I miss terry:(
Ariella's pov
Today was the first day i actually got dressed in something that wasnt pajamas.
Lately all i ever do is lay down and reminisce the good times.
I was a very attached person. And i have a hard time believing someone was taken from this world and wont be back.
It took so long for me to accept that my parents weren't alive.
"You ready mamas?" I felt Oscar wrap his arms around me in a very protective way.
"Yeah." I mumbled quietly.
"Lets go."
We drove to Terry's viewing in silence. I haven't really had a conversation with people since the night we were told he didn't make it.
"Are you okay?" Oscar set his hand on mine as we parked in front of the church.
"No. But lets go." I sigh as i get out the car. I was struggling because of how pregnant i was now.
Oscar walked over to me and held my hand as we walked in.
There were people sitting in all rows. It felt good to know how much Terry impacted people.
I went to say hi to everyone. Especially Terry's family. I've met his mother a few times before she was actually very funny. I can see where Terry got his personality from.
Just looking at her made me emotional. She just lost her baby.
I started crying and she quickly pulled me into a hug.
"I am so sorry Mrs. Parker."
She just rubbed my back trying to calm me down. "Dont cry honey. Terry wouldn't want any of us to be sad." She smiled at me.
"Im sorry i couldn't save him." I wiped my tears.
"Baby." She looked at me with a sad face. "It is not your fault. What happened was something you had no control over. Dont blame yourself." She kissed my forehead.
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10 minutes later
"Bebe you can do this." Oscar pecked my lips as i stood up.
I stood up and walked to the podium.
I aint even gonna lie i was scared of talking to people. But this is family.
"Hello." I spoke softly into the microphone.
"My name is Ariella if you didnt know. I was was Terry's best friend." I spoke up as i glanced over at the people.
"Where do i even begin?" I laughed softly as i looked at the picture that was put up of Terry.
"Lets just say i was going through a lot. And Terry just came into my life and never left." I smiled.
"Before he was taken from us he told me that he was the sun. Even if you don't see it you know its there. And at first i thought he was just being cheesy. But he wasn't wrong. He truly brightened up my life. He helped make me love life." I tear up.
"If you know Terry you know that he will not fail to make someone's day. He will do anything to put a smile on your face. I love that about him. And it breaks my heart that my kids won't ever get to know how much Terry would've love them. But he will always hold a special place in my heart forever. Not only my heart but everyone in this room."
"Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for leading me to happiness. I love you." I looked at his casket.
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Oscar's pov
"I dont usually like talking about my feelings. But ummm... i wanted to share how much Terry means to me." I looked down at the paper with scribbled memories.
I looked over at Ariella who was smiling at me.
"When i first met Terry i noticed all the energy he had. I wasnt used to it." I laughed.
"I remember one time i was having a hard day. I took it out on him. And instead of getting upset at me for yelling he went to buy ice cream. He came back all excited and he handed me a tub of cookies and cream." I smiles just thinking about it.
"Then we just sat in the front porch of my house talking. Then i asked him why he chose to be my friend. I was so mean to him at times. Even i wouldn't want to be my friend. He just looked at me with the biggest smile and said 'you kinda cool." I laugh softly.
"Terry made me want to change for the better. There were days where life was so hard. And i look at Terry and he just manages to keep a smile on his face. How could he possibly be happy when life is getting hard. I wanted to have a positive outlook on life just like him."
"Terry was actually a very important person that came into my life. And i regret not telling him that i appreciate him. Terry you are the homie. I love you man. Rest up." I tried my best to hold back my tears.
-spookysblock
Sooo i know this chapter is a mess. We not gonna talk about it😭
Lemme brighten up the mood
SO IMA START DOIN THIS THING WHERE I'll put a funny meme at the end.
Just for shits and giggles🤪
O... you dont care? Ok