"They'll never know,it will look like an accident." I whispered to myself "I tripped over ...or stumbled,they won't know it's on purpose. I'm not taking pills or hanging myself... sure they'll see the cuts but this Defiantly looks like an accident...I just can take it any more...no one cares....I-I'm doing it!!"
"No going back..." I put one leg over the railing of the bridge then the other. Why am I doing this you might ask??Well it's all because I won Homecoming queen,unbelievable I know. Why would someone jump off a bridge because they won?
Well I wasn't actually suppose to win,I only entered so my "friend" Sheila would look like she was up agents a big competition. Well the plan backfired and I actually did win...
A few days later it bites me in the ass because she's now out to get me!
I know what your thinking "umm it's just some haters who are jealous of you! Haters gonna hate!"
Ya well soon posters start showing up around the school...
Slut,whore,loser,no friends,home-less,and my favorite pregnant. yep some how she got the entire school to believe I was pregnant!!!
It's not just her, I feel like I have no one to lean on, no one to trust. I'm always alone, My parents are always leaving me behind and going on expensive and long vacations. I actually had Thanksgiving alone...
It's just me...just Alice.
I didn't really mind people calling me names,at first I just ignored it... but it literally just got worse.
Boys would make sex noises when I walked by... I would sit alone at lunch...I would be slammed into lockers by the same people who only a few months ago were my best friends.
Music has always been my escape but u can't even enjoy that. I live in a very conservative town where punk,metal and hard rock are not accepted,so I kept my music taste to my self. Then I decided I might as well,since people all ready hate me, wear my "Green Day" tee. I thought it would be fine since Green day is popular and not considered very "emo" or whatever...
You can probably guess what happened. People started calling me other mean names...
I was at my breaking point,and finally when I thought it couldn't get any worse my parents came home,and you know what they said to me when they found out...
"We are very disappointed with you Alice, how could you let this happen?!"
So here I am standing on the bridge in the freezing cold,snow is starting to fall. Below me is the cold water...I don't really like the cold... but now I don't care,now I'm just done...
Shit.headlights...I guess I have to do it. good bye. I looked down at the water,shivers went up my spine...I lifted a foot.
"HEY!!!!" a thundering voice screeched "DONT DO -"
Wind flew threw my hair felt cool agents my face...
My body tensed as cold water hit it.
Then I didn't feel anymore and it was over...
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