my head, "Yeah, I'm so happy Hyung..." he breathed blissfully and I closed my eyes, soaking in the warmth of the water and his body alike.
"So am I, lets hope everything stays this great, yeah?" I rubbed his thigh under the water and he nodded against me, "I really hope the company doesn't freak out... and if a time comes where we can make our relationship public, then I hope the fans don't all leave us." He sighed slightly less blissfully and I sat up.
I struggled to turn and face him in the bathtub and immediately held his hand in my own, "Don't worry too much about it, whatever happens happens, plus you've seen the fans, a large number of them support us already..." I laughed a little and he blushed.
"Yeah but I've also seen the fans who want me to be with Tae, or you with Yoongi, or any of the other guys..." he sighed and sank further down into the water, I squirted some soap onto my hands and began to rub his chest, "Hyung I can wash myself..." he blushed and tried to push my hands away.
"I wanna wash you... but about those other fans, I still feel like they wouldn't just abandon us, they might support a different ship but that's just because of their theories... so when they find out the theories are wrong they can't be mad right? Maybe a little upset for a while but I'd like to think our fans are better than that." I explained and he sat up further again to help me wash himself.
"I guess, but I feel like theories would go even further if we said we were in a relationship, people will see moments of Tae looking upset just like at the restaurant and think that it's because he's jealous of our relationship because he wants to be with one of us. When that's clearly not true but fans won't know that." He frowned and started to look like a child throwing a paddy.
"Kookie look at me." I said sternly and he looked up to me with a small pout, "We won't be able to change what some people think but I know for a fact that the true fans- the only ones that matter, will stand with us no matter what. We're happily in a relationship Jungkook, we aren't hurting anyone and most fans will see that. They're ARMY Kook..."
He hesitated before exhaling and nodding slightly, "Yeah, I just wish we wouldn't lose any fans... the Hyung's shouldn't have to lose fans because of us... but you're right we can't exactly do anything about it, we deserve happiness too, right?" He smiled a little and I rolled my eyes.
"Of course we do Jungkook, you deserve all the happiness in the world, you do so much for our fans and make so many thousands- even millions of people happy every day. It's our turn now Kookie, enjoy your happiness no matter what anyone else says to you." I reassured him and he pulled me into a kiss.
"Thank you Hyung, let's finish washing up and get out, the water's starting to get colder..." I nodded and we finished washing quickly, he got out first and wrapped himself up in his towel, before grabbing one for me once I got out.
I giggled as he trapped my arms and wrapped me up like a burrito before pecking my nose softly, "cutie~" He cooed and pushed me out the door.
"Yah! Did you two really just shower together?" Taehyung called from down the hallway and Jungkook blushed, "no! We bathed together~" I winked and he made a grossed out expression making me laugh, "get used to it TaeTae. Love ya~" I grinned and waddled into Jungkook's room with him following behind.
"That was embarrassing." Jungkook whined, "no it wasn't it was funny, the guys know and they're fine with it Kookie, stop worrying so much, I love you." I spoke sincerely but he just burst out laughing.
"I can't take you seriously when you look like that." He laughed more and I pouted, "I was trying to make you feel better!"
"Well it worked." He continued giggling and I couldn't help but laugh along with him, I waddled around a little to make him smile brighter.
I'm so glad I get to be the reason he smiles that way.
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Woooooop first smut in the story!
I couldn't help but end it fluffy I'm sorry it's what I love, but I hope you're enjoying the storyyy!
I don't know how much more to write for this?
Should I keep it going for a while after they've spoken to the managers and stuff or do you think it'd be a good stopping point once they tell the fans? Because that's what I'm thinking, but if anyone really wants anything specific thennn I might keep it going I dunno...
Don't get me wrong I'm not saying like it's gonna end next chapter or anything I'd say there's still at least 5 chapters maybe
I just don't wanna ruin the book by making it last too long 🤷🏼♀️