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Jennie's POV
We just got home from the post party earlier, and we really had fun, some of our friends are crying because were going to stay in US for two years, it will be too long though, but they understand it. That we should take some opportunity that is being offered to us.
Jisoo unnie is still not home, Seokjin oppa kidnapped her, lmao!
But I hope they can now settle everything, even though not as a lover, you know civil, no ackwardness and more comfortable atmosphere between them, just this day before we leave. I wish the best for them.
Earlier I can't drink a lot, I can sense Taehyung looking at me every second he could, and I can see sadness in his eyes, that made me question it.
"Why Tae, why?"
You didn't trust me, right? You left me that time. What that sadness mean?
Till now Im still thinking of what look he just gave me earlier.
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Its already 4AM, and someone knocked in our door, we didn't had a sleep cause we got home by 3AM our flight will be at 8:30AM we will going to leave here at 6:30AM.
"Unnie..." I said as I open the door.
And she went to me and hugged me.
The girls also went to us and join our hug.
"It hurts, girls... It hurts..." Unnie said while in the middle of tears.
Rosé went to our kitchen and get her a water, while me and Lisa guide unnie to our living room.
And let her calm down first before she share to us what happened.
"I don't know, if having a memory loss is an advantage to escape from reality or an disadvantage of losing someone..." Unnie started. "I admit, the first time I saw Jin again after I woke up from a month of being unconcious, I don't know anger are filling me up cause I remember him leaving me to go to military, but also seeing him again feels like a first time... I didn't even let him explain things for me... I judge him when I saw him again... And earlier, I don't know if I should feel good or not, feel good cause atleast somehow we ended it right... Or feel bad cause we finally let each other go?" Jisoo unnie said that made us all shocked.
"Unnie...." I trailed.
She just gave us a smile.
"Glad we made it, we made it to be okay. Again, this time. And maybe were not just for each other? Its not enough to stay if your both hurting each other. I badly want to be mad, I want to be mad in our situation but I chose to understand. Why do we need to suffer things like this? Aren't what we have when we started is not enough? We didn't saw this coming. A lot of things came. And I guess, the best answer for this is to let go. We need to trust fate for now..." Jisoo unnie said.
"Fate, unnie? What do you mean?" Rosé asked.
"Were currently on a game, game of fate, we can't find and try to search each other for two years, we can't have communication. What we did, didn't work. So by now, we need to trust "FATE" for it to work. For us to work."
"You sure unnie? Do your think its the right thing to do?" Lisa asked.
"For now. It is." Jisoo unnie said.
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Taehyung's POV
Were here sitting on our living room, Jin hyung also told us what happened to them. He's smiling when his sharing his story to us, but one thing for sure, he's not happy at all, his eyes say it.
Earlier, can't help but just stare at Jennie, I didn't even have some drinks, I just can't think properly, Im so stupid of not listening to her, for doubting her, for leaving her.
And now she's leaving, years will pass without us together, years will pass and it might change us forever. And I don't know If I can pass that years without her, but it made me think that I've done it before.
I live without her before, I survived before. But can I still survive this time? I don't know anymore.
Im devastated, and I don't know what should I do before they leave, before she leave.
Is this what we meant for Jennie? Is this already our endgame?
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(At 7:30 AM)
Blackpink spotted at Incheon Airport and their managers said that they will be leaving today for their America Career. They didn't share it publicly cause this will be more harder for the girls to leave while seeing BLINKS crying over their departure.
"Shit!!!!" I shouted.
"Why what happened?" Jimin asked me he just went out of his room.
"They are now leaving!!" I said I got panicked I don't know why.
"Leaving? Whommm?" Jungkook asked.
"BLACKPINK---"
"Let's go!!!" Jin hyung said and get the car keys, we just wear a bucket hat, a long padding, and a face mask.
Jin hyung drive as fast as he can.
"What are we even doing?" Jimin asked suddenly that made me or even them think.
"I don't even know also." Jungkook said.
"You need to talk to her, Tae." Jin hyung seriously said.
"But why?" Jimin asked.
"He's at fault right? I think Jennie deserve an explanation?" Jin hyung said.
"You got it right hyung, but how can she even talk to her?" Jungkook asked.
"Let's have some plan, maybe they are on their waiting area, and I know Jisoo once told me that, before they go to boarding area Jennie always go to the comfort room, sometimes without the other girls but just their manager unnie and two bodyguards. You can talk to her manager first, ask her to look for you two so that no one can see you both. Tell her that you just really need to talk to Jennie." Jin hyung said.
"I hope you'll make it Tae..." Jimin said.
I let out a deep sigh, this trip to airport is really for me.
I just hope Jennie will let me.
Let me please, let me talk to you, before I let you go.
"We'll wait for you in the parking lot, cause this will be a mess if we come with you." Jin hyung said.
"Now go, hyung!!!" Jungkook said.
I went out of the car go to the entrance that is not loaded by people. Once I enter the airport I look everywhere, I've been running here there and everywhere.
How can I found you in this million of people...
I almost gave up when I remember what Jin hyung said...
They are always on their waiting area... She always go to comfort room before she go to boarding area...
Gotchaaa!!! I need to go to the comfort room near their waiting area!!!
So slow Kim Taehyung, so slow.
I go to one of the comfort room I know, and I saw her manager unnie few meters away from the comfort room area, I run to her immediately.
She look at me confused.
"Taehyung?" She asked first.
She even recognize me.
"Noona, Im sorry, but where's Jennie?" I asked.
"She just leave a while ago to go to the comfort room." She said.
"Noona help me please... I just wanna talk to her before she left... I want to explain to her... Please noona help me, just before she leave for years, let me talk to her... Just this time Noona, I promise." I said. Pleasing her to let me talk to Jennie.
"Okay okay, their going to boarding area at 8:30 you still have 15 minutes to talk to her. Don't waste your time Taehyung. We gonna block some people to go in that area for your privacy." Manager Noona said.
"Thank you so much, Noona. I owe you a lot." I said and she just nod at me and tell the bodyguards about what we have talked and later on four guards arrived and secure the area.
"Go, move Taehyung." Manager Noona said.
"Thank you for this help, Noona. I owe you a lot." I said. She just smile at me.
***
I wait for her outside the girls comfort room, I lean my back on the wall and wait for her.
I also notice no people are coming in this area of the comfort room, its only me in the hallway. I saw her going out of the comfort room, and I called her that made her stop from walking.
"Jennie..."
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Jennie's POV
"Jennie..."
This voice I know this voice. Even though Im not looking at him. I know him and his voice made me stop, and hesitate to look at him.
But suddenly I feel a warm hug coming from my back.
"I miss you so much..." He whispered.
I miss you too Tae, but you're making this hard for me...
We didn't tell the fans that today is our flight cause we don't want us to see them crying for our departure cause sure thing it will be hard to leave them, they 're with us since '16 and now its going on a decade its hard to be away from them for years or two.
And having Taehyung here... Its way more complicated done it is.
"Sorry..." One word but brings a lot of emotion.
I can't hold my tears back, I can't hold my emotions back.
One thing for sure I just let my tears flow, let my heart feel what it deserves to feel.
I lean my head on his shoulders while still on his back hug
This embrace, this hug, this moment feels like home.
"Sorry for doubting you, sorry for not trusting you, sorry for leaving you, sorry for everything I did..." He said.
I wiped my tears and remove his hands from my waist and then face him.
"You don't have to be sorry, feel sorry and say sorry..." I said and met his eyes that full of sadness and he's crying.
"Im sorry---"
"I hurted you, and I deserved what you have done..." He shake his head like disagreeing on what I am saying. "Ssshhh... Its okay. Also sorry for the pain I gave..." I said I wiped his tears and gave him a small smile.
I don't want to leave you crying Tae...
"Its my fault... I didn't trust you... I should have trust you." He said.
"Its okay Tae, in one relationship there's a lot of ups and downs, sadly we just had experience too much down." I said and gave him a smile.
"Jen... Please... Don't leave me..." He pleaded.
"I need to Tae... Its not for myself, its for my friends, fans and family... Its for them... Im not here if not because of them..." I said.
"But please... Accept my apology..." He said.
"Your apology is already accepted even before you didn't say sorry... In my two months in New Zealand, time makes me think that, you did it for a reason. You saved yourself from my actions. And I understand you for that. It made me think that it just really meant to happen. Cause when things are meant to happen it will..." I said.
"So.. You are now really leaving...?" He asked and I just answer him with a nod. "It will be two years... Please promise me, Im still the one over those years..." He said.
I give him a smile first before I answer.
"I promise, but can you take a promise too? when someone already makes you and made you smile in that two years, please let your feelings for me go... Make that girl of yours feel your love... Cause one day will come and Im sure you'll also forget me..." I said and my tears are threatening to fall again.
"Jennie..." He trailed.
"I'd rather saw you happy in someone else than seeing you suffer everytime you're with me." I said and bow my head.
But he lift my chin up that made me met his eyes again.
"I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else." He said and pull me into a hug.
I'll miss things like this Tae.
I rest my head in his chest and I can hear his heartbeat.
"You heard that?" He asked me maybe his referring to his heartbeat. "That heart, beats only for you." He said and planted a soft kiss on my forehead.
Calling all the passenger of FLIGHT XYZ1630...
"So its a goodbye?" I asked.
"Nothing's good in good bye." He said that made me let out a chuckle.
"Ahmmm, so see you soon?" I asked again.
"Much better, please take care of yourself." He said and I nodded.
"You too." I said.
He hug me tightly.
"Thank you for forgiving me again and again." He said.
"I'll miss you." I replied.
"I love you." He said and let me go out of his embrace.
Thank you destiny, for this talk with him.
He planted on more kiss on my forehead and when he did that I close my eyes while smiling to feel the moment. Till next time, Kim Taehyung.
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Sorry in advance for this heavyyy chapter to handleee!!! Its worth the sleepless night though.