Once everyone gets to the club and parks then gets off their Harley's Juice walks over to Muerte and wraps his arms around her waist "what's the matter!?!.... you don't like my hair!?!" he teasingly coos in her ear "if your not careful boy I'll shave it for you!" she replies with a fake seductive tease "playing along" for a little bit "oh ho!.... really now!?!" he laughs she elbows him in the stomach making his body bend in pain "yeah all the way to the SKULL!.... and I told you NOT to TOUCH me!" she growls in a low voice "Muer....!" Juice starts with a low pained tone but she had already walked away Happy watches her storm away from Juice with a worried look on his face "everything alright gorgeous!?!" Tig asks as Muerte passes him "yeah!.... fine!" she replies then she turns around and she playfully slaps Tig's cheek twice "and that's for callin me gorgeous!" Tig replies teasingly "oh!.... then I should do it more often!" she smacks his ass so hard her hand stings "damn!!" she whispers jokingly holding her hand then shaking it with a smile on her face he laughs and says with a smile "that'll teach you!" she laughs then replies with a smile "buns of steel huh!?!" Tig raises his eyebrows up and down as he says "you know it baby!" she shakes her head with a smile then air kisses his cheek and walks away...."I miss you!" Muerte hears Juice's say in a low sad tone from behind her as she starts to stack the bar a few minutes later "and who's fault is that!?!" she asks with a harsh bite not looking at him "Muert....!" Juice starts "I'd rather not hear your voice at the moment so if you wouldn't mind going away that would be GREAT!.... after all the only reason I'm here is because the pups missed their boys!" she interrupts "can't we....!?!" Juice asks "there's nothing to talk about! there's nothing between us!.... I TRUSTED you with the most important part of me and you played with it like it was a boomerang!!.... I thought I could give you a chance but you destroyed it when we got back from Ireland!!.... it hasn't been easy.... living in this type of life.... and you sure as HELL haven't made it any easier!!.... the back and forth.... seeing you with the Crow Eaters.... both when we were together and when we were not!!.... watching you follow Gemma's every whim!.... clinging to her, listening to her every word like she's god and she's reading you her bible!.... I believed in you!!.... I trusted you!!.... stood up for you when no one else would!!.... and you just....!! there's no proper way to explain what you've done to me!!.... I told you long before we even started the first time around how hard this all was for me but you don't seem to care!!.... you want what YOU want and you'll do ANYTHING to get it!!.... no Juice I won't "marry you"! especially when it's by "Gemma's rule" and "Clay's order"! if it had anything to do with your heart I might have considered it but I realize now that you have no heart!!.... so I want NOTHING to do with you!!.... maybe Gemma can talk Jax into asking Tara to marry him earlier than even HE wants too!!.... she seems to have that way about her.... getting people to do what SHE wants done without thinking of how it might hurt those around her in the process!.... she doesn't care about how it hurts others!.... she might have at one point but not anymore!.... she can't even see that she is killing her own son bit by bit by controlling every single tiny aspect of his life just like you have allowed her to do!.... I am SOO glad that I got my tubes tied after my body healed from the rape because to have another child by you would be devastating for the both of us!!.... it's YOU who makes me glad that Azalea never survived because if she had to deal with the same SHIT you made me deal with I would have killed you myself!!.... you basically RAPED me but it was a rape I allowed!!.... you were my first but you will not be my last!!.... I deserve better than what you gave me but thanks to you I don't believe I am worthy of having it!!.... I'm stuck and it's all your fault!!.... get the HELL out of my sight and don't you EVER come near me again you stupid selfish prick!!!!" she replies her anger growing with every word she spoke....
Juice looks at Muerte with a terrified sad expression on his face "I know what I've done!.... and I'm sorry!!" he tells her in a low heartbreaking tone "sorry doesn't mean shit!.... not in this place anyway!!" she replies darkly "I need to explain....!" he starts "explain what!?!" she asked with the same dark tone "I watched you!.... every move you made.... the way you acted how your smile changed when you saw me.... the tone you used when we spoke.... it was so different darker.... almost monotoned.... I hated it!!.... the stories Gemma was telling me about you told me two different things.... it was.... confusing!!.... I believed them because.... shit!.... I have no idea why!!.... my mind and my heart became jumbled I didn't know what to do!.... or think!.... I have always loved you!.... from the very start!.... and I haven't stopped!" she lets out a short dark chuckle and replies "you sure have an odd way of showing it!" he says with a sigh "I know!.... and I know that I don't deserve all the chances you have gave me!.... but I'm glad I had them!.... I wish I could take it all back!.... show you the proper way how much you mean to me!" he pauses then asks softly "can't you just pretend to give them what they want!?!.... just like you've always done!.... I want this!.... I want to marry you!.... I want the chance to show you how I truly feel and I promise not to let her influence me any more when it comes to you!.... I stopped letting that happen after you got raped.... didn't.... couldn't you see that!?!" she replies "of course I did!!.... you know how observant I am!.... I see EVERYTHING!!.... it's one of the main reasons Jax trusts me so much why you Reapers confide in the Mayans daughter when you have a problem you need to deal with outside club perimeters!" it was true for some reason many of the men look to Muerte to be their strength when they feel weak their calming support system when they are too pissed off to stay calm themselves even if she doesn't do or say anything they're just glad she's there once they see that even she can't stay calm they know that everything has gone to shit and things between her and Juice have definitely gone to shit "if it doesn't feel real then it won't be right.... it has to be right!.... it has to work and nothing between us has ever worked!!.... how long will you continue to not listen to that Jiminy Cricket like bitch and start actually thinking for yourself for a change!?!" she asks he looks at her in shock but says nothing "that's what I thought!" she says "no!.... it isn't like that!!" he says quickly "uh-huh!.... goodbye JUICE!!" she replies then she walks away from him and out of the club he watches her the further away she becomes the more his heart breaks until it shatters.... during church Muerte walks in as Jax asks about Eli bringing in some beers for the guys in a cooler full of ice "sorry!.... I just figured that with how long this confession is you guys would be feeling a bit parched.... if you don't mind that is Clay!?!" she says as she opens the door Clay waves her in with a side smile she walks over and starts at his end "the black and proud sheriff Roosevelt who the hell is he?" Jax asks "we don't know much.... thank you gorgeous!.... he's out of a gangland task force from Oakland" Chibs says as Muerte sets a beer down under a coaster for him "aww she even put down li'l coasters for us!.... is she just the sweetest!" Tig teases hugging her hip bringing her close to his side she smiles and shakes her head ruffling his hair "hey!!.... don't mess with the do!" he says pointing both hands at his curly hair "you mean do mess with the don't!" she says playfully pulling on his anchor goatee he laughs as he let's her go and she sets down his beer and coaster "he's been working ten months he's let us know he's here but this is the first time he's whipped his dick out" Opie says as Muerte sets down Opie's beer and coaster she replies "I'm surprised you all could see it it was so small!" the guys laugh "yeah he's been pretty low-key" Kozik says "yeah not anymore" Tig replies "yeah yesterday was all about letting us know it ain't going to be business as usual" Jax says as Muerte makes it over to Happy smiling down at him he smiles back she places the coaster and bottle of beer on his head he chuckles "wait!.... you mean this isn't were it's supposed to go!?!" she teases as Happy takes them off his head and the guys chuckle as Clay says "yeah we're gonna have to dig pretty deep into this guy" Piney replies "you're not gonna get this sheriff on your payroll this boys a straight up cop" Clay looks over at Muerte and says "you seemed pretty cozy with the sheriff...." she interrupts as she places a beer in front of Bobby with a coaster "I've helped a few times at his wife's flower shop.... I've only met him a few times when he'd pop in and say hello.... so no!.... I can't help either!.... besides he saw me with Happy.... you really think he's gonna listen to me now!?!.... he ain't stupid Clay!.... and neither am I!" Chibs says "alright the meet is set with Putlova the Jellybean Lounge" Jax asks "what is it with Russian's and strippers?" Opie says making a face "they ain't strippers you been to the Jellybean? it's horse meat in a g-string" Tig replies "I-I love the Jellybean man" as Muerte sets Juice's beer and coaster down in front of him "of course you do" Juice says tilting his head towards Tig and looking over at him as Muerte moves away from him and stands inbetween Bobby and Jax as she serves them their beers with the coasters "I love it too" Happy says "and the freak circle is complete" Juice says making a face as he nods his head there is a small round of laughter and Muerte hands Clay his beer and coaster Jax clears his throat then asks "Muerte.... everything set!?" she replies "it won't be happening!.... maybe you can sell Ima off to Miles or something and have them play bait!" Juice looks at her sadly as the rest of the guys let out soft awkward chuckles "I'm gonna go check on the pups" Muerte says softly "I'm sorry Jax!.... even though I've only met Charlie Horse once I'm not going to use him like that!" she adds Jax nods at her as she walks out of the church and back into the bar area of the club Clay on the other hand looked pissed