He was looking at my eyes.
Marcus; Why are you saying this?
Me; I just told you that my step mother hits me and you didn't got shocked or something.
Marcus; Yeah. It wouldn't change anything.
Me; You're right.
No one talked.
Me; Mr Marcus?
Marcus; Yeah?
Me; Can you promise me something?
Marcus; What?
Me; You won't tell anyone about this. About my step mother.
He nodded.
Marcus; Be sure.
Me; Okay. Happy to hear that.
He nodded.
Marcus; So... Um.
Me; Next question?
Marcus; Yeah anyway I also wanna tell you that... um.
Me; What?
Marcus; Your marks are really bad... So I decided-
Me; No no no.
Marcus; You should come here every day after school and then I'll help you with your homework and your behaviour.
Me; NO WAY!
Marcus; It's the only solution. Both your behaviour and your marks are really bad.
I stood up angry.
Me; Okay I think you misunderstood me. I'm not this type of student who's studying all day etc. It was nice to talk to you but I've set some limits in my relationships with teachers.
Marcus; I'm just trying to help you. Your life will be improved.
Me; I like my life. I don't want you to change it!
He didn't reply.
I looked at his brown eyes for last time and I left.
What an asshole. He thinks that he can change me.
Well. He's wrong.
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Morning
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l woke up and I got dressed quickly.
I the packet of ciggaretes with me and I went to the living room.
I saw my mom drinking alcohol.
And yeah it's just 8:00AM.
Mum; You'll go and but something from your mommy.
Me; No. Not again.
Mum; Three packets of crack.
Me; Leave me alone.
She looked at me ironically.
Her sweat hair and her tired body made me feel digusted.
I opened the door and I left for school.
I grab a ciggarete but then I saw Leah and Mia coming closer to me.
Mia; Give me to me.
She laughed and she grabbed the ciggarete.
Leah seemed embarrassed.
Me; Hey Leah want some too?
Leah; Um... No... I wanna stop smoking.
Me; Bullshit.
Mia continued smoking, ignoring her.
Leah; I'm just coughing all the time and I wanna quit this habbit.
Me; Aw the baby is coughing.
She got annoyed.
I ignored her.
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//Annie💛
#mmimagines