- yuqi.
it was 2 years, 2 years since the love of her life left her for good. of course she doesn't want to believe it. she never did. but she knew he left her, and she couldn't do anything. she can't sleep, can't eat, she doesn't come out of her room. only when her members ask her to. she has lost a lot of weight, and her eye bags are darker everyday. she wanted him, she needed him. she could die soon if she lived on with this lifestyle.
she can't talk, she won't talk. her mouth would only open with a yes or no. she thought, maybe he left just for his parents. but when news reached her, and she realised he was getting married. her heart broke, into the tiniest pieces. she lost contact with him, she never wanted to see him. she doesn't get out of her room, she's always there. her members start to worry more and more, but they couldn't do anything about it. and she always reassured them that it is okay.
but she did realise one thing, this wasn't a mistake. maybe this was an experience. for her, at least. she felt empty without him. maybe if she wouldn't have met him, she'll be okay. if she wouldn't have to love him , she'll be okay. if she wouldn't have to care too much, she'll be okay. but that's the thing about her, she always cares too much. even for people that don't care for her. she realised, enough is enough. and she doesnt want to fall in love every again. she understood that,
it would be better if she kept it as a secret secret.