past oblivion.

By jvpiter

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"what can i really say?" used to be my words, when i didn't know as much. when i got older, i responded to my... More

過去の忘却。
nothing new.
"don't raise your voice, improve your argument."
1 something AM and raindrops.
preguntas de la gota de lluvia.
galaxias de distancia de nuestra olvido.
sierra leone.
in case you ever wondered...
control.
encore.
can't help it.
moms.
paranoia, 1.O
dry eyes.
heard 'em say
living
4 AM
birds...
you.
noche.
end of september epiphany, self-discovery type ish
prelude to a breakdown // words i could never say
clumsy in love, tripping over nothing
wilting
golden as ever
when i missed you last year
forever.
paranoia, 2.O [ i don't know anymore ]
shrink [and why doing so makes me need one]
tus ojos.
she's haunting me but i know better
mid-autumn wish
"apagado con su cabeza"
sunday best
i
confession of an acquisitive soul.
bankhead.
emotions.
worried.
halfcrazy // you know what
she (i'm running out of pronouns)
full
i, part two
this is going to ruffle some feathers... ( rant )
land of eternal sunshine. ₪
separation of self
stay awhile.
all falls down
onyx, SiO2
maybe
a deeper shade of purple.
rush.
95
happiness, in small doses
beloved.
sweeter
i know why.
isn't she lovely?
warning
who's the real addict here?
me rebane, por favor
pride
the simplicity of it all.
new year.
bondage.
somewhere // rosebud
some sunshine for my sunshine.
"unforgettable."
taste.
curiosity.
hora // sunset
dear "anyone" [ directed at multiple people, so chill ]
gold melts.
whiskey.song
.arson
naproxen.sodium
tell me
price.i'd.pay
no angel's vow
no'angel.cyanide.formaldehyde
early morning musings.
life's bitch
❀ blossom ❀
Δx (?)
desire+distance.you'd.go.
mañana
love/hatething.energy
☀ verano sin mi so(u)l ☀
chameleon (aka my attempt at songwriting)
1:13 A.M.
i can't remember why i wrote this

takeoff

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By jvpiter

[ 9. 26 ]

love is something i need,

and you have a lot of that

but i need understanding, too,

and you're falling short

you fear my capabilities

so you've caged me

in a futile attempt to tame me.

this is bondage of the worst kind,

unspoken,

unseen,

unheard

but not unfelt.

neither a beautiful bird

nor a beautiful leopard

is beautiful 

in a cage, 

don't you see?

i'll be damned if i lose my essence 

because it's not what 

you

like

or what you

deem appropriate.

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