i want you to realize the pain i'm going through
it's like an animal in a cage
begging to be let loose
if i set it free,
i don't know what'll happen
maybe i'll finally break
to the very essence of me
no masks,
no makeup
no smiles
no sarcasm
no blocking people out
no pretending to be someone else
in truth
i'm scared of who i am
if i let the monster out,
with all it's rage
it might destroy everything
i might be helpless to control it
but i, might just want to let it
break
destroy
everything
and i'm just scared
of what it would do,
but if i don't let it out,
what i might become.