a/n :
wow 24 thousand people are/have read this book. that is so fricking crazy. i love you all so much & im thankful for all the support. if any of you want to be friends just message me💞💞THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, so here's a long chapter for you all!
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five weeks pass by, asher has moved and they are dealing with a long distance relationship.
"so your okay?" mackenzie asks from the other side of the phone call.
"yeah yeah, long distance is hard but i love him you know?"i say sadly.
"your the cutest, and im certain he misses you like mad annz" said kenzie.
"im going to text him, thank you for helping me through this k"
"anything for you, talk to you later bye!" the brunette says.
"bye!" i say before ending the call.
damn I have a new number, and no contacts apart from kenz. ill dm him on Instagram.
i clicked on Instagram and pressed on the username "𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡"
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
hi ash
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
hey anns, i miss you❤️
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
miss u too
long distance annoys me
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
i know and im trying my best.
i love you, really.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
i know you do and i love u too
but we don't see each other anymore.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
im so sorry.
im working on music, and it's hard for me to pay for a flight ticket.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
it's not ur fault. your doing other things rather than being with me.
it's ok
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
no it's not .
i don't know why i just left you
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
you wanted to do big things, and you are . im so proud of you asher💗
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
your amazing
ill come see you soon💞
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
yeah ok.
🧡
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
im so sorry. i have to leave, music:/
bye love you
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
oh ok
bye love u too
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yeah. music.
i ran downstairs and placed myself firmly on the couch .
"hey sweetie" said my mom from the kitchen.
"hi mom" i say quietly.
she walked over to me and sat down beside me.
"what's wrong annie?" my mom says kindly .
"oh, well not seeing asher often makes me kind of mad, sad and other stuff too" i mumble.
"yeah im sure it is sweetie. youll see him soon love."
"i guess"i say rolling my eyes. i grabbed the remote and put on a random channel. i tucked myself underneath a big fluffy blanket and watched tv for ages.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
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such a fun night with this hottie 👅
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠 oh my fucking god.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡 its not what it looks like, crap.
𝙥.𝙚𝙮𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙣 such a fun night baby🤩
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡 ...i have a girl.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡 deleted this post 1 minute ago.
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i didn't believe what i saw. tears rolled down my cheeks as i kept picturing the same thing in my head, asher,my boyfriend, kissing another girl.
my eyes were red, cheeks flustered.
i didn't want to talk to him, i didn't know what to say, everything has messed up.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
annie, baby, please answer.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
i, i don't know what to say to you right now. just,fuck.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
im so stupid and sorry.
i cant change back time but listen she means nothing to me . you mean everything to me.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
how do i know that? we were best friends for years, and when we got together i was the happiest person ever. i love you so much and you do this to me? what the heck asher
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
i don't know what to do, or how to make it up to you. but please, forgive me. i don't like her at all. annie i can't loose you, i won't loose you.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
did she even know you had a girlfriend or did you not bother ?
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
she didn't know
i should of told her
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
this isn't her fault by the way
this is yours
i don't know how to deal with this
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
babe, im so so sorry.
i messed up so bad and ill do anything to make it up to you.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
you broke my heart for god sake .
why did i let you come into my life in the first place ? i knew id get hurt because i always fucking do.
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
no. please , i love you so much annie.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
it sure doesn't look like it
and that picture, why did you post it?
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
it was a mistake
we were celebrating, my new song just released.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
id say how happy i am for you, but sadly im so disappointed.
i loved you so much
wow, i didn't see this coming
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
don't do this .
don't, im not loosing you. i love you with all my heart, just don't do this to us
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
you did this to us headass!
im so mad but im so upset
i , im sorry. this is over
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
annie . no, no, don't leave me . please, i love you, i can't deal with this. im so sorry julianna, i really am
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
me too, you can be with her, like you want too. im happy for you
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
stop
no
i hate myself for doing this to you.
𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙠
bye asher
𝙖.𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡
😞
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"he cheated on me kenz" i cry on he shoulder .
"you deserve better, im so sorry" she says holding me tight.
"i still love him, and miss him but i hate him so much" i cry.
"i know what it's like. im here for you ok" the brunette says.
"i- i thought it was going to last, but no nothing lasts"
"it will be ok. i promise you " mackenzie says softly.
"Annie! someone is at the door for you!" my mom yelled .
me and kenzie both go downstairs and i open the door .
oh my god
"asher?"
a/n: left you on a cliffhanger!
anyway i hope you enjoyed .
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