I am happy. Nate is the best thing that has ever happened to me and moving is the best decision I have made. I find myself very slowly learning to be alone. Yesterday I kept myself busy while Nate was working and that left me no time for self pity. I actually felt kind of good to be alone.
We are going to Arizona for our anniversary. It was his idea and I am beyond excited! Next week we are supposed to go to Carters house and have some drinks and crash, but I am actually considering asking Nate if he would like to go alone like for a guy trip. I can try to spend a night alone and allow him some time to mess around with his friends. I'm not sure yet, I tend to get panic attacks when I'm alone at night, but maybe I will be able to make that decision. If not, then I'll just go with him, but I just feel like I'm boring and awkward. I don't know, we shall see I guess! Until next time.
After Senior Year.
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