i'm sorry this book is a rollercoaster of emotions 😅
Daddycheol: so, how are we all doing and feeling today ?
Babydino: im doing GREAT
Divaboo: GREAT ..... JUST FEEL IT BOOM BOOM
DK: BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM EVERYDAY BOOM BOOM
Softgyu: tbh, im feelING JUST FINE FINE FINE
Moonwoo: IM FINE THANK YOU AND YOU
Sunyoung: iM FEELING SO ENERGETIC
Holyshua: 이 느낌이 좋아
(i like this feeling)
KingJun: y'all are crackheads using song references
KingJun: im doing great by the way cheol thanks for asking
Dab8: yeah uh, me too
Shortji: smh how are chan and minghao doing ?
Dab8: i already apologized
Shortji: holy shit did you really ?
Babydino: yes ! he did, everything is okay now uwu
Memesol: y'all are back to being best buddies after he hit you ?
DK: hit is an understatement
Babydino: i mean, we kind of have to
Memesol: yeah i guess
Angelhan: from now on i don't want anymore fighting between the members, got that ?
KingJun: suuuuureeeee
Angelhan: junhui >:(
KingJun: okay fine
Daddycheol: you guys
Softgyu: yee yee
Daddycheol: we've gotta have a talk
Daddycheol: it might mess up things for a while but..
Daddycheol: i think we need to discuss these matters and let everything out
Daddycheol: we always talk about it, but not to the right people
Daddycheol: so here's your chance
Sunyoung: oh god everything just got so intense and i'm not ready
Angelhan: what is it, cheol ?
Daddycheol: let's talk about feelings
Shortji: god fucking damnit can i leave the chat ?
Daddycheol has locked the chat.
Daddycheol: no
Shortji: i hate you so much choi seungcheol i swear
Softgyu: ... are you going to make us confess our feelings ??
Daddycheol: that's exactly what's going to happen
Babydino: cheol hyung i've never hated you more in my entire life than in this current moment
Daddycheol: hate me all you want but i think this could be good for us
Divaboo: literally how will it be good for us ? most of us are about to get rejected
Daddycheol: you never know, you might not get rejected
Divaboo: both mingyu and jihoon are about to confess their feelings to wonwoo, who's dating soonyoung, and you're telling me they won't get rejected ?
Shortji: ..
Softgyu: guess i don't have to say it now
Daddycheol: .. i said there was a possibility of not getting rejected
Divaboo: you know what, who gives a shit anymore
Divaboo: hansol, i love your crackhead ass
Divaboo: i adore you so much
Divaboo: i love how you make me laugh, and make me smile when i'm sad. i love how you always take care of me. i love your hugs. i love your personality, even if it sometimes seems like you're on drugs. i'm just so in love with everything about you, hansol vernon choi
KingJun: damn, he really goin for it
Memesol: wow..
Divaboo: i know you don't feel the same since you've already told me who you like but i just felt the need to tell you my true feelings
Memesol: well.. before i respond to that..
Memesol: gyu hyung
Softgyu: uh- yeah ?
Memesol: i used to really like you
Memesol: i thought you were so cool, and really handsome
Memesol: i used to wonder what it'd be like to date you
Softgyu: what made you change your mind..?
Memesol: well, recently i was thinking, and i realized, you're not the one for me
Memesol: i realized that i really like seungkwan
Divaboo: shut up you're kidding
Memesol: i'm not kidding
Divaboo: hansol please, you've got to be kidding
Memesol: seungkwan im not kidding
Divaboo: goddamnit i love you
Memesol: i love you too
Daddycheol: anyone else wanna talk about their feelings ?
Dab8: we all know i like junhui.. a little too much actually
Babydino: i'll say
Dab8: but, i'll finally admit it
Dab8: yes, i did like mingyu
Moonwoo: we know
Dab8: was it really that obvious ?
DK: yes
Softgyu: no-
Softgyu: am i the only one who didn't notice ?
Memesol: yeah, you're pretty oblivious
Softgyu: yeah, i realize that now-
Softgyu: but i wish i would've noticed sooner
Softgyu: because yes, i like minghao
Daddycheol: wbk
Softgyu: i know
Dab8: sorry gyu
Softgyu: it's okay, as long as you're happy with junhui, i'm happy too
Dab8: i mean, junhui and i aren't even dating, but yeah, he makes me pretty happy
Softgyu: i stg junhui if you fuck up with minghao like you did with wonwoo, it'll be your last
KingJun: yes sir-
KingJun: though, speaking of wonwoo, don't you like him too ?
Softgyu: yeah, actually, i mean seungkwan already said it
Softgyu: but yes, i like wonnie hyung a lot more than i like minghao, quite honestly..
Moonwoo: aww mingyu..
Softgyu: but he, too, has a lover
Softgyu: one that he loves dearly
Softgyu: i hope you two are doing well, hyungs
Softgyu: treat each other well
Softgyu: always make sure to tell each other i love you
Softgyu: ...
Softgyu: can i log off now cheol hyung...?
Daddycheol: hang in there gyu, maybe someone else wants to confess to you
Softgyu: okay..
Moonwoo: i'm sorry mingyu
Softgyu: don't make me cry more..
Moonwoo: ..
Daddycheol: anyone else want to go..?
Babydino: we all know i like junhui too
Babydino: not so much now..
Babydino: but yeah
KingJun: love you channie
Babydino: you know, there's someone else i like too, i've just never showed it
Dab8: who is it ?
Babydino: hah..
Babydino: it's soonie hyung
Sunyoung: me-? really ?
Babydino: yeah. you're such an amazing hyung. and you're so cool too. plus you always take care of me, and make sure i'm doing well. if i'm ever having trouble with choreography, you help me until i get it right. you're always wondering about my happiness, and if you find out i'm sad, you always give me hugs, and you won't let go until you see me smile. not to mention, you're super cute, hyung. you act so cute, and your smile is the brightest and prettiest. oh and don't even get me started about when you go on stage. you become so sexy and charismatic. your especially hot when you're dripping in sweat— i could go on and on but i think i'll stop here
Sunyoung: i- wow- that's- wow
Babydino: i love you hyung, and i know you love me, but you love wonu hyung way more, and i respect that
Sunyoung: i love you, so much, channie
Babydino: i love you too soonie hyung
Daddycheol: wow.. uh- anyone else ? jeonghan ? joshua ?
Angelhan: eh- well- i kinda have a small crush on you cheol
Daddycheol: really-?
Angelhan: yeah..
Holyshua: oh well i like you jeonghan
Angelhan: oh—
Holyshua: how about you cheol ?
Daddycheol: we'll discuss that later
Holyshua: oh ? okay ??
Daddycheol: anyone else want to go ??
KingJun: i like minghao
DK: we know
Daddycheol: how about you seokmin ?
DK: nah, i don't have feelings for anyone
Daddycheol: so that's it ?
Moonwoo: what about you jihoon..?
Shortji: i was really avoiding having to do this..
Moonwoo: i mean, i pretty much already know you like.. well, liked me
Sunyoung: wait, really ?
Shortji: you of all people should know soonyoung, considering you would always say i like wonwoo
Sunyoung: i only said that to cover up for the fact that i liked him
Shortji: i know. we all know
Sunyoung: i didn't.. know i was right
Sunyoung: i'm sorry i took him from you
Shortji: it's okay
Moonwoo: well.. that's it ?
Shortji: no
Shortji: i have so much i want to say to you wonwoo. you don't even know
Shortji: i've been holding back so much
Shortji: i know i originally confessed to you that day that everyone was concerned for me, asking if i was eating and sleeping enough, and chan mentioned how i passed out at dance practice
Shortji: i know i told you a bit of stuff when you hugged me as i cried
Shortji: i know i told you the reason i was depressed was because of my feelings for you
Shortji: but i didn't tell you the full extent of the truth
Moonwoo: so then.. are you going to tell me now ?
Shortji: jeon wonwoo. i love you. i used to, and i thought the feelings were gone but i realize that they're still here and just as strong as they once were. my heart constantly yearns for you, even though it knows it can't have you. you're such a precious human being and i know i don't deserve you but i continue to want you, endlessly. i've never, ever, felt this way before. i've never wanted to care for someone as much as i've wanted to care for you
Shortji: i've never wanted someone more than i want you
Shortji: jeon wonwoo you're so perfect, to me. from the way you sing to the way your nose scrunches when you smile. god how i love that nose scrunch. your voice is so soothing and beautiful. the way you sing and the way you rap is so charismatic. your face is so pretty and flawless. your jawline is so sharp it can cut. your eyes are so fierce yet gentle. your smile is the most ethereal thing i've ever seen. you have the most amazing personality. you're so charming. you care so much for people, and you give so much love
Shortji: you deserve that too. you deserve to be cared for, and you deserve lots of love. you deserve someone who treats you just as well as you treat them. and that's why i'm glad you're dating soonyoung. soonyoung is just as precious as you, though. and that's why i had to "let go of my feelings", so he could have you, so i didn't take you from him. i hope you two are happy, and take care of each other will ya ? and if anyone dares to hurt my wonwoo, i will murder you in the most gruesome way possible
Shortji: now, unlock the chat seungcheol before my guitar meets your face
Daddycheol has unlocked the chat.
Shortji: i love you wonwoo
Shortji: take care of him, soonyoung
Shortji has logged off.
KingJun: holy shit
Angelhan: i'm crying
Holyshua: i never would've expected that
Softgyu: he really loves you, wonwoo
Moonwoo: yeah.. i guess so..
Sunyoung: i didn't know all that..
Sunyoung: goddamnit jihoon why didn't you tell me before
Sunyoung: i would've backed off..
Memesol: i'm in shock
Sunyoung: it was my fault-
Sunyoung: the reason why he stopped eating, the reason he wasn't sleeping, the reason he collapsed during practice-
Sunyoung: if i wouldn't have taken wonwoo from him, he would've been happy and healthy this whole time
Sunyoung: how stupid of me to blame it on work
Moonwoo: no, soonyoung, it wasn't your fault
Sunyoung: wonwoo i may be an idiot sometimes but i'm not dumb
Sunyoung: i realize my mistakes, even if it's late
Sunyoung: i stole you from jihoon
Sunyoung: he deserves to be happy more than i do
Moonwoo: soonyoung please, you deserve to be happy just as much as jihoon does
Sunyoung: i sound crazy
Sunyoung: and maybe i am
Moonwoo: you're not crazy
Sunyoung: yes i am ! wonwoo, you make me go crazy !
Sunyoung: when you look at me, when you hold me, when you kiss me, when you say my name, my heart goes crazy !
Sunyoung: i'm sure jihoon feels the same way !
Sunyoung: i feel so bad now
Sunyoung: knowing that we share the same feelings for you, the only difference being i get to call you mine
Sunyoung: kwon soonyoung, what a fool you are
Sunyoung has logged off.
DK: woah
Dab8: wth is happening
KingJun: cheol
Daddycheol: yeah-?
KingJun: what'd you do ?
Daddycheol: i thought it'd be a good therapy session !
Holyshua: clearly it didn't go the way you planned
Softgyu: i feel bad for jihoonie..
Babydino: i feel bad for both jihoon hyung and soonyoung hyung
Angelhan: i feel bad for wonwoo, he has to be in the middle of that
Moonwoo: it's okay
Moonwoo: it'll all be okay
Moonwoo: it's gonna be fine
Moonwoo: soonyoung and jihoon will be fine
Memesol: yeah but what about you
Moonwoo: what about me
Softgyu: you're not okay..
Moonwoo: yes i am
Softgyu: wonwoo stop, i know you so well
Softgyu: dont try to pretend, it's okay
Moonwoo: i'm not okay
Softgyu: i'll comfort you
Moonwoo: thank you..
Moonwoo and Softgyu have logged off.
Divaboo: holy-
DK: i wonder what's gonna happen next
Babydino: yeah, me too