My Secret Love Song

By acrum12

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Hailey Malik life seems great, living with One Direction and having Zayn Malik as an adopted brother. Even co... More

My Secret Love Song
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Authors Note :)
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Author Note
I'm Back!
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15 <3
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Reminisce
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58

Chapter 40

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By acrum12

hello there! Its your author speaking to tell you that this is chapter 40, and you should read it!

Dedicated to Kacie0915 for her amazingly hilarious comment. I read it to my mom and we laughed for like 5 minutes! LOVE YOU!

READ ON MY LOVES! 

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Hailey’s POV

We all stood is silence for a second. Harry was just standing in the doorway taking in my condition. Zayn tensed taking a tighter grip on my injured hand, causing me to wince slightly but no one was looking at me. It was extremely awkward.

Zayn was glaring at Harry, Liam was just not looking at him all together instead starting at my IV in my hand playing with my fingers. Louis was looking back and forth from Harry to me to Zayn and back and Niall was standing next to Harry, he must have gone to get him.

“Hailey.” Harry said quietly after a couple of minutes with a nod. Gosh this was awkward! I would do anything to get out of this situation. Why couldn’t I be back at my dorm in college when everything was simple.

That’s when it started. I felt a weird feeling start to travel up my neck and took my hand from Liam’s to reach around to see what it was. I placed my hand on the back of my neck and that’s when it hit. It was like a fire spread through every inch of my head, reaching every last nerve.

“Hailey?” I heard Liam ask hesitantly.

I just whimpered out in pain, falling back onto the bed and taking my other hand from Zayn to grip my head in both hands, as if that would help. I kept getting these repeated and random shocks of pain throughout my head always in a different place. If felt like someone was stabbing me over and over again. That’s when I realized that these were the headaches I would be dealing with forever.

I wanted to stop oh god I wanted it to end. This was no headache, it was like torture. I felt tears prickle at my eyes and slowly drip down as my whimpers became louder and more frequent. I noticed Zayn was on his feet now, looking at me in complete horror as well as Liam. Louis rushed to my bed side and looked down at me shocked and confused.

“What’s going on?” I heard Harry ask frantically sounding incredibly worried..

“We have no idea, she didn’t want us to know her injuries.” I heard Niall tell him, taking the other side of my bed next to Liam.

“Ow, ow, ow.” I whispered out as the pain increased. Why the hell where they all just standing there! “Fuck!” I got out.

“Hailey? What’s going on.” I heard Zayn say, once again on the brink of tears. Each word felt like a clap of thunder in my head. I felt my own tear flow increase and my hands start to shake from the grip on my head and the immense pain my whole body was going through.

“Get a nurse, for gods sake.” I said, pointing to the button above my bed. Someone quickly reached out and punched it, and a minute later they were all being pushed away from the bed. I saw a nurse above me and heard her whisper.

“You need to take this for me ok? It will make it go away.” I thanked god and quickly opened my mouth and let her put a pill in my mouth, swallowing the water she gave me after in a rush.

“Give her five minutes boys, alright?” I heard her say before she walked out. I felt all the boys resume their positions around my bed, barely breathing and keeping up the utter silence, just staring at me.

As the nurse promised, the pain slowly started to die down, and after five minutes it was gone. I sighed dropping my hands and sitting up slowly. I felt back to normal, those pills are amazing. I have a feeling they will become my new best friends.

All the boys were just staring at me, and I was just staring right back. So I decided to say something. “Well hi.”

“Care to explain what just happened, Hails?” I heard Liam say, and I turned my head to look at him.

“Nope.” I said simply, moving around my pillows to lean back on.

“You are going to have to tell us eventually Hailey.” I heard Niall say. I looked in his eyes and saw something there. It was like his eyes were pleading with me. I looked into each boys eyes, taking care to skip over Harry who hadn’t talked since he said my name, and saw the same exact thing.

I sighed. “I don’t want you all to worry to much about me.”

“Sorry Sisi, that’s kind of our job.” He said, wiping some of the wetness off my cheek, taking a seat as did the others, Liam in his chair, Niall and Louis on either side of my feet, and Harry simply sitting on the floor looking up at me.

“Well apparently in the crash… you know the head rest, the metal part that actually goes into the chair?” They all nodded. “Well that thing popped out and stabbed me in the neck, right here.” I explained pointing to the point I was assuming it hit, exactly where the pain started. “Apparently it messed up some of the nerves there. And it causes these really, really painful headaches like the one I just had.”

They all stayed silent until Harry broke it. “How long until you stop having them?” He said quietly. All the boys looked at me expectantly, hopefully even. I looked down in shame – I wanted to give them good news. I really did, but I knew better than to lie.

“Forever.” I mumbled. I heard them all gasp, Niall choking on the glass of water he had brought in when he had gotten Harry.

“F-forever? Like always?” I heard Niall stumble over his words.

“Yeah, but its not that big of a deal. I mean those pills work in 5 minutes, maybe less if I take them earlier. Nothing to worry about.” I said, but even I knew that wasn’t true. They were going to hurt, and probably happen a lot.

“You know it’s a big deal Hailey! You looked like you were about to die!” Louis said, stumbling on the word die.

I sigh. “I know, but come on. I just survived my car being flipped over by a truck. I can take a couple of headaches.” I said, trying to lighten the mood. Then I felt a wave of sleepiness take me over. “I think I’m gonna take a nap…” I told them trailing off to yawn. They all chuckled at me and nodded, every boy but Harry kissing my forehead before I feel into a wonderful abyss of sleep.

Harry’s POV

Hailey slowly drifted asleep and I feel backwards, hitting my head on the floor as I did so. I closed my eyes and sighed. She was even worse than I thought. She looked so beat up and broken, especially when that headache hit her. I wanted to take away that pain but I couldn’t. And its going to happen forever – I’ll never be able to help her.

“Poor Hailey…” I heard Niall mumble, running a hand up and down her leg while she slept.

“That’s an understatement.” I spoke from the floor sitting up again to look up at them. “How’d she take all of us coming?”

“She forgave Zayn, Niall and I.” Louis told me. “Obviously, Liam has been talking to her for a couple of weeks so he was all good. But I’m going to guess you have a little more work to do Styles.”

“Or just don ‘t do anything and stay away from my sister.” Zayn threw out there sending a short glare my way.

“I’m going to earn her trust back.” I say confidently to him. I sigh, “I want her to be mine again.”

“I gave you a chance already Styles and you totally fucked up my sister’s heart and like which lead to screwing her up physically like right now.” He looked at his baby sister sadly. “If it wasn’t for your stupid lie she would have been in London with us and this would have never happen. Headaches for the rest of her life.” He looked back at me. “Don’t think for a second I’m going to let you do that to her again.

“It won’t. I won’t hurt her this time. I’ve tried to explain Amy pulled ME into a closet. I was drunk and horny, its all my fault but it will never EVER happen again.” I said, I had been trying to explain my self ever since I told them. But of course they wouldn’t listen.

“And why should I believe that bullshit.” He asked, voice quick and chopped.

“I love her.” I told him without missing a beat, standing. “I love her so fucking much. Its either her or nobody.” I say looking at her longingly. “I need her, I’m going to do anything I can to earn her back. I’m not giving up on this.” I say firmly walking over to brush my fingers lightly over her face.

“You’re going to have to earn mine first, you prick.” Zayn mumbled out.

I faced him. “I can do that.” Hopefully….

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