Even if I was Dionysus, sweetly as the God of wine
He was still cupid, the one who caused my heart break
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Opening the door we see Dr. Jung talking with- "Hobi!" I Squeal while slowly running up to him, he pats my back as I wrap my arms on his waist for a warm hug
I pull back happily, "what are you doing here Hobi?" I ask him, "I just made a quick visit for Kookie Here, Besides I'm on a hurry, and for privacy I have to go now bye" he says quickly before leaving the room
Oh well
Mr. Jung greets me with a smile as I take the seat beside Jungkook's bed
"I see you start to visit him more frequently now" I nod while peering over sleeping beauty here
I lean back, pressing my elbows on the soft sheets as I reply "Yes doctor, Jungkook is very lonely, so I'll stay here If I have time to, Ta Ta monster might come" I giggle while playing with Kookie's hair
Taehyung sighs before sitting on the couch not so far away from me not having the intention of hearing our conversations
"But Ms. Kim, though signs of brain dead are not practical from him, he's been unconcious for more than a year now, and if 512 days already passed and it's like this, it would be critical" He says sadly, already knowing how I was going to react
"Will he wake up from a true loves kiss?" I ask teasingly while laughing right after
Mr. Jung chuckles slightly,
"I believe faith for your partner will do" he proclaims before pinching the bridge of his nose. I smile faintly with a hoping voice
"My prince is a fighter, he can win this battle"
- -
Taehyung decided to sleep with me to lessen my loneliness, I agreed since It really was lonely and quiet without a nagging grandpa complaining all night
And now Taehyung decides to watch a movie of his choice,
I hug bullet in my arms when finding nemo plays on the screen
"Tae, we watched that already, pick another please" I plead while pouting, he shrugs before changing the movie to-
"Finding dory?!" I chuckle before hitting him with a pillow. He hisses before changing the show to barbie and the dream house
"that's more better" I smile before crossing my legs before pondering, sure I was comfortable with Tae since he is my brother but I can't help but feel as if something was missing
"I miss them" it goes without me considering, Yoongi and of course chim weren't with me for a longer time after coming back here but my short time of bonding with them made me sad as for today
"Why would you? we were just like this even before they came" one eyebrow rises as he looks at me, I look down at my knees not knowing how to respond
"many have changed ever since they came, I can't explain in detail but I know somethings up, and what happened to Yoongi has a connection" his eyes break apart from the Tv and meet mine for a deep and intimidating stare
"and I know you're aware that out of all things that a person has. I hate people that lie" my heart pats a different melody when he nibbles on his bottom lip while tearing his gaze away from me
He was nervous
The noise from the show fades away into background when I grab his arm and force him to look at me "are you a liar Taehyung?" and for the very first time I said his full name properly and in a stern tone
"I don't want liars in my life Taehyung, you got two choices as an answer. Yes or no, as simple as that" I say while looking at his eyes that were all over the place except for mine
"no I'm not, Yona" He defends as I snatch my hand away and take a deep breath.
"Now tell me, is Lee Se jin still alive?" I can't stop but ask, Se jin was a sensitive topic to me as always, he was the cause of the pain in my life, he almost took Jungkook's life away and tore our family apart
Yes, Taehyung already told me he was dead, but I can't help but ask once more. Out of all people I knew Taehyung could lie to me, never
And Taehyung's lips stop shaking as his eyes collide with mine "no he's not alive Yona, he's dead" he admits before looking away once more
"Okie, no need to be nervous Tae, I believe you" I smile while patting his shoulder,
If that's what he says then I'll believe it, besides he's my only relative that stays patient with me
"Taehyung don't turn your smile upside down, you see that scary doll you're turning into it!" I whimper while pointing out to a frowning doll on my nightstand
"I gave you that Europian doll at an Auction and you think it's scary?" He says in disbelief
I nod "of course, why would you even buy me an ugly toy?" I complain while raising my voice slightly
"Because you look like it" after that sentence was finished, he soons bursts out in laughter while teasingly punching my shoulders
"you're no fun" I mumble before putting Bullet on his bed and myself on the sheets while hugging my pillow
"It was just a joke" Taehyung chuckles before turning off the TV and lay beside me.
"goodnight, baby" he whispers before I close my eyes and make an attempt to escape from reality.
This is how it should be right?
-Next Morning-
Waking up seeing a cute alien strangling me, with a lazy smile I use all my strength to push him away successfully.
Stepping out of bed I looked at Bullet's own bed and he was missing, I gasp running towards the sheets hoping he was there
But no "huhuhu bullet did you join Dora in her adventure without me again?" I grump while searching all over the room
I scratch my head from frustration, "oh bullet, who taught you to open a door?" I mumble all to myself as I made my way downstairs to find him
"Bullet? Where are you my baby?" I whine, running all over the huge house looking for my dog. I start to grow nervous when the house was still dead silent with no sign of a blue pomerian
I can't lose him, he was a proof that there was love and hope in my past, he was a proof that there was an us in the past. I bite my quivering lip as I glance at the door
Was he robbed? What if he went through that door?
but wait he can't open a door, he can't even open the doorknob so that can't be true
Should I wake up Taehyung?
*shakes head* nah, he'd hit me if I woke him up for things like these. I sigh before continuing my search for my dog
More hours have passed and I still couldn't find him, I was already on the verge of tears as I crouch unto the floor groaning from dispair
"Where are you?" I complain as I hide my face between my knees, how can he disappear just like thin air? It's impossible for him to open the door and-
I freeze when I hear a familiar cry of a dog, without hesitation I bursted through our front door and try to locate the voice once more
Taehyung did tell me not to go outside but This is a different term now, "bullet!where are you?!" I holler while making that weird sound that attracts dogs •_•.
and the cries of a dog comes back ringing in my ears as I turn around and see his leg bleeding, clunching my hair tightly I scream from my lungs
*insert the dramatic girly scream*
I carry bullet in my arms as I pout sadly "yereobun!" the door slams open revealing Taehyung who was obviously still half-asleep
"Yah who told you to run outside and scream like a crazy bitch?" He complains while rubbing his eyes tiredly
"Huhuhu Tae look at Bullet, I found him outside with a boo boo. We need to bring him to the hospital" I said desperately while giving him my effective puppy eyes
But it didn't work this time
"Awch!" I pout while he knocks on my forhead as If it was a door, "hello, doctors don't cure and allow sick dogs on the hospital Yona" He laughs and then slaps my back repeatedly
"But when we visit Kookie, Dr. Jung doesn't get angry at me when I bring Bullet" I defend while carressing the pomerians soft furr
"Duhh, because we're friends with Hoseok, his own son" he concludes. I grump before asking another question
"Then where do dogs get cured?"
"Tss, the vet"
"Vet, what's that?" he rolls his eyes
"Get inside, it's cold here"
"I'm not attending school today, I need to take care of Bullet" I said before taking out a first aid kit from the cupboard
"*yawn* but you've been missing out on your classes several times now. And you'll even graduate by this month" Taehyung replies as he sits beside me on the couch
"You're the one who doesn't want me to go to school in the first place" I argue with a sly expression
He shrugs "I guess you have a point"
- -
"Immature bitch, come with me to the mall, I'll buy you a new phone" Taehyung barges into my room while grabbing my arm
The mall? I freeze after recalling the last time me and Yoongi secretly went there to change my hair
I don't know but if I hinder back to memories or places that I don't like, I get panic attacks
I figurously shake my head like a baby, "no!" I grump before quickly standing up and earn a attempt to run away from him
He sighs before limping his way towards me, and there he goes giving me a headlock -_-
"Awch! Huhuhu Tae Let go of me" I whine while making a soft whimper. He shakes his head before responding
"And why? I'll buy you a new one since Yoongi killed your previous one" he says.
I become lost at words looking for a good words, I start to stutter invisible words. You know that feeling when you're in fault and there's someone giving you a stare that says
'Come on bitch say it'
I feel like that's what Taehyung's eyes are saying at this moment. I gulp nervously before smiling at him innocently
"w-which mall is the appstore?"
Well that came out of nowhere
I scratch my head out of failure, aishh well isn't that an epic fail Yona
"Well, you're fine" he shrugs surprising me, he really thought that wasn't weird?
Well we are aliens, that's what they say, I slowly pout and wrap my arms around him.
I snuggle into his chest hoping I looked cute there
"Oh what's wrong" he chuckles slightly before stroking my hair "I don't want to eat the mall-Awch!" I pull back while rubbing my forehead
I crinkle my brows at him when his lips tug upward very evidently showing me his boxy grin "I'm glad you're back to your normal stupid self" and after that he grabs the back of my head.......
and hugs me of course hehe, I smile once more and hug him back, I'm glad someone still sees me as something perpetual in their lives
I'm glad there is at least one person in this universe who doesn't see me as a failure
- -
Well Taehyung succeeded in dragging me to the mall, I do the sign of the cross when he parks the car. He looks at me wierdly before exiting the car
I shut my eyes close before doing a quick prayer to spare my whole secret, he knows that I get panick attacks to event that holds something grevious
and nothing went wrong when I go to the mall with him, except for the time I was with Yoongi and-
"Yona!"
"Ha?" I look at him cluelessly before realizing I was still in the car, I roll my eyes at myself before stepping out of the car
He holds his car keys and "tut tut" I giggle, in chorus with the sound when he presses that remote towards his car. He pats my head before handing me a mask
"why do I have to wear that always?" I complain before shoving it away from mine, he grits his teeth from impatiance before pinching my waist once more
"wear this because I'm already buying a new phone for you" he says sternly before leaning closer and putting the mask on me himself
I gult as he starts to walk, I intentionally lean closer and hold the hem of his sweater.
- -
"Oh this brand is good" Taehyung speaks while showing me the phone, I hug myself before glancing at the phone
"They all look the same" I argue while looking somewhere else, he scratches the back of his neck before snapping his fingers to gain my attention
"what type of-" before he could even proceed I face the other direction once making the sales lady assisting us laugh
Laugh
I raise my eyebrow while looking at her "what are you laughing at you..clown?" I annoyingly asked before stating the last word based on her face
Her mouth falls agape before she glances at the ground from shame "you're being sassy again" Taehyung says strictly, defending this woman here
And before I could even respond she butts in "n-no sir, I understand that she didn't mean to" and she gives him a faint smile and a fake one to me
"Oh I mean it bitch" I snicker, she looks at me slightly before looking at the other direction, she was cursing me
I pointed a finger at her "don't think I didn't see you roll your eyes at me earlier" I warned her, Taehyung looks at her in want to hook up an expression
"B-but ma'am-"
"Don't you ma'am me, listen if you want to undress my dumb brother using your eyes and throw up from my sight, well you got a whole thing coming" I said with much annoyingly, she nods before-
And the next thing she did triggered the old bitch in me that I threw away for rare occassions only
Like this
"stop cursing at me using your eyes, you have the nerves to roll your eyes at me, bitch?" I threathen while taking fast steps towards her before a warm pair of arms prevent me to launch at her
Taehyung sighs "my apologies but may we be assisted by a man?"
- -
"Thank you, and we're sorry for the inconvenience this girl brought you" Tae said bowing at the man, I look at them blankly for a second before Taehyung grabs my arm outside
While scolding me, every chatter from my brother to all the others slowly start to vanish when my eyes settle with something
the parlour in where I had my hair changed and...I look infront of me and see that bench, the child, the picture
I close my eyes while gulping down my saliva nervously, I couldn't take it anymore, I quickly ran up to Taehyung and hugged him from behind tightly
He stops before tilting his head slightly "are you alright?" he asks me, my hands started to shake as I grip unto him more desperately
"I'm scared" I say before burying my face unto his back, before he could even turn around and face me, I open my eyes and look back at the place
And see the child from before. the one who gave me the pictures, the candy.
He was wearing a scary smile, while staring and pointing at me
'I'm watching you'
No seconds spared my legs gave up on me as I drop to the ground while feeling the devil itself squeeze my heart to suffocation. Taehyung drops the bags before patting my back in concern
"W-what's wrong?" he asks worringly, I couldn't breathe properly and it was hurting me, my lips were sealed shut ad I try to plead for help
Many eyes were on us when I grip unto the area of my chest tighter "what do I do?" Taehyung cries out in fear as he softly places my head on his chest while cursing under his breath
I was already on the verge of tears when a concerned man hands him a bottle, I couldn't speak, My mind was already turning blank
The loathing face of Sejin runs all over my mind terrorizing me, why is he coming back in my head
He's dead
Dead!
He made me drink water but nothing was working, soft whimpers and wails were the only things that could escape from my lips, I shut my eyes from the breakdown rushing through my vains
"Yona, please, you're scaring me" Taehyung's says as his voice cracks, while he strokes my hair I slowly open my eyes and stare back at the place.
The child was gone
More bother rushes through me when I see a man in black sitting right at the bench while pointing right at me
And that was when my eyes gave up on me
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I'm already starting to miss Yoongi at this chapter. Well I put some sibling momments between the two since Tae seemed to be off lead the story
Hihi, have a nice day chinguus~