Dear the girl that first kissed me,
I want start off by saying,
that I'm sorry for not befriending you .
Got close to each other, even shared a piece of gum.
You were my first unspoken friend.
We sat next to each other on the bus,
for a couple of days.
But it didn't last long,
as we parted our ways.
I still remember your dirty blonde hair.
So thick and long,
but none the less memorizing.
When you did it,
it shocked me.
I didn't know ,
how to respond or what to say.
I had kissed someone before,
and didn't like it.
I still felt the same,
way as you did it.
Especially,
since I didn't know why you did it.
I remember it,
playing in my head.
I was extremely disgusted by it.
Cause I had ,
religious assumptions pushed on me.
Now,
I know that they're not true.
But it still eats me at night.
I bet,
it doesn't even pass your mind.
At least I hope it doesn't.
I hope you found ,
where you stand.
That you're moving on with your life.
Please be happy, now that I'm not anywhere near you.
Sincerely,
the girl who left too much behind.