I sat at home waiting for cat to come back she'd been out for hours with jade and I was starting to get worried.
I decided not to text her or ring her though because I didn't want to be one of those over protective boyfriends.
so I decided to go my phone and have a bit of "me time" which some may think is disgusting but I'm human.
I started thinking about cat and how badly I wanted her and I started to get turned on quickly I tried not to get to excited but whenever I have "me time" I always think about cat and imagine things in my head.dirty things. things that I wish I could see but haven't yet.things that I could only dream about.
I looked on my phone and got my pictures up of her. the pictures only I'm allowed she knows about them but we never speak of them. she's not naked but shows some skin and that's all I need to make my "me time" get steamy. I thought about cat and our first kiss. this morning before her parents walked in. last night. I thought about every time her skin touched mine when she held me at night. when I knew she was mine. how much I loved her.
cats pov
I was with jade and she was in tears. beck and her had an argument and she'd tripped and badly hurt herself but couldn't get back up and beck wouldn't answer his phone.
"jade please this isn't good for the baby"
she stops crying a little but carrys on.
"I can't help it I love him so much I hate arguing with him."
"I know you do but listen he'll come round he's just going through alot his career , you and now the baby is soon."
"Yeah your right I was an idiot and I should apologize"
I rub her back as she slowly stops crying. beck slowly walked through the door with flowers and a box of chocolates.
"beck!" jade shouted getting up from the sofa and hugging him. well the best she could anyway with her large baby bump in the way.
"I'll leave you 2 to it then" I say getting up and heading out the door.
"thank you cat" jade says
"its okay" I smile then instead of phoning robbie I just walked home I needed some fresh air.
I walked in and went into the living room robbie wasn't there so I went to the bathroom he wasn't there either.
"robbie I'm home!" I screamed
"Cat!" he shouted and I ran into the bedroom were he called from.
"wait no cat don't come in here!" he screamed but I had already opend the door.
robbie grabbed a blanket and coverd his lower body.
"umm hey cat " he said awkwardly.
I looked at him his forehead was sweaty and he was shirtless.
I looked down at the blanket and were robbies hands were placed
"robbie what we're you doing?" I asked curiously.
"oh you know nothing"
I looked at his phone on floor and saw my pictures that robbie has on his phone that only he can have and him only.
"robbie were you...." I didn't even want. to say it
"me no"
"lift up your hands then"
"Why?"
"lift up your hands"
he gulped then slowly removed his hands to show the secret that lay beneath.
I giggled and bit my lower lip.
I walked slowly towards him as he sat up in our bed.
"Cat what are you doing?" he asked as I took my jacket off and threw it across the room.
I sat over him his erection hardening against me.
"C...Cat" he mumbled
I put my finger on his lips. then kissed him slowly. deepening the kiss.his hands his hands slipped on my back and gripped my shirt.
I pulled away and took it off throwing it behind me.
robbie stared at my bare chest hardening more against me.
he lied down and I put some wait on top of him kissing him hard. his fingers traced down my back bone. I giggled as he did it.
he slowly trailed down to my shorts and over my butt.
he rubbed it slowly with one hand. then grabbed it with two pulling me round him.he kissed my neck slowly and tenderly turning me on and making me moan in satisfaction.
I got up of the bed and took my shorts of then sat back on him like a koala.
he placed his face in my breasts and breathed out heavily. kissing them.he placed smaller kisses up my neck until he reached my jaw bone.
he trailed his hands down my bare body slowly.the blanket was the only thing covering his hard erection.
"wait cat close your eyes" he said then pushed me of him and got of the bed.
"can I open my eyes yet?"
"yep"
he had put a pair of boxers on and he had a small bow in his hand.
"What are those?"
"It's condoms do I need one or are we going to stop now.?" he asked awkwardly.
"we don't need one" I said looking down.
"because I'm on the pill"
robbies face lit up and he smiled. he clearly was waiting for this a long time.
I stood up stood in front of him. he played with my hair and his other hand hooked my waist and pulled me close to him.
"I love you" he said looking me straight in the eye
"I love you too robbie."
he kissed me softly neither of us moving.but then his hands trailed down my waist onto my waist.
my arms around his neck am my hands tugging at his hair.
he pulled away and picked me up and placed me on the bed.
he got on top of me and kissed me.
"are you ready?" he asked
"ready as ever" I said breathlessly
I reached down to his boxers I had never seen it before.It's all new to me. his erection flew bare inches away from me.
I slowly pulled my underwear down and robbie pulled them of my ankles.
"Cat are you sure your ready?"
"robbie please im ready now"
without hesitation he thrusted into me at first it was wiered and strange. then it started to get pleasurable.
"oh Robbie!" I screamed clutching his back.
then suddenly it started to hurt really bad. I felt a cold liquid dribble out of me.
"robbie what's happening!?" I screamed in pain.
"Cat that's what happens you've popped you cherry that's all"
I was still shaken up and in pain.
"do you want to stop?" he asked
"No keep going"
he thrusted into me again and I bit my lip to ignore the pain.
"robbie it hurts" I said after 20 minutes .
"I'm sorry baby" he said kissing me.
he pulled out and laid beside me I reached over and cuddled with him.his heart beat fast.
"I'm really sore" I whimperd
"I know kitten you'll be okay it's always like that on your first time"
"you owe me though"
"Why do I owe you?"
"well you just took my virginity I think I should get something back"
he chucked and stared humming I think your swell as I started to drift into a deep soft sleep. I had finnaly done it. finally fallen for him. now I know he's the one he's mine no matter what.I love him. and it's not just love I'm in love with him.
It's not the original writer by the way so
sorry she's not updated I had her kindle so....
anyway do you like the update robbie and cat broke the nutshell
sorry about this chapter it's just yeah.....
anyway she said she's not gonna update again unless this gets 2 comments and 3 votes and trust me she will stick by it.
from her words
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