<P>''Nathan.'' I moaned loudly, wanting him to quickly remove the pain he was sticking inside of me.<BR><BR><BR>''Stop struggling.'' He ordered in an annoyed manner, paying all his attentionto my lips.<BR><BR>I winced in pain when he removed the needle from my bottom lip, making me tremble slightly.<BR><BR>''I can't believe I let you pierce my lip.'' I groaned, keeping my mouth open at the taste of blood. </P>
<P>He chuckled and turned away from me making me roll my eyes, he turned back to me with a stud in his hand. Never let anyone pierce your own lip, I'd rather have payed £20 pound at a piercing shop than let my boyfriend leave my lip in pain, but he insisted, like the good hearted person he is he jumps at the chance of sticking a needle through a part of his girlfriends face.<BR><BR><BR>Nathan smirked as he pulled my lip further to him, only making my face ache even more than it already did, I swear to God if my face turns out demented I will end up pushing him off a cliff, head first. ''Shit!'' He spat, his face looking worried, I widened my eyes in panic. ''Joking.'' He laughed, winking straight at me. <BR><BR>''I really do wonder why I don't hurry up and dump you.'' I joked, pulling away from him when the stud went in.<BR><BR>''Because you love me.'' He sang like a little kid who just got his favourite ice-cream. I watched as his eyes formed into sad ones and he sat down in front of me on my bed. <BR><BR>''Does Jelly not love NatNat?'' He asked, tears coming into his eyes. I hated him for that, he could make himself cry so easily I guess it's a gift.<BR><BR>''No.'' I said sternly, obviously joking.<BR><BR><BR>''Jelly make NatNat sad.'' He whined in an upset tone and fell back onto my bed. He always called me Jelly, weird I know. My name's Angelica but Nathan calls meJelly for some odd reason, who knows what's going on in that boys mind.<BR><BR><BR>I sighed and pushed myself up from the chair I was sat on and fell down on top of Nathan.<BR><BR>''Jelly loves Nathan forever.'' I told him, pushing a hand through his mess of blonde curls, which automatically fell back onto his pale face. Nathan was always quite a pale person which I teased him about a lot, he's tall as well with a smile to die for and acid blue eyes. He's not the mot hottest guy in the world il admit but im blessed to even have him as a friend, yet alone a boyfriend.<BR><BR><BR>''Does Jelly love NatNat more than swiss roll?'' Nathan interrupted my serious thinking with his lame question.<BR><BR>''Jelly thinks NatNat's a weirdo.'' I replied, a laugh escaping from my lips. Nathan frowned which only made him look so much more attractive than he did before.<BR><BR>''If Jelly doesn't love NatNat more than swissroll, NatNat may have to tickle Jelly all over.'' He whispered, pulling my body further to him. <BR><BR>I dropped my hand from his hair and pressed my head into his chest. ''I love you more than swissroll.'' I declared, Nathan knew I had an obsession with swissroll it's like my drug so he was probably honored to hear I love him more than my drug, it's silly realy but we always act like this were not really the serious type of people. Nathan's like a child, he could make the mot saddest, serious news into something funny. He never takes anything seriously but that's what I love about him, I need someone like that to save me from my serious ways. <BR><BR><BR>Im sort of a people pleaser and a bit of a rule follower, ok so a lot of a rule follower. I never stay up past 9pm, I dress appropriately, I pray 3 times a day and im always organised. Im not really the type for parties or even celebrations like christmas. I play along though, try my best to follow the crowd, Nathan's the only person who actually knows the person I hide inside of me, he's like the extra chocolate to my swissroll if that makes sense. He seems to make everything better and if you knew me you would know that it takes a lot to make me feel better. Nathan's actually the only one who knows about my past, people in my college just think of me as the serious, quiet type of person but I really am a happy creature inside. </P>
<P>Infact I was Mrs happy go lucky until I reached year 11 in high school and that's all because of one person. My Dad's ex-bestfriend, I remember him doing things to me when I was little but I never thought about it until he became a supply teacher at my high school. My Dad moved our family away from our old neighbour hood when I was 10because of his bestfriend Alfie, he babysat me when I was younger and that's when things started to happen. Like when we played 'dress up' and he purposely watched me strip down to an inch of clothing, or when he touched me in places and told me who ever made a noise first lost the game but that's only because my parents were in the house, of course me being about six at the time how was I supposed to know what Alfie was doing was wrong?<BR><BR><BR>My Dad walked in on him 'playing that game' with me and Alfie never talked to my Dad again, my Dad's always been over protective since then. But in year 11 Alfie made his way into the school and had a fake teacher's job, I told Nathan everything since he was my friend at the time and I have never seen Alfie since then.</P>
<P> I still recognise his features though, the sick memories never leave my thoughts. I have Nathan to protect my now though, cool, laid back Nathan who would do absoloutely anything for my safety. Nathan told me if Alfie ever talks to me again he will murder himwith his own two hands, I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone but just knowing Nathan would do something like that for me makes me a little bit happier.<BR><BR><BR>''Jelly do you have doritos?'' Nathan asked longingly making me giggle. <BR><BR><BR>''I think so.'' I replied, tightening my grip arund him and taking in his comforting smell. I felt his hands push against me but I didn't release him, I held tighter wanting him to stay. He sighed and relaxed his body. ''NatNat needs doritos.'' He stated like it was a fact. <BR><BR><BR>''No, your breath will smell bad.'' I told him, a smile forming on my lips, I pushed myslf from him and walked over to the full length mirror, feeling an ache around my lips. My botom lip had a slight swelling from letting Nathan pierce it. I trust him though so I listen to everything he says, even when he said it wouldn't hurt I believed him. He lied. <BR><BR>''I think Jelly looks sexy with her lip pierced.'' Nathan called, coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist.<BR><BR>''Jelly thinks Nathan infected her lip.'' I mumbled. We aways refer to ourselves a someone else when in a childish mood. Nathan always says NatNat and Jelly instead of I and you so I copy his technique.<BR><BR>''Your a beautiful princess.'' He whispered into my ear, making me smile and a tremble of butterflies formed in my stomach.<BR><BR>I studied my silver stood that pressed against my red lips, I guess it was different I wouldn't call myself beautiful like Nathan always seems to call me. Im pretty normal if you ask me, I have red curls (more like frizz) and tanned skin, vivid green eyes that don't really do anything for meapart frommake me look about eight.<BR><BR>Nathan leaned lower and planted a kiss on my bush of red curls. ''Do you love me?'' I questioed him in all seriousness, I knew he wasn't going to say 'I love you' he never does he makes it out in a more silly way but I just like to hear it.<BR><BR><BR>''More than cherry pie.'' He answered and turned me to face him. His face changed into a serious one and I smiled as I thought he was about to declare his undying love for me. ''If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live with out you.'' He quoted Winnnie the Pooh, I make him watch it with me all the time I didn't know he actually payed attention to the words. I grinned and pulled him into a hug, wincing in pain when my lip accidentally hit his shoulder.<BR></P>
<P><BR>''You said my piercing wouldn't hurt.'' I whined in frustration and pulled away from him.<BR><BR>''And Rose told Jack she'd never let go.'' He informed me making me frown. <BR><BR>''She kept him in her heart.'' I responded like titanic and Roses dilemma of keeping Jack or letting him go was the easiest thing to understand ever. <BR><BR>''Not literally.'' He mumbled and turned away from me and made his way to the door.<BR><BR>''If you think your getting any doritos, your wrong.'' I announed, folliwing his footsteps down my house stairs. My parents had gone to some winter festival for my Dad's work.<BR><BR>''Doritos are like whores, theymake me happy.'' He revealed randomly.<BR><BR>''Your a dick.'' I joked as we reached the bottom of the stairs.<BR><BR>''Im your dick.'' He pointed out, stopping in the hallways when he realised what he just said. I burst out laughing and hugged him from behind. <BR><BR>''Silly Edward Cullen.'' I commented, making fun of his pale skin.</P>
<P><BR><BR>''Evil bitch.'' He pushed back at me, knowing i'd take it as a joke. Teasing eachother was in our daily routine. I walked in strides as he pulled me into my exquisite white kitchen, my arms still hooked around him, I let go when we reached the counter and stood on my tip toes to pull the doritos from the spotless white cupboard above the counter. Not one to brag or anything but my cleaning skills are above average. Im such a saddo I thought to myself as I grabbed the bag of doritos and opened them quickly. A hand reached around my waist and pulled on the bag. </P>
<P>''NatNat has to beg for a crisp.'' I told him in a 'Mum' tone. <BR><BR>He moaned and let go of the bag, I turned to see him on one knee. ''Is this a proposal?'' I asked ''Because if it is Iwant you to hire a talking dove to pay compliments to me for the magical effect.'' I demanded.<BR><BR><BR>''How romantically weird.'' He spoke. A smile formed on his lips as he put his other knee to the ground and held his hands out in front of me.<BR><BR>''Please, please, please can I have a dorito?'' He pleaded. I laughed at his stupidness and threw a crisp into his hand which he immediately pressed it into his mouth. For an eighteen year old boy he acted more like a five year old. I turned around and poured some doritos into an empty dish that was placed on the counter. I was about to eat a crisp when Nathan spoke. <BR><BR><BR>''Nu huh, no crisps for you, lip piercing's need soup and water.'' He told me and pulled the crisp from my hand. <BR><BR>''That's unfair, what about my daily swissroll? I regret this.'' I sighed, pointing slightly to my lip, I turned around with the bowl of crisps and handed them to Nathan.<BR><BR>''Karma's a bitch.'' He laughed, I watched as he left the kitchen and headed for the living room.<BR><BR>''So are you.'' I mumbled to myself and followed him like a lost puppy into the living room.<BR></P>