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5 months later
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I opened my eyes and I just realized that it's morning.
I don't wanna stand up.
I'm exhausted. And DEPRESSED.
I'M GONNA DIE.
I've been to the hospital many times 1 month ago.
Not for me. For my mum.
She had a heart attack. Of course you know why.
Ciggaretes, alcohol, drugs.
And... NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
She died last month.
She just died.
She left me alone.
I'm trying not to cry ALL THE TIME, I don't know what do to, I didn't tell any of my friends about this... perfect.
And the best thing? Marcus is not here!
Five months ago we started our relationship again.
He's just perfect and I must admit that he's the most important person in my life. I couldn't do this without him.
But our school organized an exchange-students program. Some students and teacher went to another country, Slovenia, for one month and some students
from there came here too.
And teachers chose MARCUS to accompany them 'cause he's young.
We've been calling and texting during this month but I'm not that strong to tell him about this.
I know it sounds stupid but what am I supposed to tell him? "Hey Marcus my mum died"?! And I do not want him to understand that I ask him for help like giving me money etc. I don't know what to do. I must make up my mind.
Remember that this was my step mother. My real mother is in Helinski.
OF COURSE I DON'T WANNA LEAVE MARCUS BUT I'M HELPLESS.
NO MONEY?
NO FOOD.
NO FOOD?
NO HEALTH.
NO HEALTH?
DEATH.
School is finishing soon and I must go to a college. I know it sounds crazy but Marcus changed me. I wanna go and study. Also I must find a job.
But since I find one, WHAT I'M GONNA DO?
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//Annie💛
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