Looking at the beautiful models on the magazine, they were all gorgeous and beautiful. I looked at their long, toned legs. Their shiny hair, their long slim arms, they were all so beautiful, looking at me, there was huge weight difference, while I was so thin due to losing weight on purpose. They seemed to have a good weight and they looked healthy. There are no electronics allowed here, so I tried my best to get whatever information I want from magazines and books here, I searched the magazines to know what their body weight was but couldn't find any information about it.
Sighing, I stood up from the room where we are supposed to spend our day at. I walked to the nurse; Martha who was sitting on a corner taking care of everyone and decided to ask her, "Martha, I have a question". She looked up from her notebook and smiled at me, "sure what is it?" "I want to know how much do models weigh", I told her. She smiled then seemed to be thinking for a minute until she looked up at me,"I really don't know dear, I'll ask about it though". I smiled at her,"thank you", Then walked away to my room, waiting for my session with my psychiatrist.