November 1st 1975
Greetings Jeongyeon-ssi,
Today is your birthday, isn't it?
I wish you all the best and to spend it however you like it, as long as you're happy.
Since it is your birthday today, I wanted to write to you about something I have been keeping to myself way too long now. I initially thought of waiting until you finally came back home but it seems like you are not.
It may sound really absurd but I have had these feelings for a long time and now that you have gone away, I can confess.
The truth is that I feel a strong attraction to you, I always did. I know you are a girl and I am not supposed to be feeling this way, but I really cannot help it. I am married now so there is no problem of finally letting it all out, nothing can change my fate.
I love you, Jeongyeon. I wish I could have told you before you left. Maybe, this way you could have stayed.
After this letter gets delivered, I will stop writing to you. I really wish you can someday read these.
I love you very much.
Sincerely,
Im Nayeon