I know I said I wasn't going to cry,
I meant it too,
But it's been hard,
Everything reminds me of you,
Everything I see,
Reminds me of you,
And I hate it,
I want to forget you,
We're not meant to be,
And I know that,
I know we'll never talk again,
I can't help being upset,
I lost something good,
I lost you,
I can't help the fact that I hate myself,
Because I let you go,
I wish I was in your head,
So I could get answers,
To all the questions floating around in mine,
It shouldn't hurt this bad,
But because it does,
I can't help thinking,
That I was in love with you,
I would never admit that to you though,
If I did,
I fear that you would know,
How badly I'm hurting right now,
I don't want you to know,
I don't want you to pity me,
But I do want to know if,
Your feelings for me,
Were as strong,
As my feelings for you,
So I'm going to cry,
Because that's the only thing I can do,
In order to try and forget about you.