06/06/2019
Dear Future-self,
Have you ever regretted a decision you made in the near future? So far, my stay here in Naga city is quite well. But I miss home and also miss my old workplace. I mean southstar's system is a little bit of jumbo-mumbo and I cannot ken how I could make it a little bit better. Maybe I'm still adjusting to the transition from a well organized working system to a very disorganized working system. But nevertheless, I have not regretted anything that I did for myself. If I could redo it all, I'd still make the same decisions or maybe choose another much better company.
Maybe after my two-year contract for Southstar, I might venture on another field or probably try another company. And if in case, I could save enough money, I might pursue graduate studies. I am still conflicted of whether I should pursue medicine or clin pharm or masteral. But hopefully I can decide on the better option after my 2 year stay here. And hopefully, I can afford the tuition someday.
Also, I am really curious as to which part of my personality should I improve. Why is it that no one has ever asked me out? Am I intimidating to men or just physically unattractive? Or maybe I have an attitude problem? Which one should I improve more?
Hey guys, I'm sorry if I'm quite moody sometimes but who the hell can control PMS? When my menstrual cycle is near to its completion, I tend to have mood swings that I am aware of, but can hardly control. By this, I am apologizing in advance to the people whom I will sting with my poisonous and toxic self during my PMS. But rest assured it only happens for 7-14 days in a month, and fades away after menstruation. 😅
So yeah.
This is probably why men are staying away from me.
I'm quite bipolar. 😂
Well there's just so much that I could and couldn't do. And I'll just try to improve myself for the better.
Love,
Present-self (@22)