Chapter 75
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Yoongi
So
Yoongi
I'm bored
Yoongi
And no idea if it's a good idea to write this right now
Yoongi
But I'm not thinking with my brain right now
Yoongi
I'm pretty horny
Jimin
Uhm
Jimin
That's weeeeeird
Jimin
That's so weird
Yoongi
Sorry
Yoongi
I just
Yoongi
No idea what I was thinking
Yoongi
Just wanted to talk to you I guess
Yoongi
Not the best conversation starter
Yoongi
Btw
Yoongi
That's a super weird question
Yoongi
But did you watch any of my stuff
Jimin
Stuff?
Jimin
Oh
Jimin
No
Jimin
Kinda sad
Jimin
But I don't want the first time I see you naked to be on screen
Yoongi
That's weirdly sweet
Jimin
I'm so awkward right now
Jimin
You're horny
Jimin
How am I supposed to react?
Jimin
;---;
Yoongi
You don't have to react at all you know
Jimin
But isn't that mean
Jimin
Like I wanna react
Yoongi
Jimin
Yoongi
Seriously you don't have to
Yoongi
At all
Yoongi
I just decided to give it a try
Yoongi
See how you'd react
Jimin
But I didn't react well
Jimin
Someone else would have
Yoongi
I swear
Yoongi
I wanna hit you sometimes
Yoongi
It's totally fine
Yoongi
We said we'd take our time with it
Yoongi
And that's what we're doing
Yoongi
I'm probably going to continue giving you chances to do stuff with me
Yoongi
But you're not obligated
Yoongi
So please don't think of it like that
Jimin
I really want to you know
Jimin
I wish I could just throw my mind in a trash can
Jimin
There shouldn't be much of a difference
Jimin
So why do I feel so weird about this
Yoongi
Of course there's a difference
Yoongi
I have a dick
Yoongi
No boobs
Yoongi
And as much as I love gay jokes that also involve gender mix ups
Yoongi
I'm a guy
Yoongi
And that's not what you're usually attracted to
Yoongi
So stop beating yourself up over it
Yoongi
You could make bad jokes or something
Yoongi
Or tease me like you used to with selfies
Yoongi
I still have the one you sent where you look like you might be receiving a blowjob
Jimin
What the hell?
Jimin
Which one?
Jimin
What?
Yoongi
Yoongi
My treasure
Jimin
...
Jimin
Jimin
You really like my lips don't you?
Yoongi
Wait
Yoongi
Don't tell me you dyed your hair back to black
Jimin
Nah
Jimin
It's an older pic
Jimin
Here
Jimin
My hair is still there
Jimin
Yoongi
Good
Yoongi
I like the blond
Yoongi
The black is hot ngl
Yoongi
But the blond is softer?
Yoongi
And I like you being soft
Jimin
My hair doesn't change who I am ;---;
Jimin
What if I wanna dye it black again
Jimin
This is cute too
Jimin
Yoongi
No it's not
Yoongi
It's hot but not cute
Yoongi
Although the first pic with black hair was quite cute admittedly
Jimin
It probably doesn't have anything to do with the hair color
Jimin
More like I didn't take pictures that made me look cute
Yoongi
What about the first pic
Yoongi
That's also not really manly
Yoongi
And you did take it
Jimin
There is quite the funny story behind that picture actually
Jimin
I was teasing Jessie
Jimin
About how that's the face she makes when she doesn't want to swallow
Yoongi
...
Yoongi
I just laughed out loud
Yoongi
Omg
Yoongi
I swear
Yoongi
This is amazing
Yoongi
I keep going back to watch that gif
Yoongi
You just made my day
Jimin
That's good to hear
Jimin
Jimin
Here so you won't have to go back
Yoongi
I can't
Yoongi
This is great
Jimin
Yay we're no longer awkward
Yoongi
You were awkward
Yoongi
I'm not
Jimin
Pffff
Jimin
I'm never awkward
Jimin
You're awkward
Yoongi
Sure
Yoongi
Never mind
Yoongi
You know what
Yoongi
You're right
Yoongi
I was just going through some older albums
Yoongi
And ugh
Yoongi
Young me is bad
Jimin
Show meeee
Yoongi
Yoongi
That's Namjoon btw
Yoongi
The friend I told you about
Jimin
I don't know what I was expecting but that's not it
Jimin
Also where tf is whatever it is that bothers you?
Jimin
You look hot
Yoongi
Of course a child like you will like my childlike style
Yoongi
Typical
Jimin
._.
Yoongi
It's more about how I was trying to be cool and shit
Yoongi
Yoongi
I'm cringing
Yoongi
What is that?
Jimin
It's cute
Yoongi
Uh huh
Yoongi
Sure it is
Yoongi
But if you really think so you should really watch the porn I made
Yoongi
That's from that time
Jimin
I'll pass
Jimin
For now
Jimin
I'll probably check it out someday
Jimin
But I need to prepare myself mentally
Yoongi
That's totally okay
Yoongi
Okay I just came to the conclusion that maybe I just don't like my face from back then
Yoongi
Yoongi
Look at me thinking I'm cool
Jimin
...
Jimin
Are you trying to offend me or something by showing me these amazing pictures there is nothing wrong with and then insulting them
Jimin
Like if that's your cringy past don't even get me started
Jimin
Yoongi
Omg
Yoongi
That's so cute
Yoongi
You gotta up your game
Yoongi
Jimin
What happened to your hair
Jimin
I love this
Jimin
What is that
Jimin
At least we both had a glow up
Jimin
Just didn't grow
Yoongi
Apparently I did more than you
Yoongi
I'm still taller
Jimin
I just gotta wear higher shoes
Yoongi
As much as I find this conversation amusing
Yoongi
And before I can realize how huge of a mistake I have made by sending you my embarrassing childhood pictures
Yoongi
I should go shower
Yoongi
And other stuff
Yoongi
It's getting late
Jimin
Have fun
Jimin
And sorry again
Yoongi
It's okay Jimin
Yoongi
Totally okay
Jimin
Sorry >.<
Yoongi
Sleep tight!
Yoongi
And dream about me kay?
Jimin
I hope so
Jimin
Good night!
A/N
I'm feeling kinda down tbh
Anyone wanna chat with me?