I am 24 weeks pregnant I have been house bound which basically means I can't
leave the bungalow until our twins are born and to be honest I'm hating it I want
to get out but on a good note the nursery is done thank fuck I was starting to think
it won't be done till they twins are born. (Picture of nursey below).
O
h my god I'm so fucking board I hate this why couldn't I live above the shop at
least then I would of had things to do and people to talk to.
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It's not the afternoon the girls have been feed Abbie and Madalynn is having a
friend or 2 sleeping over tonight as its the weekend tomorrow thank fuck.
"How you feeling today" Jordon asks as he sits next to me while I put on Baywatch
the one which Dwayne Johnson, Jack Black and Kevin Hart.
"Still pregnant still house bound and still fucking pregnant" I say trying not to
sound to pissed off all Jordon does is try not to laugh.
"Auntie Fifi" Madalynn says
"Yes Maddie"I say
"Can we bake a cake for grandma" Madalynn asks
"Yes do you want to go with uncle Jordan to get things to make cakes" I ask
"Okay then hun " I say as Madalynn walks back to her room with her friend.
Abbie and Madalynn both seem like they getting to being with me and Jordan
which I'm happy about.
I'm not to sure if dad has found Lyssa but if Lyssa not care full she will loose
Abbie because Abbie been finding it hard she can't under start why her mom
would abandon her and her little sister I'm not to sure if Abbie and Madalynn
wants anything to do with her let alone seeing her but I do know that they
want her safe and well.
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I am now in bed doing my midnight messaging to dad, Beth,Mama Rose ,
Duane Lee , Lelandand Lyssa.
The only reason I'm messaging Lyssa is to let her know how her girls
are and what they been in the day as I feel like she should get informed
about Madalynn and Abbie after all she I'd there mom and it might
make her to come home and to get her life back on track and to have a
relationship with Madalynn and Abbie before its to late.