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I was surprised by what I just heard. My heart was already beating fast enough for my chest to handle, and listening to Melissa's request made it worse.
"W- what?" I asked her again, shifting on the bed.
"You never touch me, Roseanne" She said as she kissed my lips again. Her breath hitched while her hands stroked my neck softly.
"Lisa I-"
"You don't want me?"
She asked a question, pulling away from the kiss.
"No Lisa, no," I stressed my words with furrowed eyebrows, thinking about how on earth she could think of that. "I do want you, I always do"
I had her face in my hand, slightly pulling her towards me so she would lean closer. But she didn't move.
"Don't think of that ever again, okay?" I lifted my head up instead to have her lips back.
But Melissa didn't respond to my kiss. She kept her mouth closed and I knew something was wrong. She could have had the idea of me not wanting to touch her, sexually, as the sign that I wasn't interested in her. She was practically right. I never initiated anything sexual with her, let alone touched her at her sensitive or private parts. It was always her who started and pleasured me. But that didn't mean I wasn't interested. It was far from the truth. I had always been interested her even before we became really close.
Having said that, I was just more to being submissive rather than being dominant. It was also because I was shy too since I never done anything like this with anyone before. Melissa was my first and I didn't even expect myself to get involved sexually with her at the first place. It just happened and I was still adapting.
"Lisa..." I whispered her name as I collapsed back on the pillow. "I want you"
I sighed when I thought I had offended her in some way. I never wanted her to have the wrong idea of my shyness and lack of confidence as being not interested.
Then I felt her lips back on mine, kissing me with a slight eagerness in it. I was startled by it but it was the least I would give my attention to since I just wanted her to kiss me. Only then I would know if she was feeling okay.
Her hands were back on my chest, grasping and massaging my breasts with stronger force this time. The way she played and teased my nipples made me gone crazy in pleasure as I moaned in her mouth. She didn't stop her kiss even for one second and I whimpered as I tried to catch up with her pace. She was kissing me so hard until I was struggling to even breathe properly, and it caused the hitching became audible along with our breath that clashed together in that tight space between us.
"Lisa..." I moaned as I couldn't take it anymore. The sensation of her lips on mine was driving me nuts. The pleasure she gave on my erected nipples was extraordinary. And the dampness in between my legs as it continued to throb harder causing my legs to kick against the mattress, pushing my body up only to meet Melissa's on top of me.
"Do you want me, Roseanne?" She finally gave her response when she freed my lips, kissing her way to my left ear and nibble it.
"Y-yes" I answered her with a few nods. "Lisa, I want you"
Her lips formed a smile on my skin as soon as I told her that.
"Please touch me then" She said in whisper with heavy breath.
"Can you teach me how?"
She nodded, resting her forehead on mine as her hands were no longer on my chest. I felt that she shifted herself on me and I began to hear the sound of her undressing clothes.
The clothes weren't mine. They were hers.
Her legs moved as she removed her pants, throwing it aggressively to somewhere in this room. "Okay," She straddled me back and took my hand around the wrist, pulling it gently. "You just slide it in here..."
She started to give instructions, making sounds with her breathing that was so heavy at the same time. My fingers were at her stomach as I pushed it into her underwear, stopping my hand and waiting for the next step.
"So here-" Her speech was interrupted by her own breathing. "Just slide in until-"
I refused to wait for her to finish her sentence as I slided my fingers along her slit, feeling the wetness with my fingers.
"Ohh shit!" She flinched hard when I did that. I guessed I just surprised her. "Roseanne..."
Melissa shuddered on top of me by that sudden contact. I didn't know where the courage came from. I should have waited for her to guide me there but I somehow felt like I couldn't wait to touch her. Maybe it was because of the way she kissed me earlier; strong and intimidating that sparked the excitement and made me feel like I needed to do something similar to that energy.
She was so wet now and it made me think if my whole hand could be covered by it shortly. Melissa repeated the word 'okay' for a couple of times, probably noticing that I was waiting for her to continue and she had to get herself ready for it.
"So..... there is my clit there-" She stuttered to talk and I pushed in slightly until my finger met that cute thing she was talking about.
"This one?" I asked playfully, grinning when her reaction earlier came back in my head.
"Roseanne" She winced again as her body started to shiver. She put more weight on me, with her hand still gripping mine that was in her underwear, and another one pushing on the mattress.
"Just-" She struggled to connect words while tightening her grip on me. "Be careful when you put pressure on it" She breathed out, gasping for air. "It can be too sensitive, sometimes it will hurt"
I listened to her and nodded as I continued to play with her clit softly. It was stiff and hard, just like nipples too when they were erected. But this one was stiffer, almost felt like it was swollen and it was very, very wet.
"Is this the right pressure, Lisa?" I asked for her reassurance, pushing and moving around it with the tip of my finger.
"Y- yeah baby," She tried to control her moans. "It's the right one" She stole time to catch a breath before she spoke again. "And you can go further down if you want" She told the next instruction to me.
"Like this?" I asked as I pushed deeper into her wetness until I reached somewhere that I thought was her entrance.
"Ohh God...." Melissa collapsed on me and let go of my hand, wrapping her arms around my back. I continued to move my finger up and down, putting the pressure on her clit at the same time.
I smiled when she began to feel comfortable with me touching her. She freed me to do it on my own and I was able to do it in my own way. My chest was getting heavier for every second that ticked. It was so overwhelming for having Melissa with me now, on my bed. It was almost unbelievable that I was touching her in the most intimate way; feeling her womanhood in my hand. She believed me in a way that I felt nobody could ever give me the same kind of trust.
I guessed she really loved me like she said she did, and her being so powerful and charismatic all these while, finally shuddering and giving in to me at the end. That was a trust that money couldn't buy.
She was sweating more and that was the first time I smelled her without her perfume, considering the shower must have taken it off her skin. Her true scent somehow brought peace to me in that chaotic session with lots of emotional and sexual interactions happening around. Melissa herself brought the calmness and the mayhem at the same time, assuring me that no matter how heavy and overbearing this was, I was doing it with her, my Melissa.
Apart from her physical body, I found that she never sounded so sexy than this before, moaning at my chest because of the pleasure I was giving. Melissa was whimpering her soul out that was only audible for my ears to hear. Her voice had became raspy as more air coming out from her mouth than the actual steady voice itself.
"Roseanne..." She called while giving soft kisses on my breasts. "Just don't- don't stop until I tell you to" She stuttered. "Okay baby?"
"Okay..."
She caught my nipple back with her mouth as soon as I spoke, sucking it with aggression. My body arched by that sudden move, making all my nerves in that area sparked. I pressed my moans and sped up my finger down there to match with her tongue.
Her groans were heavier than before and she distracted herself by sucking my nipples to suppress the noise. It helped her a little but it didn't do the same for me. The table turned when it was me who was starting to get more aroused.
So I brought my other hand to her head, clenching in between her hair that was slightly wet by her warm sweats. She continued to give pressure to my nipples and I felt like moaning as loud as I could to express it, but I couldn't.
"Lisa..." I called her, pushing my head onto the pillow since the pleasure was getting out of hand for me to control.
She didn't respond, continuing to play my nipple with her tongue. My body kept on shifting to cope with this new ecstasy she caused to me, pulling her hair slightly hoping that she would slow down, but the more I moved, the harder she would pinch my nipple in between her lips, pushing me to the edge of infinite darkness with a light in her hands.
I wasn't planning to stay like that even though I didn't prefer to be dominant, but being under Melissa's spell wasn't that weak if I had her in my hand. And she being on top of me wasn't necessarily powerful if Melissa herself put me in charge. She was having my nipples in her mouth until I felt like they were already swollen by the pleasure, ignoring me calling for her as if she forgot who she was playing with.
And it was my time to remind her back.
I put more pressure to her clit, twirling my finger around it for a few times and gliding it along her wet slit until I met her entrance again.
"Roseanne!" She groaned louder this time, finally letting go of my nipple and tightening her arms at my back.
"Lisa, come here," I called her again when I felt like she was back focusing on me when she had my name in her breath. "Lisa please kiss me..."
I asked her, almost sounding like pleading and she fulfilled it as she made her way up to my face again. I smiled in the kiss when I got her wet lips back, feeling the relief from the pleasure on my chest just now that I couldn't hold. Maybe when I got older I would be able to handle it better in time, hopefully.
As for now I just needed to handle her kiss as I kept the same pace for my hand inside her underwear, and she started to move her hips, pressing against my hand that was in between her legs.
"Uhh... fuck" Melissa stressed on the word in her moans, letting go of my lips as her fingers digging into my back, sending her shivers along my spine.
That was the only time when the well mannered Melissa Maas cursed without sounding rude; when she was being pleasured the way she loved it. That was the only time I ever heard someone sounded so pleasurable hot when cursing; when I was the reason behind it.
I caught her mouth back, sucking those perky lips of hers and claiming the moans coming out from them. Her moans were only mine and I wanted she breathed them out into me. So I put one last pressure to her clit that was harder than earlier, just to test her limit.
How hard can you take, Lisa?
I couldn't wait to find out the answer for that one particular question as she continued to move her hips, breathing in my mouth as the response to the pleasure of my finger.
Her humps were slow but the rocking was so smooth, so sensational that even my finger was enjoying it. She made me realised that I loved touching her that way, where she gave me full control over her. And her sweat that was sticking on my skin felt like silk, brushing while she grind herself against my hand.
"Roseanne?" She called for me and I felt her arms that were securely wrapped around my body began to tremble as if she was cold.
Even her tone was different. She sounded like she was about to get crushed and collapsed, so weak and vulnerable. "Baby...?" She called again, stroking her lips against mine.
"Lisa, it's okay..." I told her with a small smile, caressing her left cheek for seconds before trailing to her lips. "I'm here," I reassured her as our noses touched.
She began to grind faster while my hand held her head, pulling her slightly so she would stay close to me.
"Roseanne..." She moaned out. "Uhh..."
I felt her muscles twitched, pinning me harder with her weight.
"Uhh fuck!" She shuddered on my chest, gripping my hand with a force like she was telling me to stop.
And I did.
I stopped my movement right away and her whole body was shaking for seconds as warm liquid started to wet my hand. It was a new one since I could feel it flowed to my finger and down on my palm. I stayed my hand there to feel her, the wetness and the throbbing sense at her entrance shaking her womanhood.
Both of us were panting as it finally ended. The torture in pleasure had ended and we found ourselves giggling together moments after. All of the sudden we were embarrassed by what just happened, and I was sure that both of us were blushing really hard at that point. Melissa pulled my hand out from her underwear, taking her wetness along as my fingers rubbed against her stomach until it was freed.
"Thank you, Roseanne..." She whispered, pecking my nose and I smiled again.
"How did I do?"
"You did great, baby" She answered. "You made me feel good that I might come here every evening for it"
"Lisa!" I slapped her back playfully and she just laughed at me.
I was embarrassed enough until my cheeks were heating up from what we both just did together, and she still got time for her sexual tease on me. This girl, what would I do to her?
"I love you, Roseanne, you know that right?"
I nodded softly, stroking her back.
"Lie down here with me, Lisa" I invited her and she obliged, pressing her front against my back with her arm hugging my chest. "Take a rest first"
Melissa hummed as she was spooning me, kissing my hair and tightening the hug.
I kept my eyes closed while my breath was slowly getting steady. It went the same for hers too. She sounded much calmer now since she had me in her arms and finally, I thought it was better to have someone to sleep with and to wake up to.
And that someone was Melissa.
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I opened my eyes when the sound of the alarm entered my eardrums. I got up immediately as clumsy as I was to turn it off, crawling on the bed until my hand found that annoying little thing.
"Ugh!" I groaned when I shut it, pressing my forehead on the mattress. I started to get headache all of the sudden, thinking if could it be because I woke up at the wrong side of bed?
Then all memories from last night rushed into my head, almost startling me. I turned around immediately, reaching my hand to feel the other side of the mattress.
"Lisa?" I called for her since I remembered the last time I was still wide awake, she was here hugging me as we both rested.
But my hand felt nothing on the bed. There was only coldness that resembled the emptiness without Melissa presence there. Her warmth was no longer with me and I let out a sigh.
"Rosé?" I heard mum's voice coming from outside of my room, knocking the door as usual every morning. "Are you awake?"
I got up on my feet instantly, running towards the door without counting my steps. I almost hit the door but luckily I put my hands in front of me, so I was able to feel what was waiting ahead and managed to stop my legs right in time.
"Mum?"
I responded as soon as I opened the door.
"Ohh you are up!" Mum exclaimed with confusion in her tone. It was because she knew it was so hard for me to leave the bed and it was true. I would stay in for a couple more minutes until I finally get up. But this time I went straight to the door to respond to her, and it was understandable if she found it weird.
"Do you see Lisa? Is she downstairs?" I asked my mum.
She didn't answer me immediately as if she was so surprised to see me at the door.
"Honey, she went back home last night around ten" Mum told me what I wanted to know. "But she did ask me to tell you that she is sorry she can't sleep in. She will see you at school later"
"She should have told me first before leaving" I whined as I brushed my hair with my fingers.
"You were sleeping and she was rushing with Jongnam"
I didn't say a thing, leaning against the door frame with a pout on my mouth. Melissa could've woke me up even though she was in rush. I didn't like to be left like that. She just left me without a goodbye and made me look for her on the bed in the morning. That was the worst feeling to wake up to.
After all the things we did together last night, how could she just leave?
"How long it has been, Rosé?"
Mum's voice interrupted my thoughts.
"Sorry?" I asked her back to get a clearer idea of what she was talking about.
"In love with Melissa?" She repeated her question but in a different form; a way that made my eyes widened.
"Mum!" I groaned and chuckled after as my heart beat fast. "What are you talking about?"
I tried so hard not to stutter or give mum responses that would totally give it away. How did she find out anyway? So I maintained a poker face with dedication to save myself from the interrogation with mum. And after all these years, I was finally scared of her!
"I'm talking about you being in love with Melissa Maas, Roseanne Pearce"
That was it. That was the sign. Whenever mum called me with my full name, I just knew she was mad at me.
"Mum, I-"
"You were all over her last night during dinner even Jongnam finds it weird," Mum cut me off. Her voice was strict but not loud.
"Mum, let me talk"
"I won't let you," She objected me immediately. "I just want you to answer my question as truthful as you always hate to be lied to"
Sighing, I surrendered to that point of being truthful.
"I don't know how long, mum" I answered. "I have always liked her before, since elementary I guess"
"Jesus!" Mum exclaimed.
"Mum-"
"Are you two in a relationship now?!"
"I don't know. Maybe?" I started to rub my forehead as I could feel the tense built up.
"You don't know?! Guess what, Rosé? That was how I answered to your dad when he asked me why Melissa was here in our house last night!"
"Mum, don't get mad"
"How?!" I heard mum took a deep breath before continuing, probably holding herself from raising her voice at me. "Do you want me to do this, or your dad?"
Mum would always ask that golden question each time I made mistakes. I didn't like that question at all. But I was so scared now of what would happen later.
"Which one do you prefer, Roseanne Pearce?"
"You, mum"
"Okay then I'll tell you. Firstly, you are a girl and she's a girl. Secondly, you are a Christian. Thirdly, she's Melissa Maas" Mum spoke boldly to make her points stood up.
I lowered my head, keeping my eyes closed since I could feel the tears were slowly forming. "Do I make myself clear, Rosé?"
"Yes"
"Good then. Don't make me tell your dad that he needs to repeat those to you again,"
I reached my hand out to find hers, but she withdrew it once I got to touch it for a second. "Mum, please don't get mad" I said to her with my shaky voice as I held the urge to cry.
"Don't get mad at you?" She questioned my request earlier with the same tone as mine and that was when I got panicked.
Was mum about to cry? Was the surprise so strong on her? Did I really upset mum this time? Guilt began to grow inside me to the fact that I made my mum cry.
"Mum please-"
"How can I get mad at you, Rosé when I am so sad?"
I brought my head back up again, giving my attention to her when her words attracted my curiosity.
"If only you could see those hickeys on your neck, you would understand why I'm so broken of you"