2019.
Promise I'm thinking . Overthinking quite a lot.
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Numb .
Empty
What am I even feeling?
Sometimes so full of life and sometimes to empty .
I just don't understand my omw feelings .
No matter how hard I try I still don't love myself I still hate myself . I try everything I promise I try to accept what I see and who I am. I want to look in the mirror and don't feel pain. I want to look in the mirror and feel like I'm good enough. I want to live•
I'm thinking about life I mean it's beautiful I finally see that. Love is beautiful friends are beautiful country's are beautiful and doing nice things is great. But no matter how much people tell me how pretty I am I just don't see it.
I want to see it I really do but I guess I'm just seeing the truth .